wow...a lot of my friends are graduating. and im very sad.

its scary knowing that i wont see them again. i know ill miss them.....

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alrighty then. stephanie set me up with this guy ray. ive met him before, and hes ok. i just dont know him. i told her that id give him a chance. i hope i wont live to regret this. stephanie told me that ray and i act alike and we like the same kind of music. the music is true, the whole acting like each other, im not so sure of ( Read more... )

i am scared. scared of what will become of myself and the other friends i have had during and before high school. theres sooo much camaraderie its like a big blanket of fog over it. over everything, i think. i am still in love. and its been a year. a melancholy year, id say. but i am scared. scared of life. scared of taking responsibility. i am

people need to stop categorizing other people. you dont know what the hell youre doing. if you dont like what people write or whatever, stop reading. fuckin dumbasses. (if you have no idea whats going on, read the comment on my last entry. i was pissed and stuff. and i had to say something rather than do something.) and if you want to say something ( Read more... )

i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself.i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate ( Read more... )

what can i say anymore? my mom asked me why i still havent exactly told john i miss him. how do i put feelings that have laid dorment in my heart into words that he can comprehend? how can i tell him? i cant say those three little words without knowing exactly if i feel that way. this is driving me fuckin insane. please someone...shoot me in my ( Read more... )

i, into the world, knew nothing of dangers and hurdles i was to overcome. a young, i was, it seems so long ago. wandering the world, alone in my enigma i like, or rather, would like to call love. but i am alone. the famous saying goes, "it is better to have loved once and lost, than to have never loved at all. a lie, i call it. i'd rather neer to ( Read more... )

you and i got something/but its all and then its nothing to me/yeah/and i got my defense when it comes to your intentions for me/and we wake up in the breakdown/of the things we never thought we could be/yeah ( Read more... )

babys black balloon makes her fly/i almost fell into that hole in your life/youre not thinking about tomorrow/cuz you were the same as me/but on your knees ( Read more... )