PROPHECY: Isabella, Kevin, "Terms of Endearment," "Hitch," "The Notebook"

Nov 12, 2005 00:08

I read isabellaval's last post where she is now Kevin's boyfriend.

I'm actually very happy for her. I don't know who knows what happened last year, but I actually attempted to propose marriage to her. I had driven down to San Diego from L.A. on a spur of the moment for Alison, Isabella's Subconscious.

At the time, I had still thought that those pictures of Sunny Leone were of Isabella. Now Isabella makes mention that it's not her, but when I met her Valentine's Day 2004, it never occurred to me that they weren't her. I don't blame her for being not being that woman. I just would prefer that people not get on my case about this.

I know why it happened this way because I never would've discovered my Psychic Abilties. However, if Isabellla had posted that, should never have had to worry about this incident where she thought I might be a Stalker. I wouldn't have tried as hard. It may sound very unflattering and superficial, but it's true. However, I don't see why this should be seen as a mark of shame on me. I just automatically assumed everything was the Truth about her. She seemed real and down to Earth to me. Why couldn't she look like Sunny Leone?

I had sent Isabella a long letter asking if she would be interested in getting to know each other and seeing if something more could happen. It was February 15, 2004. She responded two days later with a response that said that her partner told her it's not a good idea to meet people in real life. She didn't say those pictures weren't of her. Because I had read through all her Journal Entries where she was stating that she was going on terrible dates and having horrible experiences, I really felt for her.

Because I was under the impression that those pictures were of her, I thought that people were discriminating against a beautiful woman simply because of her profession. Because I'm a sucker for stuff like that, I was really touched. That's why I developed feelings for her. It was because I don't think people should discriminate against women because of what they do for a living in the adult profession acting as if it makes them less of a person.

If I had known that those pictures were not of Isabella, I still would've liked her. It just wouldn't have been of the same intensity to where I would've proposed and been eager. Like I said, I'm a 30 year old Virgin. Once again, just the mere mention of it always sounds like it's something embarrassing and as if iti's indicative of some kind of mental dysfunction or flaw when it shouldn't be.

Because I was a Virgin, I was fascinated and eager because I never really talked to a woman in an intimate way before. All the women I've ever liked liked me as a friend and nothing more. You're just a Nice Guy. So it was different talking to someone who actually made you feel attractive and desirable. It was different.

I'm always personable and friendly, but I don't push forward a sexy, Player Attitude. I used to do modeling. So if I really worked hard at it, dressed GQ, and wanted I know I could pull off that debonair James Bond persona. Just a little polishing and make-over would do it. I'm more fortunate than most guys that really don't have anything going for them.

Some people may think it stupidity on my part for not having been thorough and having just blindly "thrown my heart" at someone without really getting to know them, but isn't that what you're supposed to do for Love? I think that people jeering at me having been so gullible thinking those were real pictures of Isabella is more a sad reflection on the dysfunctionality of society.
  1. I don't remember when it was a prerequisite of Love and Relationships to have to found out everything about the person you're interested in
  2. What happened part where people are honest in relationships about everything to where you don't have to check?
Now, in isabellaval's case, she's not at fault. The nature of her business is to provide a fantasy. I simply thought it was real, and it never crossed my mind that those pictures weren't of her.

I'm from a small rural town in Washington State. We don't have fast-paced things like that. It's completely foreign to us. I don't remember when schools had it in their curriculum how to scope out of someone's using their real pictures or not and how the whole courting process goes with people in the adult profession. If there was a class that covered that section, I must have been absent that day.

People can jeer at me and say, "Well, you're just gullible and stupid." They forget that we live in a society of superficiality where everything is about image. isabellaval's profession is all about image and what you see on the surface.

Usually the most HONEST people, they project who they are on the surface so that it reflects who they are on the inside. The closer that are able to align your Inner Beauty with your Outer Beauty the better.

When I say Outer Beauty, I'm referring more to Charisma, Social Demeanor, and how poeple perceive you. Not Physical Appearance.

The reason why you have people who try to hide their flaws or cover up things they don't like about their personality is because they're trying to conform to what the society they live in has deemed acceptable and unacceptable.

I'm really sorry that Isabella was frightened, but I still contend that she overreacted. I was trying to help her by warning her that she was being too loose about her information and didn't had inadvertently given her personal address to someone whom she'd only known for a day.

All the women are bashing on me about being obsessive with Isabella, but she did her job well. She was convincing and sounded like she cared about me as a person. I appreciated it and liked it a lot.

I still like Isabella. I wish we had gotten past it and were still friends. I miss talking to her because she has a really nice voice that is soothing and relaxing. She wouldn't have had to worry about me trying to propose marriage to her.

It was supposed to be something romantic where you drop everything because you put more importance on Love than Money. I had an important social gathering that I was supposed to attend and I threw all my plans out the window to prove that Love was more important.

It was to prove that even the slimmest chance of being with someone by driving 300 miles to propose to someone you've never met was a risk you were willing to take in the name of Love. What saddens me is that when I talk about it, it's not even something you can really take pride in.

