celticblissy has a very lopsided view of things and how Haven came to be. Before all of Bliss' friends she has now. When no one knew of Haven and it was starting out:
- Who was the one who was online and connected to Haven being a "Warm Body" and keeping it active?
- Who was the one who was the Welcoming Committee and providing an inviting atmosphere for new users and helping them when Bliss wasn't there?
- Who was the one who made a light-hearted atmosphere and was someone for Bliss to play off of when encouraging people to keep coming back to Haven and become regular users?
There were three original users: Caedo, Det(Rod), and Bliss. Caedo was rarely ever there. He had his own life.
Without me, Bliss would never have gotten Haven started as early as she did and possibly not at all because she wasn't proactive enough to get someone to pull strings for her to give her the hard drive space online to get it running so she could showcase Haven and generate a regular user base.
Even if Bliss got all the new coders and they were all better and more experienced than me, she never would have gotten that far without me pulling the strings to get that Host Server on planes.org.
That's why it's so sick that she can sit there surrounded by all her friends that have come from Haven, ESPECIALLY ROBYN, and talk down to me and join in treating me like scum of the Earth. For anyone who a friend of hers derived from Haven, she wouldn't have gotten them if it wasn't for me getting the Ball rolling so that she'd get discovered and be able to pull in more resources so that she could make Haven what it is.
She was counting on Flux and he didn't do anything with it. He was busy.
That's why it's just a repeat of the same damn thing with that Live Journal Account she's using. I paid for that account where she can enjoy having Full Status and all those Icons. Who else every gave a flying fuck about her that they'd do that? Especially after the way she's treated me with disdain for the last two years. I didn't ask for or want any praise or recognition, and I didn't tell her.
However, if she thinks that I'm going to read any of the vile insults or poison she wants to sling my direction using the very Live Journal Account I bought for her as a gift, she's sadly mistaken. No, she doesn't owe me a damn thing, but when I give her the privilege of being on my Friends List so she can have free access to all the Back End Journal Entries on my site, that doesn't mean I have to read any of her bitchy comments and shit.
It's the same thing with Haven. I dont' want to ever go back to that place ever again. Especially if you've got people like Robyn sitting there mocking me and turning everyone against me. Robyn wouldn't even BE there if I hadn't started Haven for Bliss. Haven would've just remained a dream if I hadn't pushed it through to make it a reality. And now Haven is real.
I never wanted any gratitude or praise from Bliss about Haven. I was just happy knowing that she was excited and thrilled. That was my reward. That was enough. Considering that I was the one who got that place running, I was within my rights to have taken control and determined the theme and where it would fit my own personal preferences, but I didn't care. I always deferred to Bliss. It was her dream.
If she wants to be argumentative and claim that she didn't need me and that she eventually gotten Haven up and running without me, that's fine. However, I really don't think so. If she did, she would've had to partner up with someone who may have been LESS willing to let her have her way on the Theme, the Policies, and given her the leeway she needed to mold Haven exactly the way she wanted.
When she would ask for Flux to get moving, he was too busy. I was the one who got it up and running and lobbied for Sabrina and Vamp to set Haven up and sold them on the idea.
When Bliss didn't have any coders yet, I was the one who was the Head Coder and the one who compiled and would jumpstart Haven to get it running. I was the one who monitored that thing 7 days a week and made sure that when Haven CRASHED it would be up within minutes because the longer it remained down, it would be viewed as an unreliable site and you'd lose Users and Regular Members.
Those are the things that Bliss FORGETS. Bliss didn't even know how to compile the program and run the executable on the Back End. It was ME. Caedo knew, but he was never around. So now she's big and has all the Friends on Haven she has now that all worship and idolize her.
All the while, I had to live with the sadness and grief that I was second best and would never be more important than Ravenshade. I still worked and slaved over helping Bliss get Haven started.
Bliss would be pining over Ravenshade when Ravenshade was never there for her because she had limited Internet Access. What did Ravenshade ever do for Bliss to help Haven become a success and where it is now?
I'm banned from the very Creation that wouldn't have come into existence without me.
When Bliss and I had a falling out and it was too much for her, she would change the passwords on my accounts and ban me so that I couldn't go there so that she wouldn't have to deal with me. So I don't see why she should get mad if I've sealed off my Journal and screen what I want to read and not read.
The original Fun Commands and some of the perks they enjoy were based of my Concept Ideas and where I created the Code for that making it easy for Bliss to just duplicate. All she had to do was cut, paste, and edit the text. Before she had any other coders, I was the one who programmed that stuff for her. All she had to do was just take what I'd written and translate it over with some cosmetic surgery.
Bliss admited that my Coding Expertise had exceeded hers and she could no longer understand some of the Coding. So she switched more over to Administrative while I worked on the Technical Aspect.
