Ajisai//Chapter Four~~~~~~~
Title: The Color of the Ajisai
Chapter: 4/???
Author: the-riot-star and theblackmoral
Genre: Violence, romance, AU~
Ratings: NC-17
Pairings/Characters: Aoi x Ruki ( Aoi and Ruki POV )
Synopsis: Ruki's the son of a geisha who was offered to be a geisha too, since he and his mother had no place to go. He grows up in a world of beauties, but slowly this world started to be ruined by the imminent war, in the Meiji Era. But Fate makes him to meet a soldier, named Aoi...and both of them discovers how a flower can blossom in the middle of the ashes...
Comments: Well ^^ This is originally a rp log, that's the reason for being quite detailed ^^<333 I really hope that you enjoy ^^<333333333333
Chapter I: The War
Chapter II: The Blooming Flower
Chapter III: The Flowing Lake
It feels....so different. So...sweet and soft....like something that you taste and don't feel like stopping anymore. At least, Ruki didn't find himself being able to stop right now. Oh no...that was all so...good...it tasted so good...so...innocent. He, who already slept with so many, men not wanting to. And that man...a monster, killer, a merciless mind. A merciless mind that, even then, kissed him with all the softness that was in the world. Or at least it was what Ruki felt. It felt good...and...he wanted more. He wanted to taste more of that forbidden honey.
Slowly, once Aoi pulled him closer Ruki started lying down on his futon, pulling Aoi above him. It was so...instinctive. He didn't plan on doing it, he just...did. Without even feeling like doing, it was just...automatic, a reaction to all those caresses and touches and...that kiss. Oh stop yourself, Ruki...now...stop yourself...
Aoi lays down above Ruki, being careful to not hurt him. What are you doing...? You'll hurt him, you only know how to hurt. But he wasn't able to stop. It was like he was following the course of the wind. Like he was being pulled by wild water, without being able to swim back. But it was warm waters.....delicate ones... a sweetness covered by a satin yukata. Aoi's hands starts to go through Ruki's body...wanting to feel everything...wanting to know, to get his answer of why he wanted to do that so much. What are you doing? Aoi finds the tie of the yukata and softly he unties it. You're invading a sacred land. Aoi opens his yukata softly, touching the skin under it and just letting the satin slip at the sides as his fingers touches Ruki's chest. He never felt something like that. It was so pure. So perfect. Aoi swallows a bit as he keeps kissing him...their tongues moving together, in a wanting, but a bit scared way. Knowing they're doing something forbidden. But why...? Aoi's body gets warmer and a shiver runs through his spine. That water...that sweet sake, the most delicious that Aoi already tasted was coming out from those lips. Please...if anybody is going to explain...just....let us be...
A soft moan escapes from Ruki's mouth as he feels Aoi's strong hand on himself, and then shivers a bit. Stop it, Takanori. Stop it Ruki. Don't let this man touch you...his hands are dirty. Dirty with blood, with hate, with death. And even if it weren't, you can't leave this man touch you, you are a geisha!! What if someone finds out, you'll NEVER be able to work as a geisha again, no one will want you. But...then again...anyone ever wanted me like this man...? I...I can feel it coming from him...and lord...I must be crazy, but I...I want him too...in a way that I never wanted someone before. And his hand...feels so warm...and so good...and strong. Ruki starts breathing a bit hard now, his whole body starting to be dragged by that climax as he slowly opens Aoi's yukata', running his small hands softly on the other man's chest and sides. He...he feels so good...and he's so...beautiful...
Aoi runs his fingers gently on Ruki's chest...a gentleness that he didn't even know to possess.... how can you be so delicate? You never was treated like that....but what...? You never felt like that before....you never really wanted a person...like that...to kiss....to touch....even being a man...Aoi can say, just by his touch, that he's the most special creature that he ever found. Yeah...a creature...something like that can't be human. He's too perfect....too far of the mistakes of the world....too far of what you are, Aoi.. But he wants him so much....it's...beyond any blood....any murder....any battle that he already got in. That touch of his is...beyond anything that Aoi ever felt. He keeps kissing him...now kissing down to his neck, wanting to prove more....to drink more from that transparent lake....you're going crazy ........Aoi slips hands through Ruki's sides, feeling that softness....and running handing down...yeah, he's really a man, Yuu...but it doesn't matter. Even without to know what he's doing....just....keep playing...that beautiful geisha song...
Ruki's mouth opened again and a really soft moan came out. Hah my mother...she's here...she can't...listen to this...and...and....oh lord...please...I can't...don't...temptate me like this...he...he's so...soft...and gentle...No one...has been so gentle like this before...and he...he's so handsome...and smells so good. Ruki starts panting hard now, his whole body shivering under all those caresses and touches, moving lightly against Aoi as their bodies now move together. He starts massaging Aoi's sides in a really soft way, and also his back...and chest. As if there was some oil there for him to take care of the other man's body, just things that he learnt while being a geisha...yes...so...soft...oh lord...I want him so much, my inner self screams inside...but...I can't...I just...can't...
