LESSONS: Closet Psychic, Hiding Your Abilities
I'm going to have to experiment by posting this Journal Entry now and see if anything surfaces in the News tomorrow morning:
That's why I can intimately relate to the Lesbian and Gay Communities and what they go through when it comes to acceptance and why they keep it hidden to fit in. I already said how Scott told my mom about this Journal as well as a couple of other sites.
Scott had recommended that my mom fly me back up to Washington State to be enrolled in Psychiatric Evaluation and put on Medication. My mom panicked, called me on the phone, and was freaking out. We got an argument on the phone and I burst into tears and started sobbing.
I hung up on her because she was treating me like a 5 year old kid. That's the thing that hurts the most where you told the Truth about having observed Psychic Phenomenon and everyone calls you a liar or crazy. That's the worst treatment.
It's where you get in trouble like a little kid when you've been straight and honest the entire time about what you saw. However, because nobody believes you and think you're lying to them and insulting their intelligence, they turn NASTY toward you.
That's how you get a Pure Virgin Male who's a Prince of Royal Blood and he gets mistreated and abused by everybody. I have to sit here and put up with people's CRAP and them going off on me calling me all kinds of names and losing my friends when I have NEVER lied about stuff like this.
That's what's so sad about this all. I'm being looked upon like irresponsible and someone who doesn't make good decisions when I'm the one who has to manage the entire Planet. That's how sad it is. This the EMOTIONAL Stress and Pressure I'm under.
People think this is easy and it must be nice having Psychic Abilities and being in command of so much power. It's not. I have a regular life everyone else and I get treated like everyone else. That's why it makes all the RICH people look even worse, whiny, or spoiled because they think they deserve special treatment.
I handle more responsibilities on the Level of Tsunamis, Earthquakes, and Hurricanes. I said I'm the Mathematical Satan and Mathematical Version of the Grim Reaper. I'm 31 years old, and I STILL GET NAGGED BY MY MOM.
Who ever heard of Satan and the Grim Reaper getting nagged by their MOM. That's why it's so RIDICULOUS when people try to make me out to be the bad guy. Oh Puh-Leaz. SPARE ME.
As I said, one of the deepest hurts about all of this right now is that I can't even show my mom what it is that I do so that she can be proud of me. Sure, her Subconscious knows about it. However, it's just not the same when the Conscious Mind of the Person is shut down.
It's like you're only half alive. I said I turned 31 years old and my life has been in stasis mode. Everyone else in my graduating high school class 13 years ago already have kids, families, jobs, and their own house while my life has been put in suspended animation and frozen for the last 11 years.
There's even reference to it in a song by Cyndi Lauper where you take a beautiful girl and store her away. That was referring to me. I've been put in cryostasis and living like a Monk unaware for the first 28 years of my life and then just got this sprung on me two years ago as to my Identity.
That's why in "Da Vinci Code" Lee Tiebing refers to the conundrum to Sophie about the problem of figuring out how Jesus Christ would even know one's own identity. I had my own life planned and goals and then I got this dumped in my lap.
- I accidentally posted my Psychic Reading on the wrong MySpace account with my Regular Friends
- I wasn't paying attention to which account I was logged into
- I had to quickly delete the Bulletin and the Blog off of that one
That's why I can intimately relate to the Lesbian and Gay Communities and what they go through when it comes to acceptance and why they keep it hidden to fit in. I already said how Scott told my mom about this Journal as well as a couple of other sites.
Scott had recommended that my mom fly me back up to Washington State to be enrolled in Psychiatric Evaluation and put on Medication. My mom panicked, called me on the phone, and was freaking out. We got an argument on the phone and I burst into tears and started sobbing.
I hung up on her because she was treating me like a 5 year old kid. That's the thing that hurts the most where you told the Truth about having observed Psychic Phenomenon and everyone calls you a liar or crazy. That's the worst treatment.
It's where you get in trouble like a little kid when you've been straight and honest the entire time about what you saw. However, because nobody believes you and think you're lying to them and insulting their intelligence, they turn NASTY toward you.
That's how you get a Pure Virgin Male who's a Prince of Royal Blood and he gets mistreated and abused by everybody. I have to sit here and put up with people's CRAP and them going off on me calling me all kinds of names and losing my friends when I have NEVER lied about stuff like this.
That's what's so sad about this all. I'm being looked upon like irresponsible and someone who doesn't make good decisions when I'm the one who has to manage the entire Planet. That's how sad it is. This the EMOTIONAL Stress and Pressure I'm under.
People think this is easy and it must be nice having Psychic Abilities and being in command of so much power. It's not. I have a regular life everyone else and I get treated like everyone else. That's why it makes all the RICH people look even worse, whiny, or spoiled because they think they deserve special treatment.
I handle more responsibilities on the Level of Tsunamis, Earthquakes, and Hurricanes. I said I'm the Mathematical Satan and Mathematical Version of the Grim Reaper. I'm 31 years old, and I STILL GET NAGGED BY MY MOM.
Who ever heard of Satan and the Grim Reaper getting nagged by their MOM. That's why it's so RIDICULOUS when people try to make me out to be the bad guy. Oh Puh-Leaz. SPARE ME.
As I said, one of the deepest hurts about all of this right now is that I can't even show my mom what it is that I do so that she can be proud of me. Sure, her Subconscious knows about it. However, it's just not the same when the Conscious Mind of the Person is shut down.
It's like you're only half alive. I said I turned 31 years old and my life has been in stasis mode. Everyone else in my graduating high school class 13 years ago already have kids, families, jobs, and their own house while my life has been put in suspended animation and frozen for the last 11 years.
There's even reference to it in a song by Cyndi Lauper where you take a beautiful girl and store her away. That was referring to me. I've been put in cryostasis and living like a Monk unaware for the first 28 years of my life and then just got this sprung on me two years ago as to my Identity.
That's why in "Da Vinci Code" Lee Tiebing refers to the conundrum to Sophie about the problem of figuring out how Jesus Christ would even know one's own identity. I had my own life planned and goals and then I got this dumped in my lap.