feeling better

[roughsex]

In therapy last week, I told my story of being raped in 2011. How it was, how it is in my head, the aftermath, the suicide attempt and lastly, how I regret not ever telling that story in detail before now. How hard it was, but I didn't die. I thought I would die if I even spoke about it- the shame and guilt, how I suffered such nightmares and

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[moonatic_]

We are alike in so many ways. Some of them good, some of them not so good. I wonder if we'll ever *really* be gentle with ourselves. I'm sure as hell trying.

[roughsex]

It's forgiveness for everything. Non judgment is a practice. I just have to live where I am and make the best of that. Trying on different homes, people, loves, attitudes- it's exhausting. Acceptance is really my only truth. I love you Dawn. Thank you for the gift of not judging me and seeing my heart. It means so, so much.