i decided that i will be making a change in my life soon.

i want to start building the rest of my life. i want a girl who will change my life forever. i'd like to marry this girl and have children with her. i want to grow up but not too fast and learn what living life everyday to the fullest is all about.

i want to escape to newer and better ( Read more... )

Seems like i can never make anyone happy, myself especially. i've decided that at this time, it is best to stay alone and not deal with the immaturity of certain people ( Read more... )

Big opportunities and huge ambitions, what am i to do?

My band's playing our last 2 shows for the rest of the month to prepare for a busy August and possibly the biggest show of our lives in September......which is in Ohio. what makes it so huge there? an opportunity of a lifetime, to show certain individuals what we got and 5 years in the making ( Read more... )

Up until last night, it hit me...is it possible that i have been trying to pursue 2 dreams at once? have i been trying to make them combined together so they both come true?

if theres one thing ive learned in life, its that sometimes you have to sacrifice one thing, in order to get farther in life in being happy and doing what you truly want to do ( Read more... )

So this is it. you played me for a fool a little while didnt you?
But whatever, this should be the last time i write about you in here anyway.
Enjoy your life out there, being spoiled up the ass living in a big home, amazing weather, getting whatever you want (dont sit there and act like you got it so hard) under daddy's tab.
You look new, not the ( Read more... )

so thats it. you chose to be out of my life after all the dedication i put in for you. you were my love and crushed me harder then ever.

why couldnt you have done this months ago? i dont need this pain now, not from you.

you might as well shoot me in the gut and leave me to bleed to death, cause thats not half as bad as what you're doing to me

3 months can either go by quick or drag on like an overplayed record. i think for me personally, i've experienced both sides of that world.

Emily and i have been through perhaps the biggest emotional roller coaster anyone can ever experience in a relationship. through fighting, doubt, love, and just simply missing the person, its tough and not many  ( Read more... )

heres the deal:

Emily's in California and i've been waiting for over a month now for her to come back and i miss her more then anything else in the whole world. and the worst part is i dont know when i'll see her again.
Jason and Chris quit Safer Than Sleep but replacements are on the way and we have begun writing some amazing new material.
Adorah is ( Read more... )

This is going to be the tough decision of my life.

what can i possibly say right now?

me and Emily broke up a week ago, she takes off to California and leaves a message last night saying she doesn't think shes coming back.

this is not one of those situations you can just shrug off.