To my true friends. I love you.

[run4skinny]

I cut today.
deep
It didn't hurt. I just stared at it. As I realized how deep it was and that I could actually seem veins. Blue. Through the giant gap that now exists on my wrist.
I ran for paper towel as blood started pooling to the surface. I got it cleaned up but it did eventually start hurting. Now it hurts to move my wrist. Hurts to use it.

Comments

[punchinga_dream]

Sorry about the cutting. I know all about that :/ I'm happy that you are deciding to take steps toward recovery. That takes so much courage to even consider. I'm sure it won't be easy but it will be worth it in the end. Best of luck!

[run4skinny]

Thank you. Today is day one of a new life. It has been one of the hardest days i have ever had