Guys...wtf?????

I thought for maybe like a second, things might have changed and I might have been let in to that little world, but I guess not. I am a good person, I care about people and frankly I just shouldn't. I let them walk all over me and seriously I don't understand why. I don't deserve to be left out and I don't deserve to be made fun of just because I ( Read more... )

I am so lonely. I really don't know what to do anymore. Today I felt it so much that it physically hurt. I just want someone to hold me and tell me everything is ok. Maybe next year will be different.
-Lisa

My last entry was stupid and selfish. Sorry for pulling you all into my pity party.
-Lisa

Apparetntly, I'm even fatter then I thought I was. Happy fucking Thanksgiving to me.
-Lisa

Haha, I wish. It's been a super long time since I updated, nothing really has happened. I'm so excited for Thanksgiving, it's sooo much fun! And only 3 days of school this week!

I had forgotten how much I love Broadway. I really just love it, it makes me so happy when I listen to it.

Nothing new, I wish something was.
-Lisa

So um, weekend, yeah. What can I really say ( Read more... )

Seriously man, what the fuck?

So I just wrote an entry and then I get kciked offline, I hate that ( Read more... )

No one understands how insecure I feel right now. insecure, but happy. I am happy that I finally found someone I can feel this way about but now I am scared to put myself out there and take a risk. No one understand how hard that is for me, or how bad I want this to happen. I know I can't make someone like me, so what the hell am I supposed to do, ( Read more... )