Those fingers touching his scars were like the immediate medicine for his pain. Aoi moans lightly, feeling that so warm body under him...with those gentle touches,like no woman is able to do...that kind of touches that once in a century, God gives the gift to do. And in that century, Ruki possess that one....and Aoi knew....that he was already too dragged on it...above that yukata...above that small, gentle and beautiful body under him.... oh yes...so beautiful....so perfect.... stop, Yuu....stop, you're violating that sacred land. He's a geisha, not an oiran...he...shouldn't be touched by you. Future general. He makes the kisses deeper....touching Ruki's thighs now...also perfect. His blood was rushing fast....his breathing was hard. And another thing was hard too....oh lord......Aoi opens eyes lightly, seeing that skin white like the snow....ah, so beautiful....everything.... he leans his lips down, kissing his chest and his nipples....they don't need questions now...neither an answer....Aoi just needs that. That weird feeling that took him out of himself....
- "...aaah..."
Don't...oh god, don't...touch me...like this. Ruki was really...losing himself in that pleasure...in that body...in that skin so full of scars...scars that he suddenly wanted to heal so badly. And those lips...those wet soft lips touching his chest and now erected nipples in such a gentle way...why...why couldn't they have touched me like this? Me...who never knew pleasure, am now discovering what it is...by the hands of the one who ruined my life...but...did he really ruined it? Because...it looked like...he was just doing everything get better. And lord...feeling his body...his breath, his scent...and also...oh dear...Ruki couldn't help but moan a bit more when their hips and lenghts rub against each other and makes himself more comfortable, laying Aoi between his legs and rubbing thighs softly against Aoi's waist, his skillful hands still massaging and running all over Aoi's body, just like in a dance.
Oh...please...I...I need you...
You can't do that. Stop. Control yourself. He isn't a oiran, he is....a pure soul, you can't do that, Aoi. Remember what you learned on the army? Your will is your best gun. Your strength is your best power. But suddenly everything melts on Aoi's mind... turning the thoughts in a unreadable mass...and his will completely turned to that pleasure...to those touches and that skin....he wanted to so much. Aoi moans more when their hips rubs together, feeling a hard shiver run across his body....don't. Don't invade him. Don't make things worse, Yuu. Stop it and stop it now!!!!!!!! He moans one more time...and without to hear...just following that song...that beautiful dance of them, Aoi fills Ruki's entry with his own self....slowly invading that land....and shivering hard. Lord, it's too good....if feels like heaven....that pleasure...
- "ahhnnn....."
He moans softly, kissing and licking lightly the other's nipples and collarbone....oh please....please....don't stop now....
Ruki's mouth open more and he closes eyes tightly, arching his back as he feels the other man invading him.
- "...aaaah...!!"
He moans, biting his lip right after. Damn. My mother...please...please don't let her hear...because...I don't wanna stop. This is so...forbidden, but at the same time. It's so good. Oh lord, what I am doing?? Why am I surrending so much to this...pleasure? Why?? fuck.
- "hnn...oh god..."
He moans again as, slowly, he starts moving against Aoi's length, feeling every inch of him. he's so...huge and...feels so good...oh god, please...please...allow me to feel this pleasure...just...once...please...
That was forbidden. Crazy. Senseless, at the first who tries to realize, but it was so good....is this the talent of a geisha? Their gifts...? To trap inside their eyes....their beautiful skin, their soft moves.....everything that Ruki does looks like a dance. Every word he says sounds like a song. And the pace them move is just the same at those shamisens...slowly...but hard.Intense. Making its presence. Giving shivers to the ones who listens it. But that time, the only ones watching were Yuu and Ruki....Aoi shivering crazy as he moves deeper inside the other....eating hungrily the apple from the Science Tree.
- "Hnnn..."
He leans body up as he keeps dancing inside Ruki, in a faster way now...his hand still feeling his warm body and slowly, he wraps his fingers around Ruki's length....it's just the way who likes to be touched sometimes, maybe.....he likes too....maybe.......he opens his eyes, looking at Ruki's face. Red cheeks, pleased eyes, half-opened mouth...Aoi pants hardly and starts to stroke Ruki's member...slipping fingers up and down....still looking at his eyes. So beautiful......ah..........so beautiful.......
- "aaaahnn..."
Ruki moans more, feeling the rhythm of their dance increasing now. fast. Hard. So...so good. The geisha bites his bottom lip, panting harder now and moaning more, trying hard to control his moans so his mother nor no one would hear it. He felt as if...someone would come right now and find them both there. But then again...no one knew that Ruki and his mother were living there. So...there wouldn't be any bad...right? Hn...right. And...god, his mother sleeping peacefully in the other room, as he was there. Giving himself for a man that he didn't even know. And...wanting it. wanting to feel more and more of that pleasure, that body that was now making Ruki shudder in pleasure as the soldier started hitting his spot. Oh god no...no please...I...god...
He didn't even know Ruki's name. Ruki. Ru-ki. But does angels need a name...? You just have to...pray. Aaaah....and that angel was too good...his scent...his touches....his warmth around Ruki's length...and Aoi couldn't think in nothing but that. That feeling...increasing...and increasing more, making his breathe gets harder...his cheeks getting redder....and Aoi leans down, to kiss those sakura's lips again. Those sweet petals giving the sweet sake... he wanted him. He wanted him more as more he took. He slips tongue deeper inside the geisha's mouth....being leaded for his inner self. The voice of his heart. And he pounds more...harder....faster....he wanted so badly. Ah, angel....beautiful angel without a name....
- "Hnnn!!!"
Aoi moans more as he pounds deeper, stroking Ruki's length faster now, want to give everything that he deserved....and supporting on his knees, shuddering crazily, he thrusts even faster and deeper....oh my god....oh my god!!!
- "hnnng!!!"
