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rraine

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Dec 31, 2005 07:44

Oh fuck it...I think it's time I started drinking.

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murt19_21 January 1 2006, 11:22:46 UTC

You could just do what the rest of did. Just go to bed. It always seems better in the morning. I wish you good health and a prosperous new year. Talk to you soon.

rraine January 1 2006, 15:20:28 UTC

Well Thank you so much, same to you!
I actually did drink...and I stayed up late and I had some fun. Very rare for me, but you know every once in awhile a change is good.
The rest of you went to bed huh? hmmm...Is that what everyone did?

murt19_21 January 2 2006, 08:22:21 UTC

Well, some of us. At least those of us who had enough of 2005 and couldn't stand much more. I survived day one that is a good start.

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murt19_21 January 2 2006, 08:34:49 UTC

We live out in nowhere Texas. There was no fireworks. I wish there had been some however we are very very dry here. Entire towns are burning due to fires and winds. Where did you see the fireworks?

rraine January 2 2006, 19:26:10 UTC

I sent you some fireworks! :)

murt19_21 January 9 2006, 21:35:09 UTC

I loved the fireworks, by the way. I have grown so much over the last few weeks. I plan to send you an email explaining it all soon, but am just a little busy right now. I am a licensed bartender and never really drink because I am such a cheap drunk, but I have to admit, day before yesterday and again today. Wow, twice in one month, I am off to a great start. It's all over an old love that is also a LJ friend. I found out this weekend that he just isn't the person I thought he was. That is too bad too because I thought there was hope not only for us but also as best friends if no romance existed anymore. I don't think I can even be his friend. Poor guy, he really lost in this case. I have a new perspective on how selfish some people can be. Whew, I am so very glad that I found out in time.

rraine January 20 2006, 15:55:24 UTC

People can be terribly disappointing, I know. And selfishness? ...don't get me started. When I am let down by someone in an overwhelming way, realizing that they may be very different than what I had hoped, I think it's important to accept them as they are. Unfortunatly this may mean that they are not right for my life, but I think accepting them remains important. I've had my share.
Hope is another thing all toghether...to "hope", I never say never.