To Make You Mine

Nov 26, 2011 22:07

Title : To Make You Mine
Pairing : Pikame
Genre : Romance, Fluffy
Rating : PG-13
Disclaimer : As always this was only fan fictions
Beta : Unbeta

A/N: this was a sequel to heicherry fic that I request. I do want happy ending for the fic so I write one for it. Please read this first Friends for you to understand this fic, this is also by the song of Joey Albert, I remember the boy and I'm sorry by All 4 one.

And this is also for sarahgoldenfish Advance Happy Birthday!!!

Summary : They been lovers in the past but been broken because of wrong decision the other makes. What should they do to get back together again.

I finished the first song, I looked at him blankly but inside me it still hurts it like it only yesterday that he broke my heart.  But I stay calm and did not show my true feelings, I see the loneliness in his eyes but I don't want to be hurt again as I sing another song to give him the Idea that I'm over and he can't hurt me no more.

Today I heard them play the song again

An old familiar strain from way back when 
Ev'ry note and ev'ry line 
It's always been a fav'rite song of mine

It used to haunt me so some years ago 
Reminds me of the boy I used to know 
And although the melody lives on 
The mem'ries and the boy are all but gone

And while the song still brings that certain glow 
And the words still sing of love I know 
It isn't why the way it was before 
I remember the boy but I don't remember 
The feelings anymore

The promises we made seem easier then 
As if we knew our love would never end 
But seasons change and time erases the tears 
As swiftly as the rivers disappear

So while the song still brings that certain glow 
And the words still sing of love I know 
It isn't why the way it was before 
I remember the boy but I don't remember 
The feelings I remember the boy 
But I don't remember the feelings anymore

I see his eyes was shining, is that tears that I see in his eyes, regret and loneliness.  Do I have to forgive you? Those lonely night that I cry when I remember those time you push me away.

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"You're great Kamenashi-san!" One of the composer said to him.
"Thank you" I politely said when my manager pulls me to a table that I don't want to be.
"Kame-chan this is Yamashita Tomohisa he is a great composer, Yamashita-san this is Kamenashi Kazuya we hope you can make us some great song to be used in his new album?" Manager-san said and bow to Yamapi.
"Of course I will" Yamapi said as he smiled at me.
"Thanks you but you don't need to do that" I looked at him blankly no emotion that he can see in my face.
"Kame-chan!" Manager-san said as he looked at Yamapi apologizing.
"That okay but If you need my songs it always available." Yamapi said as he walk out on us. Leaving me astonished on what he said. 
"What did you do that? He is a well know composer and all he compose was great and all in top 1 in the bill boards." Manager-san said as he wanted to smack my head.
"You don't have to worry he said himself that he will still help us." I said to him as I wonder why he would do that.  I looked where he went and try to follow him and corner him at the bathroom.
"Why are you willing to do that?" I asked him he turn slowly at me.
"Kazuya... I.." Yamapi said as he come closer to me.
"Don't! You don't have the right to call me that!" I said as I move backward away from him.
"This is only I can gave you, I hope you can forgive me for what I done." Yamapi said as he walk out of me again.  This time I did not go after him but see the cd that on my hand.

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I see didn't know what to do on the cd I got from Yamapi but my feeling want to listen to it.  I go to my cd player and put it on and heard a soft voice that I know so well

Kazu I know that I hurt you so much and I don't know how what to say to make you feel that I really sorry for what I done I hope this song can say what my heart feel.

i know i was wrong
for treating you the way i did (the way i did)
i have so much on my mind
i didn't know where you fit in (where you fit in)
and if i could do it all over again (again)
i'll never treat you that way 
(i'll never treat you that way again)
i apologize for the pain that i caused
and i just wanna say (i just wanna say)
i'm sorry (i'm sorry)
so sorry (so sorry)
for treating you the way i did (i didn't mean it baby)
i'm sorry (i'm sorry)
so sorry (so sorry)
for leaving you the way i did

when i close my eyes 
i think of how it used to be (used to be)
that's when i realized 
just how much you mean to me (you mean to me)
a second chance is all that i need (i need)
to change what's wrong and make it right
(to change what's wrong and make it right)
a fool i was to let you slip away (away)
when i know i need you in my life (need you in my life)

i'm sorry (i'm sorry)
so sorry (so sorry)
for treating you the way i did 
(i didn't mean to hurt you baby)
i'm sorry (i'm sorry)
so sorry (so sorry)
for leaving you the way i did

and i know everytime (everytime)
everytime i treated you unkind (so unkind)
you still gave your best to me (to me)
i'll do anything to get you back in to my life
i need to hold you again (hold you)
kiss you again (kiss you)
make love to you (love you)
and i'll do it again (to you)
listen to me (listen to me)
i'm down on my knees (down on my knees)
can we start over again (can we start over)

i'm sorry (i'm sorry)
so sorry (so sorry)
for treating you the way i did 
(i didn't mean to hurt you baby)
i'm sorry (i'm sorry)
so sorry (so so sorry)
for leaving you the way i did
you gotta believe me when i say that
i'm sorry (so sorry)
so sorry
for treating you (for treating you the way i did)
i'll never never never hurt you again 
i'm sorry (so sorry)
for leaving you ( for leaving you the way i did)
i'm sorry baby
I'm sorry Kazu for the pain that I done.  I still love you if you find in your heart to forgive I will be grateful.

I don't know but my eyes are started flowing tears all the hurt and love that I felt for him started to flow in my heart.  Now I know that I'm not still over at him I still love him.  I smile at that realization I can still give him a chance hoping that I will not be hurt anymore.
I got my phone and dial the number I know so well, my heart beat faster as I heard the other line.
"Kazu" Yamapi said as he answer the phone.

Love is chance, love is forgiveness for those we love that hurt us.

p-pikame, c-yamashita tomohisa, c-kamenashi kazuya

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