time.

[rubyshoe]

i had a hard time deciding whether to go to pizza last night or not. i did not imagine that i would be good company. i almost did not go, at the last minute. i almost bolted out the door a dozen times. but, oddly, i was saved by someone else's bad day... the mutual complaining session eased me in, distracted me. it ended up being a good evening

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[aikigrrl]

Ok for a change, instead of :( I have lots of things to say.

i had a hard time deciding whether to go to pizza last night or not. i did not imagine that i would be good company. i almost did not go, at the last minute. i almost bolted out the door a dozen times. but, oddly, i was saved by someone else's bad day... the mutual complaining session eased me in, distracted me. it ended up being a good evening.

Ed and I both agreed as we were leaving how glad to see you we were--we are glad you came, worried you wouldn't, but GOOD GOD how would I have gone another day without POLANDON and all the campfire songs!?! I'm glad the commiserating helped, I needed it too. Jeez. Apparently that is spilling over here too.

the peace allowed me to realize that not every one processes things the way i do (um, duh). especially not this person. they process things by actually processing them first. collecting information, mulling it into facts, forming it into answers. and that takes time. more time than my emotional reactions. and any information

[aikigrrl]

And whoops, i missed a /i in there somewhere.