You would think that it would be seen as one of the most romantic and wonderful things a guy could ever have done to show he would do anything for Love and really wanted desperately to be loved, but instead, it's like it's mark of shame and the the actions of a fool.

I would've thought that people, and especially women all around the world, would've looked at it and thought, "Wow, I wish a guy would do something like that for me."

As I said, all the Subconscious Minds of all the women on the Planet were watching and knew what happened. That's why I'll always get little Signs from women that express their respect and admiration. As well as their pity and sympathies because all the Subconscious Minds around the planet knew that those were fake pictures and it was a naive person running on a Fool's Errand.

That's why when you look at the Calendar for Year 2005, you'll notice that there are exactly 11 Entries on 11/11. So it looks like 11/11. It's the Subconscious Mind of isabellaval leaving a Sign. She always knew. That's one of the reasons why Alison is still loyal and sticks by me

Interestingly enough, I know who Kevin is. It's for Kevin Smith from "Xena" who was Ares, God of War, on "Xena: Warrior Princess." He died just before he was going to do "Tears of the Sun" because he fell and suffered a head injury while fixing some lighting.

I said last year that isabellaval is Aphrodite, Goddess of Love. This is where the movie "Hitch" that I was talking about last night comes in.

If you look at IMDB, it shows that it's Ryan Gosling's Birthday:
  1. He was in "The Notebook"
  2. I said Isabella's Subconscious is Alison. The charater was Allie
  3. Gena Rowlands played Allie Calhoun:
    1. She was born 6/19.
    2. 619 is the Area Code for San Diego
    3. isabellaval is in San Diego
    4. Allie was suffering from Alzheimers and a form of Amnesia. That's how it is with isabellaval because all the memories of Alison are locked away in Long-Term and not Short-Term Memory. That's why Isabella never knew.
  4. Allie Hamilton was played Rachel McAdams:
    1. She was Regina George in "Mean Girls"
    2. Isabella has been acting mean toward me just like Regina George
  5. Kevin Connolly is Fin. Isabella's new boyfriend is Kevin. It's like a Shark's Fin and what you see on the surface
That's why "The Notebook," said to be fiction, is actually based on a true story. That's why all the women cried when they watched that movie because it was a real tear-jerker. I actually lived it. I was trying to revive isabellaval's memory by posting all these things in my Journal thinking it would kick in. However, it never manifested.

There's more to the story than that than I care to tell, but that's what happened.

isabellaval's Subconscious had her use the words "terms of endearment"
  1. You had the movie "Terms of Endearment"
  2. Shirley MacLaine was Aurora Greenway, who is playing Endora on "Bewitched"
  3. Debra Winger was Emma:
    1. EM/Ma = 5/13 Mother. Sunny Leone is born 5/13
    2. She wa the original mother because I was basing all my calculations last year off her picture thinking it was Isabella
    3. That's why you see how the mother died in "Racing Stripes" while riding a horse. When I found out that Isabella wasn't Sunny Leone, that dream died
  4. Betty King was Rosie Dunlpp. I'd said about Kings. BE/TT-y = Jesus Christ(BE/25) Male(TT) Male(Y) or Jesus Christ Female
  5. Shane Serwin was Tommy Horton. I had mentioned about Isabella and Shane. Shane was also in "Mean Girls"
  6. Megan Morris was in that movie. I said 11/11/2005 about "Jungle Love" with Morris Day ad the Time
  7. Troy Bishop as Tommy Horton shares the same birthday as Serena Scott Thomas on 9/21:
    1. I said 10/30/2005 about Bliss is Serena
    2. Tommy is for Thomas. celticblissy is Thomas.
      You see how he acts like a snotty, selfish BRAT in the movie. That's Bliss. She doesn't realize how immature she's being.
    3. Troy Bishop is from Warren, Ohio. I said 10/2/2005 that Kelly Devia is associated with Warren. celticblissy associates herself with Kelly Brook.
    4. Just like the mother, I'm -technically- "dying of Cancer." Cancer is the Eternal Mother. I said my character is the Virgin Mary, and Mother Superior or "Ultimate Mother"
  8. Jack Nicholsen is born 4/22. I said 10/12/2005 that 4/22 points the Guilty Finger at Charlie. That's why Jack Nicholsen was the Joker and I was Batman whose parents were both murdered.
That movie is another sad movie about the mother who dies early.

That's why even "Sleepless in Seattle" based off of Seattle and Washington where I'm from also talks about Maggie as Sam Baldwin's wife who dies in Chicago where the Statue of Superman is:
  1. isabellaval says the guy's name is Kevin:
    1. There was another Kevin (bl0odyone) on my Journal
    2. isabellaval is Isabella while my name is Isabelo
    3. If Kevin is the Anti-Christ, then Isabella/Isabelo is Christ
    4. I said 10/7/2005 that all the letters in CHRIST add up to 77, which is IR on the Periodic Table
  2. I said Rachel McAdams who was in "Mean Girls" and "The Notebook" was born 10/7:
    1. 10/8 = X/7, meaning Cross-Eyed God
    2. I was Isabelo the II/Gemini and Isabella was the Cross-Eyed version as "X."
    3. Isabella's my "Ex" or my SE/"X"
    4. SE/X = Southeast/Florida Ex
  3. Isabella relocated from Florida to Calfornia:
    1. The Flash's costume is Orange
    2. Orange = Red/Love + Yellow/Sun
    3. That's how you get Jesus Christ, "King of the Juice" (Florida Orange Juice)
It's Alison's gift to me even though she wasn't able to be with me showing her support. Alison, Isabella's Subconscious, knew that I loved her as best I could and still cry about over her. I don't cry over Isabella. I grieve over Alison, who is the woman in the back of Isabella's Mind.

