[So... he was stupid. And he waited a week, starving himself and sitting at the train station. Because he makes smart decisions like that. And the whole time, all he did was replay that last argument with Feliciano, and every stupid thing he told him, and wonder why the hell they're both such idiots
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He had never claimed to be anything but a coward.
The message comes out of the blue while he is taking Lupo for a walk, as he is, in fact, waiting for the puppy to be done sniffing at a tree. For a while, Feli is inclined to ignore it, first dismissing it as wishful thinking, then too scared to reply, for he has waited so long already, Lovino will be mad, won't he? Yet almost without his agreement, his hand finds the watch and he clicks the button. He looks worn, but the black eye has faded and now he simply looks sad.]
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And he stays on the audio side, mostly so Feli won't see things like the scratch on his forehead that he earned from discovering it is infact possible to cut your skin open if you bash your face into a wall enough times. And also so he doesn't have to look at his own screen. He wants to see Feli, not a video of Feli.]
Shit... come get me already, stupid little brother... and bring some food, I'm fucking hungry. [Clearly, he is no good with dwelling on the topic for too long, when it's hard enough that he chose to deal with it.]
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[Oh wait, run back to pick up the watch, pick up the dog on second thought as well, Lupo can't run as fast as an Italian nation at full speed yet. Like there had ever been any doubt that he would go, like he has any choice but to go. It's not even a conscious decision, just instinct. At the end of the day, they're still two halves of a whole. Even if Feli sometimes in the previous week wished they weren't.
He doesn't get in touch with him again until he has picked up some bread and cheese at home and is running again... until he realizes he doesn't know where to run, that is.]
Where are you?
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Oh shit message. That nearly makes him jump.]
I'm at the shitty train station, where the hell do you think I'd be, damnit? Did you get food yet?
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[He is so done with you. You were annoying beyond comparison]
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[The feeling is very much mutual. He has enough problems right now.]
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[Seriously, he has enough problems to deal with, his biggest being to cheer his baby brother up again.]
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[No, telling him what happened is admitting weakness. One does not mess with Italians and their family.]
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[Angry? Yes, he might sound angry.]
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Hello.
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and why is he interrupting his silent self-battery.]
...Fuck off.
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I'm sorry. I don't wish to bother you. I come often to the train station.
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Who the fuck are you and why the fuck are you talking to me?
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Lovino?
[He smiles, leaning against a pillar of the station.]
I heard you were back.
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