Ruki moaned more into their hungry and passionate kiss, his arms now wrapping softly around Aoi's body and pulling him close, and so he did with legs, making Aoi go deeper into him. Oh god...no...I...I can't...but...I want it so much...he...he's making me feel so good...no one...did it like he's doing now, no one treated me like this man did and is still doing. No one was so...lovingly...before. heh...oh god, please...please...I...AH OH GOD!! I'm getting so close...so close! Please...please allow me to feel this...just a bit more...please...please...oh my god...
Aoi supports himself completely on his knees now, pulling Ruki closer on his lap...his strong arms holding Ruki tightly and moving him against, also moving his hips...
- "Aaaaaah....aaaah...."
Licking Ruki's lips, he licks down to his neck, letting Ruki' head falls backwards, his body inclined for that and he sucks on his neck and behind his ear...hungryly...wanting....lord, he never felt that. Pleasure. He didn't meet this before that night. That increasing urge...making him going faster....faster....
-"hnnnnn!!"
Faster and harder, wanting to feel more....and that shudder...that so strong shudder....what is that???? What's---
- "Aaaaaaaahn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
And pounding deeply inside Ruki...his face twisting in a pain or pleasure face, Aoi comes hardly inside him...all trembling....moaning....oh god....................................
Oh lord. that was....too much. Felling that man...hitting deep inside of me. Right where my pleasure lies. and moaning like this, possessing me like this. Oh god...oh god...oh god!!
- "Aaaaaahnnn!!"
Ruki moans loud, his back now really arching as he moans more, wiggling against the soldier's length and pants hard. Pants really hard. So...it was this...? having such a pleasure...? It's...this good? Heh...Ruki really felt good for feeling what all the men felt when having sex with him...and even then, he never felt it. It was all...so new...so...so good...Ruki was...tired...but it was still feeling...great...really great. Slowly, he lies down on the futon, panting hard and swallowing as he still feels the soldier inside him. Oh god, Takanori...what did you do...?
Aoi looks at that man, lying just in front of his eyes....with a face so pleased like himself's...what was that...? That night with that prostitute didn't feel like this....even...being basically the same thing....he didn't feel so good...he didn't feel like hugging that person in front his eyes. But this time....this time he does.....and slowly pulling out of him...letting behind that so comfortable warmth, he lays in the futon at Ruki's side...panting heavily...looking at him. He's so beautiful...he's so....pure. Pure. What did you do????? You had sex with him!!!! You...you had sex with a man, with a male geisha!! You...turned him dirty, you profaned him...you ruined with his house, now you ruined with his body!!! But for...some reason, those thoughts did hurt him...he looks at Ruki...still enchanted by his sight....his feeling...and the pleasure that he just felt...that Ruki felt too...but he also looks at him and at his body...like saying...'I'm so sorry'.....
...what...did I do...?...what...? did I...ah...
- "...aahn..."
Suddenly...so many voices started yelling on Ruki's head...asking him why...why did he let this man do this?? Why?? Why did you surrounded so much to this pleasure, Takanori?? This is not your job! You shouldn't have done this!! Even if many other men already have your body, you never allowed it! But now...now you did...you became dirty and dishonored because of your own will...with...a soldier...with the soldier that so mercilessly killed your master. What's wrong with you...? What?? Slowly...very slowly...a few tears start running down Ruki's face and he closes eyes, crying silently as he breaths more calmly now. What did you do, Takanori...what did you do...?
.....suddenly Aoi sees the most terrible sight of his life. Worse than the tons of bodies drowned into their own blood...and he found out...why he couldn't kill Ruki that day. He was crying. That beautiful face was crying...and why??? Because of you Aoi!!! You pulled him into this! You touched him....you kissed him...why??? Why did you do that? Now...now he's covered with your dirty....your killer hands touched all of his saint's skin....your killer hands will never learn how to be gentle, Aoi! You hurt him....you......you hurt him....Aoi looks at Ruki, feeling his heart beating tight....
- "I'm....I'm so sorry....I'm sorry, I...."
He stretches arms to wipe his tears away, but he hasn't the courage...he....hasn't the courage of touching him again. He was now feeling dirty. Feeling a real...monster...
- "It's not your fault...don't...don't worry..."
Ruki says silent, and even if he was crying, his voice came up normal. Yes...it's not the soldier's fault. He...couldn't blame him. How could he blame someone who has been so...gentle...? So...delicate and carrying...? How...it was his own fault. Ruki's fault. For letting himself to be seduced, to surrender to these kind of wishes. Disgusting. But...even then...he...he didn't feel like...running out...no...he wanted...that man...Slowly, Ruki moved himself and laid above Aoi, their bodies still touching each other's bare skin, and Ruki's yukata making a beautiful white satin curtains, covering their bodies. Slowly...very slowly...he holds the soldier's face and puts them both into a quick but deep kiss. Your lips feel...so good...he opens eyes and keeps staring Aoi's for a while, stroking the soldier's face gently. He's so...beautiful...
That voice. That gentle voice of him that makes his body stop trembling. No...it was my fault...I....I touched you, I couldn't have done that...and... suddenly... the weight of Ruki's body above him, fitting perfectly, like two pieces that makes just one image. That was so wrong....that was so...sudden....24 hours ago, Aoi was just waking up...to destroy a village....and now...he was there, destroying themselves into that forbidden feeling. Destroying each other to make another one...Aoi feels Ruki's lips on his...like a kiss from a rose....and when they pull away, staring at each other's face, Aoi leans his hand to touch that beautiful geisha's face....looking at him like he was reading something on there...