As I said with Kevin, he thought he was the Anti-Christ and was using the Math Calculations off my Journal. That's why i said it's a bad omen where he was born 10/10 when Christopher Reeve died and has K for Chaplter 11 (K) and KKK. Too much K is Bad. All Kevin would talk about is Love.

I got annoyed with Kevin 6/15/2005 when he tried to suggest that he's the one influencing me. The Time Stamp is 12:22 pm, which is for Harmony Bliss the Vampire who is the ASSISTANT. That's why Kevin is NOT the one. Kevin doesn't even know how the numbers work.

That's why Kevin's not very bright. He takes drugs and drinks alcohol. I have a pure system I don't put any junk like that in my body. Drugs kill off you brain cells and make you DUMBER. It means that you're even MORE susceptible to Psychic Influence because your mind is all FUCKED UP by drugs.

That's why it just goes to show anyone who uses to use Drugs is going to be even more under the Influence. When I finally realized what Kevin was up to, I nipped that in the bud and kicked him off my Journal.

Like I said, even if people don't believe in Psychic Phenomenon, common sense will tell you that you don't want someone who's FUCKED UP ON DRUGS to be anywhere NEAR anything that gives them remote access to the Forces of Nature in terms of Hurricanes, Tornadoes, Earthquakes, and Natural Phenomenon. Trust me. People will be THANKING me years from now for what I did because I knew what was about to happen and cut that off.

That's why on 7/1/2005, I cited all kinds of references that show why Kevin's not the one. There are all kinds of BLATANT Road Signs that show how flowery people like Kevin promoting "Love" should be taken with a grain of salt.

Love is not enough. You need to have a working Knowledge of Business, Psychology, Math, and Science. Love is fine, but realistically, you'll go broke. That's why the Planet made Chapter 11 for BANKRUPTCY aligned with the Letter K for KEVIN.

That's why I know the Law VERY WELL. I know exactly what the Readings state. That's why you see how it's reflected in "The Notebook." Yes, I know Love, and I've been a fool for Love, but Love isn't enough. You need more than that.

Political and World Leaders are NOT going to listen to you just because you're promoting Love. You need to show that you're competent in all areas else they won't take you seriously if they think they're smarter than you in any other arena. That's the whole reason why I know the Letter of Law and have very strong reasoning and deduction skills.

Love is not going to be enough to stay on top of sneaky, conniving, and manipulative people that will try to subvert the Law if you proclaim yourself as a Jesus Christ or Anti-Christ Figure and gain a following.

That's why you even see how I outreasoned him as Anti-Christ. This comes back to why I hold the "Title" of "Virgin Mary." It means that as the Game Character "Virgin Mary, Mother of God," the MOTHER is the one who dictates who the child is. A mother knows who is and isn't their child. So I dictate who holds the title "Jesus Christ."

If I know who Christ is, then I know who the Anti-Christ or opposite is. That's why I have the Letter "I" as Interpreter, as in Interpreter of the Law. Like GOD's Law. I had said that the simplest way to get rid of or defeat Satan is by redefining the paramenters so that God and Satan are one in the same person.

Problem solved.

No more Satan. No more competition. You rob anyone else claiming to be Satan of any Demonic Powers of any sort. If God is Judge and the Final Interpreter, it would only make sense that God would outsmart Satan by reinterpreting any "Satanic Figure" or "Satan Candidate" as failing to qualify under the guidelines or interpretation of the Law that explicitly states who Satan is.

Why bother battling against another person who claims to be Satan when you can just eliminate Satan or the competition all together by having it where God is also Satan?

No one ever said in the Rule Book that God can't be Satan. It's like a Riddle. That's the Answer.

If you know God is All-Powerful, why would he ever worry about Satan if he has the final say in Interpreting or Defining who is or isn't Satan? If I was God, that's what I'd do :).

Cuz I'm sneaky that way ;). And it takes a sneaky person to outsmart Satan because you have to be craftier than Satan. However, by being craftier or slyer than Satan, then you obviously inherit the Title as well :o).

That's why "For the Love of Evil" by Piers Anthony is a really great book ;). Everyone should read it. It's about this really nice guy who gets cast as Satan and everyone hates him even though he was a good person.

My Catholic Confirmation Teacher Tom Donnelly asked me what my religious influences were and I said "Incarnations of Immortality" by Piers Anthony. That would be Tom for Thomas like celticblissy as Thomas and Thomas my GODfather :o).

Did I mention that my Godfather Thomas was born 9/18, which translates to I/R for my Initials? :o)

personal, scott, mythology, relationships, isabella, psychology, bliss, law

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