AAGGH!!! HELP ME!!!!! PLEASE!!

[rosesbelikov]

Ok, first things first. This bitch lied to me. Swearing she's didn't, but I know she did. She sent me a pic on my phone, which she so oftenly does, but when she does,  she sends it to her ex as well. I can see it on the properties. I'm not retarded. And I JUST had a convo with her the night before last about how she needs to stop that shit.

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[rosesbelikov]

Idk jen. I really don't think she's cheating on me. I know I'm gonna hate myself if I find out she is. And I love this shit outta this girl. She's really not like most people. She tells me I'm too good of a person to ever do that to, and she just couldn't ever do that to me.

God, I REALLY hope she's not. I can't just walk away right now. I know I'm probably stupid as fuck for staying. If it turns out that's what's happening, I'll learn from it. I'll probably just stay fucking single. I like being single. That way I don't have to worry about things like this, 'cause I'm really not allowed to then. Lol.

[rosesbelikov]

I know what you mean. I always said I'd stay single. I even told her that. She asked me what was so different with her, and I told her what I told you. She's really not like other people. She's really laidback. More than ANYbody I've ever met. And for the most part, I DO trust her. It's just the little shit she doesn't want me fretting over.

She knows my paranoia when it comes to Ashley, and she doesn't want me to act like this, so she doesn't always tell me when things happen. But I've told her, I WANT to know when things happen. And if she ever feels like she wants to go back to her, let me know. The only thing that I can do is step back and let her do her thing. Ya know?

I'm not one to beg and plead, or get on my hands and knees to try and make someone stay. If they don't wanna be with me, then they don't wanna be with me.

But yeah, I really don't think she's cheating on me though. I really do trust her, I'm just scared 'cause I've been dicked over so many times. :/