- "what's...this...?"
He asks, looking at his lips before to look on his eyes again...
- "You're so beautiful..."
....Aoi couldn't understand....but he was feeling warm. And good. So. So good.
- "I don't know what this is...but I am not more beautiful than you are...Yuu-sama..."
Ruki says in a soft voice, again stroking Aoi's face slowly. Yes...it's not your fault...don't...worry about that...my dear soldier...for I am glad to have done this...with you...
-"You...should get some rest now..."
Ruki says again in a soft voice and slowly stands up, tying his yukata again and walks out of the room. He needed to see if his mother was still sleep. Fortunately, she was. Thanks god...slowly, Ruki walks to the lake and takes his clothes off, starting to take a quick bath. He didn't want to get rid of Aoi's touches nor nothing like that, but he couldn't sleep with his body filled of the other man in that way...his mother'd find out...
'I am not more beautiful than you are...', what are you saying...? You're the most beautiful person that I already saw...he thinks, remembering on Ruki's voice while he walks away. That gentle and soft voice of his.... that song on my ears....
Aoi sits down, tying his yukata and holding himself a bit, rubbing arms...his scent...Ruki's scent carved in the clothes and in Aoi's skin...and it was feeling so good. Whatever he found in that man....he didn't want to lose....he didn't want that somebody take it that away... and walking to the window, he can see the blue lake...and that white body down there, washing himself...from Aoi's fluids...from his traces....but even making the wrong thing, it was the right inside his heart. It was.....the right...... and looking up at the sky, seeing the moon's direction, he knew...that it's his time to leave and come back to the hell. The hell that he belongs to. That headquarter.
After washing himself from any single trace of Aoi, Ruki walks out of the water, slowly drying his body and puts a new yukata one. heh the other got dirty...and he quickly cleans it up. Walking back to the house, Ruki puts his yukata in a random window of the old house and walks back to his room. There he was. Yuu, the soldier. The soldier for who Ruki gladly gave his body to. Dirty. You became dirty, Ruki, and you better not say a thing about what happened here, now. Or NO ONE'll accept you in any okiya. You, who was one of the most respected geisha among the place that you lived. Even being often raped by your danna's friends, you still had your honor. Your geisha dignity. And it's all gone now. All gone because you surrounded to flesh pleasures. You better forget about what happened here. Yes...that's what Ruki decided to do. Walking back to his room, he kneeled down, thanking that his futon wasn't dirty and laid down, covering himself and decided to fall asleep. And forget everything.
When Ruki walks back and their eyes meet each other's again, Aoi feels that cold on his stomach...that feeling of anxious. Of not knowing what'll happen next. Don't be stupid, Yuu, you know what'll happen next. You'll come back to the headquarters and Ruki'll also move away. He won't spend the rest of his life living in this house. No. With his grace and beauty...will not be hard to him to gain the life that Aoi took away in the last orning. The life that Aoi took away. l you ever forgive ourself, Yuu? For all the sins that you committed...? He starts to change his clothes...he puts on the bag his yukata and dresses his military uniform, again looking at himself. What a burden. The sound of his steps can be heard and Aoi approaches of Ruki's futon, looking at him with closed eyes. So beautiful...Aoi kneels down, looking at him. He didn't want to leave. He didn't want to go back. But you need to, Aoi, forget! Forget everything!
- "Can I see you....tomorrow?"
-"I don't think it's possible...I'm sorry..."
Ruki said and right after that, closed his eyes slowly, once again with that inexpressive face of his. Just like the geisha must be. Just like he has been for his whole life. No loves, no emotion, this is the way of the geisha. And sighing deeply, Ruki once again tried to fall asleep,ignoring Aoi's presence...and scent...and warmth...God...don't think about it now, Ruki, you already ruined things enough. Yes...forget this soldier, it's just not meant to be. Unless he becomes your danna, what's rather impossible, he really doesn't look like the rich kind. And not for your future okiya, but you know that YOURSELF is tired of living in misery and won't allow a simpleton to take you as his prize. And slowly...very slowly...Ruki started falling sleep, his mind losing itself on his simple but beautiful dreams...forgetting about the day that was about to come just a few hours later. It'd be really a long long day...and for that, Ruki needed to rest. And forget...that he once...felt something for you. Forget this feeling, Ruki...if still you were a courtesan...but you're not. You refused to be one, you disagreed. So now, take the future you've "chosen"...and forget this man. Forever.
Yes. Of course, Aoi. What you'd expect? That he could say 'yes', after all you did? You thought about killing that boy. Then he took care of you...he fed you. And what did you do? You touched him. Damn, you touched him with your dirty hands, that's the way you repay him! That's the way you apologize! Forget about him. He's not for you. No. You're not for him. You can't be. Forget about...his beautiful face....his graceful moves....his dance....his touches....forget everything. You're a demon. Accept your...fate. And looking down, without being able to look at him again, Aoi bows even if Ruki couldn't see and walks away. He reaches the road that he took in the other night. The dust of the road touching his shoes as he walks. Fastly. Go away. Go away of him, you're a danger. Lord, why??? Why his face doesn't go away?? Aoi runs fingers through his own hair and he starts to run. He runs two hours and the sun was shining brightly when he reaches the headquarter. My place. Even I don't wanting it.
