I think people just get caught up in themselves. I've been on both ends of that and they both suck.
I know sometimes for it it takes everything to remember all I want to and do all I feel I should do. Even for something like having fun I can't get psyched up for it sometimes.
The other night I was meeting up with a former coworker at Rembrandt's and I found 52 reasons why I didn't feel like leaving the house...it was dark, it was cold, I'm broke, I didn't feel like driving, I was having a bad hair day, I wouldn't know what to say...etc. In the end I went because it would have been ride to cancel just because I was being a mental case and I was glad I did because I did have fun but getting from point A to point B is really hard sometimes.
You sound like you have some very good friends and I bet they would be very understanding with you. I don't really have that so I think you're lucky because I wish I had it too.
You can have some of mine and hang out with them on my behalf! Actually Annie and Brandylyn live very far away from me. We are "internet" friends, but I love them both very much.
I am usually a very anti social person, it takes alot for me to go and do anything also.
I'm a lot more social online than in real life. Real life causes me major head trips. I always worry about how I come across and that people won't like me for whatever reason or think I'm weird.
I watch 90210 and wonder what it would be like to have a social circle like THAT. I have no reference point so i just can't imagine.
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I know sometimes for it it takes everything to remember all I want to and do all I feel I should do. Even for something like having fun I can't get psyched up for it sometimes.
The other night I was meeting up with a former coworker at Rembrandt's and I found 52 reasons why I didn't feel like leaving the house...it was dark, it was cold, I'm broke, I didn't feel like driving, I was having a bad hair day, I wouldn't know what to say...etc. In the end I went because it would have been ride to cancel just because I was being a mental case and I was glad I did because I did have fun but getting from point A to point B is really hard sometimes.
You sound like you have some very good friends and I bet they would be very understanding with you. I don't really have that so I think you're lucky because I wish I had it too.
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Actually Annie and Brandylyn live very far away from me. We are "internet" friends, but I love them both very much.
I am usually a very anti social person, it takes alot for me to go and do anything also.
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I watch 90210 and wonder what it would be like to have a social circle like THAT. I have no reference point so i just can't imagine.
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