Comments | roselikeschips: OOC: Because I'm NOT worth it.

roselikeschips

OOC: Because I'm NOT worth it.

Mar 07, 2011 23:51

I'm reposting everything I just put on twitter... I don't know why. It's childish, and I'm stupid for even writing out what I'm feeling in the first place. It's easier to keep it inside...no risk of confrontation ( Read more... )

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mrs_roy March 8 2011, 05:58:49 UTC

If people don't appreciate you for you, then they're stoopid!

I love you for you because you're respectful, and kind, and decent, and you love and accept me for me.

My best friend and my fiance treat each other with respect, he hits her up when she upsets me, and she keeps him on his toes when he's being a complete douche. It's like mutual co-dependency. LOL

My point is, men come and go, friends, and I mean real, true friends, in every sense of the word, friends like that, they stay forever!

I'll be here if you need me. <3

roselikeschips March 8 2011, 06:15:27 UTC

I texted her and asked if I could come over. I arrived and apparently everyone (the so-called friends and her boyfriend who hates me) were playing a game. I obviously wasn't invited as usual, and now I feel like I'll be making a scene if I leave. I just want to spend time with my friend! I miss her and she doesn't even realize what she's doing because everyone loves her and she doesn't miss anyone....

So I'm sitting here in her room, crying silently because I don't want them to know, because then I'm just being dramatic and it's just another reason for them to add to the list of things they don't like about me.

chiharu_octavia March 8 2011, 19:28:37 UTC

You're totally worth it. I know I already said this, but you need to see it again. YOU'RE AWESOME. It's okay to be sad and to be hurt, and it's okay to ask for help, too.

As far as fandoms go, being creative and fangirly is fun! Hey, I'm way older than you, and I still do it. XD I LOVE IT. There's nothing wrong with doing something that you love unless it's being a child molester COUGH. Life's too short to stop doing something you like just 'cause you think other people don't like it. There's always a compromise in situations like those, and I know you'll find it and still have tons of fangirly fun. I BELIEVE IN YOU~ <3

ofdrumsthesound March 8 2011, 23:03:06 UTC

We will.

artemis3120 May 5 2011, 00:22:20 UTC

I thought this was just your RP journal. Didn't know you'd entirely switched over...

Anyhow, I know this is a month ago (ooh, so this is sorta like time travel! :D ), but I hope the future finds you a better person! I don't know if you know this, but by now, I've moved in with everyone. We just had Jason's Deli yesterday, and it was lovely.

You seemed happy, but if anyone knows about putting on a mask so others can be at ease, then it's me. I don't think you're a useless friend, really. I count you amongst my best friends.

I can't really speak for anyone else, but I know your best friend loves you. And as for the boyfriend... well, he hates everyone except her, so you're in good company, look at it that way. :P But I can't really be too harsh with him, since I know he's got his own fair share of emotional issues he's working through. I mean, give him a break, he's us when we were younger. :/

Anyhow, see you in a month! 8D