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Posted: rukitoaoi_nil, gazette_yaoi and jrockyaoi
Chapter: 4/???
Author: the-riot-star and theblackmoral
Genre: Violence, romance, AU~
Ratings: NC-17
Pairings/Characters: Aoi x Ruki ( Aoi and Ruki POV )
Synopsis: Ruki's the son of a geisha who was offered to be a geisha too, since he and his mother had no place to go. He grows up in a world of beauties, but slowly this world started to be ruined by the imminent war, in the Meiji Era. But Fate makes him to meet a soldier, named Aoi...and both of them discovers how a flower can blossom in the middle of the ashes...
Comments: Well ^^ This is originally a rp log, that's the reason for being quite detailed ^^<333 I really hope that you enjoy ^^<333333333333
Chapter I: The War
Chapter II: The Blooming Flower
Chapter III: The Flowing Lake
It feels....so different. So...sweet and soft....like something that you taste and don't feel like stopping anymore. At least, Ruki didn't find himself being able to stop right now. Oh no...that was all so...good...it tasted so good...so...innocent. He, who already slept with so many, men not wanting to. And that man...a monster, killer, a merciless mind. A merciless mind that, even then, kissed him with all the softness that was in the world. Or at least it was what Ruki felt. It felt good...and...he wanted more. He wanted to taste more of that forbidden honey.
Slowly, once Aoi pulled him closer Ruki started lying down on his futon, pulling Aoi above him. It was so...instinctive. He didn't plan on doing it, he just...did. Without even feeling like doing, it was just...automatic, a reaction to all those caresses and touches and...that kiss. Oh stop yourself, Ruki...now...stop yourself...
Aoi lays down above Ruki, being careful to not hurt him. What are you doing...? You'll hurt him, you only know how to hurt. But he wasn't able to stop. It was like he was following the course of the wind. Like he was being pulled by wild water, without being able to swim back. But it was warm waters.....delicate ones... a sweetness covered by a satin yukata. Aoi's hands starts to go through Ruki's body...wanting to feel everything...wanting to know, to get his answer of why he wanted to do that so much. What are you doing? Aoi finds the tie of the yukata and softly he unties it. You're invading a sacred land. Aoi opens his yukata softly, touching the skin under it and just letting the satin slip at the sides as his fingers touches Ruki's chest. He never felt something like that. It was so pure. So perfect. Aoi swallows a bit as he keeps kissing him...their tongues moving together, in a wanting, but a bit scared way. Knowing they're doing something forbidden. But why...? Aoi's body gets warmer and a shiver runs through his spine. That water...that sweet sake, the most delicious that Aoi already tasted was coming out from those lips. Please...if anybody is going to explain...just....let us be...
A soft moan escapes from Ruki's mouth as he feels Aoi's strong hand on himself, and then shivers a bit. Stop it, Takanori. Stop it Ruki. Don't let this man touch you...his hands are dirty. Dirty with blood, with hate, with death. And even if it weren't, you can't leave this man touch you, you are a geisha!! What if someone finds out, you'll NEVER be able to work as a geisha again, no one will want you. But...then again...anyone ever wanted me like this man...? I...I can feel it coming from him...and lord...I must be crazy, but I...I want him too...in a way that I never wanted someone before. And his hand...feels so warm...and so good...and strong. Ruki starts breathing a bit hard now, his whole body starting to be dragged by that climax as he slowly opens Aoi's yukata', running his small hands softly on the other man's chest and sides. He...he feels so good...and he's so...beautiful...
Aoi runs his fingers gently on Ruki's chest...a gentleness that he didn't even know to possess.... how can you be so delicate? You never was treated like that....but what...? You never felt like that before....you never really wanted a person...like that...to kiss....to touch....even being a man...Aoi can say, just by his touch, that he's the most special creature that he ever found. Yeah...a creature...something like that can't be human. He's too perfect....too far of the mistakes of the world....too far of what you are, Aoi.. But he wants him so much....it's...beyond any blood....any murder....any battle that he already got in. That touch of his is...beyond anything that Aoi ever felt. He keeps kissing him...now kissing down to his neck, wanting to prove more....to drink more from that transparent lake....you're going crazy ........Aoi slips hands through Ruki's sides, feeling that softness....and running handing down...yeah, he's really a man, Yuu...but it doesn't matter. Even without to know what he's doing....just....keep playing...that beautiful geisha song...
Ruki's mouth opened again and a really soft moan came out. Hah my mother...she's here...she can't...listen to this...and...and....oh lord...please...I can't...don't...temptate me like this...he...he's so...soft...and gentle...No one...has been so gentle like this before...and he...he's so handsome...and smells so good. Ruki starts panting hard now, his whole body shivering under all those caresses and touches, moving lightly against Aoi as their bodies now move together. He starts massaging Aoi's sides in a really soft way, and also his back...and chest. As if there was some oil there for him to take care of the other man's body, just things that he learnt while being a geisha...yes...so...soft...oh lord...I want him so much, my inner self screams inside...but...I can't...I just...can't...