I may not have been the best Coder, but I was the one who worked on it for FREE and donated my time, sweat, and toil to getting that thing going and setting the precedent for other Coders that were hired on the Haven staff to devote just as much time and take it just as seriously.
Before me, no one else gave a FLYING FUCK about Haven or even knew what it was. Bliss would complain and pine over how she was never promoted or given the credit she felt she deserved on the Alexandria Administrative Staff.
When she got Haven, it allowed her to mold and craft a Chat Place the way she wanted.
That's why when it comes to
robynz or ANY person who is Bliss' Friend that came from them discovering Haven, THEY SHOULD KEEP THEIR FUCKING MOUTH SHUT. Because they wouldn't even KNOW Bliss if it wasn't for me or give her the level of respect they do now as Haven's Owner. That was because of ME (Rod).
Haven wouldn't EXiST if it wasn't for ME.
That's why if you want to get TECHNICAL when it comes to who are the PARENTS of Haven, it would be DET(Rod) and BLISS.
That's why if
robynz wants to front a BITCHY attitude with me, I can bitchslap her to high Haven because I'm technically the FATHER of Haven while Bliss is the MOTHER. I'm the OTHER HALF that helped make her dream become real. Haven is OUR child we had together.
Anything DERIVED from Haven or born of Haven is a DESCENDANT of Haven. So when Robyn of Haven is having a belligerant attitude, she should be respecting her ELDERS. Bliss and I are the OLDEST Characters on Haven.
Bliss would never have gotten the Space for it so she could run it online.
I'm a very nice and peaceful person, but I don't have to sit here and take shit from bratty little kids, and I can CALL anyone from Haven bratty little kids because Bliss and I are the ones who started it.
If you really want to get technical about Genders, Bliss was the one with the IDEA for Haven and the MALE aspect. I was the FEMALE that got impregnated with that Thought that "Male" Bliss "seeded" in me as an idea.
That's why if you want to get TECHNICAL on who the MOTHER of Haven is and the "GODDESS DANU," it would technically be me because I'M THE ONE THAT SHIT OUT THAT CHILD (Haven).
"Male" Bliss FUCKED ME and got me "pregnant" with thought and I took that idea and was the other half that provided the Plans on how to get it physically running.
Not even Caedo. It was ME. Rod.
"Male" Bliss was trying to persuade "Female" Flux to get Haven up and running on his server that he promised, but he just gave her the runaround with delays. So they never had that child (Haven).
I was the one with the resources and the connections to make it happen. It could've been anyone that could've gotten me to run a Chat Place. It could've been someone else who could've given me the idea to run a Chat Place and persuade Vamp and Sabrina. It didn't have to be Haven.
It's the same thing with women when they select who the Father of their child is going to be. That's why without me, Bliss wouldn't even HAVE Haven.
It's the same thing with
isabellaval when she started
Bay City Blues with
baycityblues (Charlie). He had all the resources and the money. Chalie was the "Female." Isabella was the Male that provided the information and helped channel or focus all those raw materials and financial resources to create that company.
With the running of a Chat Place, it didn't matter what the name was. Those raw materials and resources in the form of the original Host Server on Planes.Org that Haven orginally sat on was me.
If you want to get even more technical, I was the one who "MIND-FUCKED" two LESBIANS (Sabrina and Vamp) planting the "seed" or idea of how having Haven set up on Planes.Org would be beneficial to them and stimulate a user base for "Lust," which was a dying Chat Place.
I sold them on that. NOT BLISS. Bliss was at that meeting we had in MY room when I asked for Vamp and Sabrina to have a conference and when I pitched that idea to them.
Bliss had NOTHING to do with that. It was ALL ME (Rod).
That's why I can say to Robyn or anyone else, "Don't talk back to your MOTHER."
That's why I say that on a Technicality I am the Virgin Mary:
- I'm Pure Virgin
- Mary = May with R(18th Letter/2x9/2xI/II) in it
- I was born in the Month of May
- Ma/R-y = Mother Gemini(R/18/II) Male(Y)
That's why I'm Mother Superior. Because I'm of Royal Blood, I'd be a "Princess" or a Prince/SS meaning Prince Gemini(2) Superman(S).
Coincidentally enough, Carrie Fisher as Prince/SS Le/IA (IA = I' o WA or I. of Washington) is going to be on tonight's episode of "Smallville" as Pauline Khan. Maybe that's how you get the "Wrath of Khan" :P.
Kind of like the Wrath of the Aquarian(K/11/11th Sign) Han (Solo) in love with Prince/SS Le/IA:
- IR = My Initials
- Fe = Iron on the Periodic Table
- (Fe)Male = (Iron)Male
- IRon = IR Activated(On)
- I am IR Activated
That's why I'm an IRon/Y. Y = Male.
That's how you get the song "Ironic" by Alanis Morissette:
- AM = Opposite of MA
- MA = Mother
- AM = Opposite of Mother
- AM = Father
That's why Alanis Morissette is derived from a Male Aspect.