Those fingers touching his scars were like the immediate medicine for his pain. Aoi moans lightly, feeling that so warm body under him...with those gentle touches,like no woman is able to do...that kind of touches that once in a century, God gives the gift to do. And in that century, Ruki possess that one....and Aoi knew....that he was already too dragged on it...above that yukata...above that small, gentle and beautiful body under him.... oh yes...so beautiful....so perfect.... stop, Yuu....stop, you're violating that sacred land. He's a geisha, not an oiran...he...shouldn't be touched by you. Future general. He makes the kisses deeper....touching Ruki's thighs now...also perfect. His blood was rushing fast....his breathing was hard. And another thing was hard too....oh lord......Aoi opens eyes lightly, seeing that skin white like the snow....ah, so beautiful....everything.... he leans his lips down, kissing his chest and his nipples....they don't need questions now...neither an answer....Aoi just needs that. That weird feeling that took him out of himself....
- "...aaah..."
Don't...oh god, don't...touch me...like this. Ruki was really...losing himself in that pleasure...in that body...in that skin so full of scars...scars that he suddenly wanted to heal so badly. And those lips...those wet soft lips touching his chest and now erected nipples in such a gentle way...why...why couldn't they have touched me like this? Me...who never knew pleasure, am now discovering what it is...by the hands of the one who ruined my life...but...did he really ruined it? Because...it looked like...he was just doing everything get better. And lord...feeling his body...his breath, his scent...and also...oh dear...Ruki couldn't help but moan a bit more when their hips and lenghts rub against each other and makes himself more comfortable, laying Aoi between his legs and rubbing thighs softly against Aoi's waist, his skillful hands still massaging and running all over Aoi's body, just like in a dance.
Oh...please...I...I need you...
You can't do that. Stop. Control yourself. He isn't a oiran, he is....a pure soul, you can't do that, Aoi. Remember what you learned on the army? Your will is your best gun. Your strength is your best power. But suddenly everything melts on Aoi's mind... turning the thoughts in a unreadable mass...and his will completely turned to that pleasure...to those touches and that skin....he wanted to so much. Aoi moans more when their hips rubs together, feeling a hard shiver run across his body....don't. Don't invade him. Don't make things worse, Yuu. Stop it and stop it now!!!!!!!! He moans one more time...and without to hear...just following that song...that beautiful dance of them, Aoi fills Ruki's entry with his own self....slowly invading that land....and shivering hard. Lord, it's too good....if feels like heaven....that pleasure...
- "ahhnnn....."
He moans softly, kissing and licking lightly the other's nipples and collarbone....oh please....please....don't stop now....
Ruki's mouth open more and he closes eyes tightly, arching his back as he feels the other man invading him.
- "...aaaah...!!"
He moans, biting his lip right after. Damn. My mother...please...please don't let her hear...because...I don't wanna stop. This is so...forbidden, but at the same time. It's so good. Oh lord, what I am doing?? Why am I surrending so much to this...pleasure? Why?? fuck.
- "hnn...oh god..."
He moans again as, slowly, he starts moving against Aoi's length, feeling every inch of him. he's so...huge and...feels so good...oh god, please...please...allow me to feel this pleasure...just...once...please...
That was forbidden. Crazy. Senseless, at the first who tries to realize, but it was so good....is this the talent of a geisha? Their gifts...? To trap inside their eyes....their beautiful skin, their soft moves.....everything that Ruki does looks like a dance. Every word he says sounds like a song. And the pace them move is just the same at those shamisens...slowly...but hard.Intense. Making its presence. Giving shivers to the ones who listens it. But that time, the only ones watching were Yuu and Ruki....Aoi shivering crazy as he moves deeper inside the other....eating hungrily the apple from the Science Tree.
- "Hnnn..."
He leans body up as he keeps dancing inside Ruki, in a faster way now...his hand still feeling his warm body and slowly, he wraps his fingers around Ruki's length....it's just the way who likes to be touched sometimes, maybe.....he likes too....maybe.......he opens his eyes, looking at Ruki's face. Red cheeks, pleased eyes, half-opened mouth...Aoi pants hardly and starts to stroke Ruki's member...slipping fingers up and down....still looking at his eyes. So beautiful......ah..........so beautiful.......
- "aaaahnn..."
Ruki moans more, feeling the rhythm of their dance increasing now. fast. Hard. So...so good. The geisha bites his bottom lip, panting harder now and moaning more, trying hard to control his moans so his mother nor no one would hear it. He felt as if...someone would come right now and find them both there. But then again...no one knew that Ruki and his mother were living there. So...there wouldn't be any bad...right? Hn...right. And...god, his mother sleeping peacefully in the other room, as he was there. Giving himself for a man that he didn't even know. And...wanting it. wanting to feel more and more of that pleasure, that body that was now making Ruki shudder in pleasure as the soldier started hitting his spot. Oh god no...no please...I...god...
He didn't even know Ruki's name. Ruki. Ru-ki. But does angels need a name...? You just have to...pray. Aaaah....and that angel was too good...his scent...his touches....his warmth around Ruki's length...and Aoi couldn't think in nothing but that. That feeling...increasing...and increasing more, making his breathe gets harder...his cheeks getting redder....and Aoi leans down, to kiss those sakura's lips again. Those sweet petals giving the sweet sake... he wanted him. He wanted him more as more he took. He slips tongue deeper inside the geisha's mouth....being leaded for his inner self. The voice of his heart. And he pounds more...harder....faster....he wanted so badly. Ah, angel....beautiful angel without a name....
- "Hnnn!!!"
Aoi moans more as he pounds deeper, stroking Ruki's length faster now, want to give everything that he deserved....and supporting on his knees, shuddering crazily, he thrusts even faster and deeper....oh my god....oh my god!!!
- "hnnng!!!"
Ruki moaned more into their hungry and passionate kiss, his arms now wrapping softly around Aoi's body and pulling him close, and so he did with legs, making Aoi go deeper into him. Oh god...no...I...I can't...but...I want it so much...he...he's making me feel so good...no one...did it like he's doing now, no one treated me like this man did and is still doing. No one was so...lovingly...before. heh...oh god, please...please...I...AH OH GOD!! I'm getting so close...so close! Please...please allow me to feel this...just a bit more...please...please...oh my god...
Aoi supports himself completely on his knees now, pulling Ruki closer on his lap...his strong arms holding Ruki tightly and moving him against, also moving his hips...
- "Aaaaaah....aaaah...."
Licking Ruki's lips, he licks down to his neck, letting Ruki' head falls backwards, his body inclined for that and he sucks on his neck and behind his ear...hungryly...wanting....lord, he never felt that. Pleasure. He didn't meet this before that night. That increasing urge...making him going faster....faster....
-"hnnnnn!!"
Faster and harder, wanting to feel more....and that shudder...that so strong shudder....what is that???? What's---
- "Aaaaaaaahn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
And pounding deeply inside Ruki...his face twisting in a pain or pleasure face, Aoi comes hardly inside him...all trembling....moaning....oh god....................................
Oh lord. that was....too much. Felling that man...hitting deep inside of me. Right where my pleasure lies. and moaning like this, possessing me like this. Oh god...oh god...oh god!!
- "Aaaaaahnnn!!"
Ruki moans loud, his back now really arching as he moans more, wiggling against the soldier's length and pants hard. Pants really hard. So...it was this...? having such a pleasure...? It's...this good? Heh...Ruki really felt good for feeling what all the men felt when having sex with him...and even then, he never felt it. It was all...so new...so...so good...Ruki was...tired...but it was still feeling...great...really great. Slowly, he lies down on the futon, panting hard and swallowing as he still feels the soldier inside him. Oh god, Takanori...what did you do...?
Aoi looks at that man, lying just in front of his eyes....with a face so pleased like himself's...what was that...? That night with that prostitute didn't feel like this....even...being basically the same thing....he didn't feel so good...he didn't feel like hugging that person in front his eyes. But this time....this time he does.....and slowly pulling out of him...letting behind that so comfortable warmth, he lays in the futon at Ruki's side...panting heavily...looking at him. He's so beautiful...he's so....pure. Pure. What did you do????? You had sex with him!!!! You...you had sex with a man, with a male geisha!! You...turned him dirty, you profaned him...you ruined with his house, now you ruined with his body!!! But for...some reason, those thoughts did hurt him...he looks at Ruki...still enchanted by his sight....his feeling...and the pleasure that he just felt...that Ruki felt too...but he also looks at him and at his body...like saying...'I'm so sorry'.....
...what...did I do...?...what...? did I...ah...
- "...aahn..."
Suddenly...so many voices started yelling on Ruki's head...asking him why...why did he let this man do this?? Why?? Why did you surrounded so much to this pleasure, Takanori?? This is not your job! You shouldn't have done this!! Even if many other men already have your body, you never allowed it! But now...now you did...you became dirty and dishonored because of your own will...with...a soldier...with the soldier that so mercilessly killed your master. What's wrong with you...? What?? Slowly...very slowly...a few tears start running down Ruki's face and he closes eyes, crying silently as he breaths more calmly now. What did you do, Takanori...what did you do...?
.....suddenly Aoi sees the most terrible sight of his life. Worse than the tons of bodies drowned into their own blood...and he found out...why he couldn't kill Ruki that day. He was crying. That beautiful face was crying...and why??? Because of you Aoi!!! You pulled him into this! You touched him....you kissed him...why??? Why did you do that? Now...now he's covered with your dirty....your killer hands touched all of his saint's skin....your killer hands will never learn how to be gentle, Aoi! You hurt him....you......you hurt him....Aoi looks at Ruki, feeling his heart beating tight....
- "I'm....I'm so sorry....I'm sorry, I...."
He stretches arms to wipe his tears away, but he hasn't the courage...he....hasn't the courage of touching him again. He was now feeling dirty. Feeling a real...monster...
- "It's not your fault...don't...don't worry..."
Ruki says silent, and even if he was crying, his voice came up normal. Yes...it's not the soldier's fault. He...couldn't blame him. How could he blame someone who has been so...gentle...? So...delicate and carrying...? How...it was his own fault. Ruki's fault. For letting himself to be seduced, to surrender to these kind of wishes. Disgusting. But...even then...he...he didn't feel like...running out...no...he wanted...that man...Slowly, Ruki moved himself and laid above Aoi, their bodies still touching each other's bare skin, and Ruki's yukata making a beautiful white satin curtains, covering their bodies. Slowly...very slowly...he holds the soldier's face and puts them both into a quick but deep kiss. Your lips feel...so good...he opens eyes and keeps staring Aoi's for a while, stroking the soldier's face gently. He's so...beautiful...
That voice. That gentle voice of him that makes his body stop trembling. No...it was my fault...I....I touched you, I couldn't have done that...and... suddenly... the weight of Ruki's body above him, fitting perfectly, like two pieces that makes just one image. That was so wrong....that was so...sudden....24 hours ago, Aoi was just waking up...to destroy a village....and now...he was there, destroying themselves into that forbidden feeling. Destroying each other to make another one...Aoi feels Ruki's lips on his...like a kiss from a rose....and when they pull away, staring at each other's face, Aoi leans his hand to touch that beautiful geisha's face....looking at him like he was reading something on there...
- "what's...this...?"
He asks, looking at his lips before to look on his eyes again...
- "You're so beautiful..."
....Aoi couldn't understand....but he was feeling warm. And good. So. So good.
- "I don't know what this is...but I am not more beautiful than you are...Yuu-sama..."
Ruki says in a soft voice, again stroking Aoi's face slowly. Yes...it's not your fault...don't...worry about that...my dear soldier...for I am glad to have done this...with you...
-"You...should get some rest now..."
Ruki says again in a soft voice and slowly stands up, tying his yukata again and walks out of the room. He needed to see if his mother was still sleep. Fortunately, she was. Thanks god...slowly, Ruki walks to the lake and takes his clothes off, starting to take a quick bath. He didn't want to get rid of Aoi's touches nor nothing like that, but he couldn't sleep with his body filled of the other man in that way...his mother'd find out...
'I am not more beautiful than you are...', what are you saying...? You're the most beautiful person that I already saw...he thinks, remembering on Ruki's voice while he walks away. That gentle and soft voice of his.... that song on my ears....
Aoi sits down, tying his yukata and holding himself a bit, rubbing arms...his scent...Ruki's scent carved in the clothes and in Aoi's skin...and it was feeling so good. Whatever he found in that man....he didn't want to lose....he didn't want that somebody take it that away... and walking to the window, he can see the blue lake...and that white body down there, washing himself...from Aoi's fluids...from his traces....but even making the wrong thing, it was the right inside his heart. It was.....the right...... and looking up at the sky, seeing the moon's direction, he knew...that it's his time to leave and come back to the hell. The hell that he belongs to. That headquarter.
After washing himself from any single trace of Aoi, Ruki walks out of the water, slowly drying his body and puts a new yukata one. heh the other got dirty...and he quickly cleans it up. Walking back to the house, Ruki puts his yukata in a random window of the old house and walks back to his room. There he was. Yuu, the soldier. The soldier for who Ruki gladly gave his body to. Dirty. You became dirty, Ruki, and you better not say a thing about what happened here, now. Or NO ONE'll accept you in any okiya. You, who was one of the most respected geisha among the place that you lived. Even being often raped by your danna's friends, you still had your honor. Your geisha dignity. And it's all gone now. All gone because you surrounded to flesh pleasures. You better forget about what happened here. Yes...that's what Ruki decided to do. Walking back to his room, he kneeled down, thanking that his futon wasn't dirty and laid down, covering himself and decided to fall asleep. And forget everything.
When Ruki walks back and their eyes meet each other's again, Aoi feels that cold on his stomach...that feeling of anxious. Of not knowing what'll happen next. Don't be stupid, Yuu, you know what'll happen next. You'll come back to the headquarters and Ruki'll also move away. He won't spend the rest of his life living in this house. No. With his grace and beauty...will not be hard to him to gain the life that Aoi took away in the last orning. The life that Aoi took away. l you ever forgive ourself, Yuu? For all the sins that you committed...? He starts to change his clothes...he puts on the bag his yukata and dresses his military uniform, again looking at himself. What a burden. The sound of his steps can be heard and Aoi approaches of Ruki's futon, looking at him with closed eyes. So beautiful...Aoi kneels down, looking at him. He didn't want to leave. He didn't want to go back. But you need to, Aoi, forget! Forget everything!
- "Can I see you....tomorrow?"
-"I don't think it's possible...I'm sorry..."
Ruki said and right after that, closed his eyes slowly, once again with that inexpressive face of his. Just like the geisha must be. Just like he has been for his whole life. No loves, no emotion, this is the way of the geisha. And sighing deeply, Ruki once again tried to fall asleep,ignoring Aoi's presence...and scent...and warmth...God...don't think about it now, Ruki, you already ruined things enough. Yes...forget this soldier, it's just not meant to be. Unless he becomes your danna, what's rather impossible, he really doesn't look like the rich kind. And not for your future okiya, but you know that YOURSELF is tired of living in misery and won't allow a simpleton to take you as his prize. And slowly...very slowly...Ruki started falling sleep, his mind losing itself on his simple but beautiful dreams...forgetting about the day that was about to come just a few hours later. It'd be really a long long day...and for that, Ruki needed to rest. And forget...that he once...felt something for you. Forget this feeling, Ruki...if still you were a courtesan...but you're not. You refused to be one, you disagreed. So now, take the future you've "chosen"...and forget this man. Forever.
Yes. Of course, Aoi. What you'd expect? That he could say 'yes', after all you did? You thought about killing that boy. Then he took care of you...he fed you. And what did you do? You touched him. Damn, you touched him with your dirty hands, that's the way you repay him! That's the way you apologize! Forget about him. He's not for you. No. You're not for him. You can't be. Forget about...his beautiful face....his graceful moves....his dance....his touches....forget everything. You're a demon. Accept your...fate. And looking down, without being able to look at him again, Aoi bows even if Ruki couldn't see and walks away. He reaches the road that he took in the other night. The dust of the road touching his shoes as he walks. Fastly. Go away. Go away of him, you're a danger. Lord, why??? Why his face doesn't go away?? Aoi runs fingers through his own hair and he starts to run. He runs two hours and the sun was shining brightly when he reaches the headquarter. My place. Even I don't wanting it.
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