This is the reason why I have the ability to go off on women and engage them in a Cat Fight. If they want to argue that Women are the Smartest and that Men are Stupid or are Dumb Males that don't know shit, I can play that game with them as well.
If you want to argue semantics with me and make this a Gender Issue, I can take you on when it comes to Law and show women why I'm the Smartest Fe-Male and know more about Law.
Because I prefer Women and am Fe-Male, that makes me a LESBIAN:
- Lesbian = Le/SBI-An
- Le = "The" in French (Defined)
- S = looks like 5
- B = 2nd Letter
- I = 9th Letter
- SBI = 529
- I'm born 5/29
- An = Indefinite Article (Undefined)
- Le/SBI-An = Definitely 5/29 Undefined
It means that person is definitely Rod when undefined. When Lesbians get together with Lesbians and cut out the male with the sperm all you've got are two Ovums that will remain undefined. That's why "O" is for Zero. Anything divided by Zero is Undefined. Anything divided by 1 is defined.
A guy may not be able to go and call a woman a "dumb bitch," but another female can. That's why I can go in as the VIRGIN MARY, MOTHER OF GOD and as a LESBIAN, I can go off on Robyn as a PARENT and treat her like a little kid.
She thinks she's so damn smart. I'm older know more and you can tell by the way that she talks that her intelligence and understanding of the World, Law, Nature, and Creativity is underdeveloped.
That's why I can go off on her when she tries to act as if she's intellectually superior to me. Same with the rest of the women. Don't sit there and bash on me with your Inferior Intellect and lecture me on shit you don't understand.
Especially when I'm their Parent. That's why you could even argue on the flip side that I'm the SMART, educated Fe-Male that "settled" for the "Male" Bliss when no one else wanted to have a kid (Haven) with her.
So don't sit there mocking me about my Virginity when you don't even realize the Complexity of Thought that comes with that of the Mind that is directly related to how the rules operate in the Psychic Realm.
Don't throw your bitch ass attitude on me about what you think about whether the Psychic Realm does or doesn't exist when you, yourself, have no fucking clue and have never done it or utilized your own Psychic Abilities.
If you've never delved in to the Realm of the Psychic Realm, don't presume that you know what is and isn't Psychic or how it works. When I say that I know how the Psychic Realm works, I have documented Research in the form of my Journal Entries that span months of collected data.
If you've never worked in the Psychic Realm and you've never written any papers, theories, and content on that matter, don't come at me with that bitchy, condescending attitude sneering at me about whether I'm Psychic or not.
When you can show your own Psychic Powers that can go up against mine, then we'll talk. In the mean time, don't waste my time and insult my intelligence iwth your half-truths, biting comments, and garbage that is unfounded or only based off of one-sided, biased opinions.
As anyone knows, a Fe-Male has the right to change her mind at any time.
I know the Rules of the Females because they apply to me as well, and I take them to heart. That's how you get a Queen Bee :). The Psychic Realm is just like the Lesbian or Amazon Race. That's why Wonder Woman was Diana PRINCE.
Women will tell you something, but it's never what they mean. That's why when the Planet Earth and the Sun are talking to you, they're the Ultimate Females. They'll tell you something, but you need to know how to read the Signs when to comes to interpreting what they said.
That's why I'm one of the best Female Readers on the Planet. Everyone else who misses all the Signs are acting like ignorant males. That INCLUDES the individuals with Female Genitalia.
50 Things Women Wish Guys Knew
1. Don't tell us when you think other girls are hot.
2. Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials.
3. If you don't act like soap-opera guys, don't expect us to dress like Victoria Secret models.
4. Mark anniversaries on a calendar.
5. There is no such thing as too much spooning.
6. Just because you L the C doesn't mean we have to S the D.
7. This is how we see it . . . Don't call = Don't Care.[If Bliss has me banned from E-mailing her and commenting on her Journal, don't expect me to read what she wants to tell me because she replies to one of my Entries to bitch to me about something]
8. Which also means that if we don't call, take the hint.
9. We like you to be a little jealous . . . but overly possessive is not necessary.
10. Putting things in our butt does not turn us on.
11. Return favors: we massage, you massage; we go down, you go down; we shave, you shave (and not just your face).
12. Foreplay is not an option . . . its a prerequisite.
13. We're allowed to be late . . . you are not.
14. Eye contact is key.
15. Don't take longer to get ready than we do.
16. Laugh at our jokes.
17. Three words . . . honesty, honesty, honesty.
18. Girls can be groupies. Guy groupies are stalkers.
[With Robyn who's been snooping my Journal and sifting through it without my knowledge and I'm a Fe-Male, who's the fucking stalker and obsessed now?]
19. We never have to wonder if your orgasm was real.
20. Do not start with us. You will not win... not kidding .. we ALWAYS win
[As the VIRGIN MARY, that's correct.]
21. Would you like it if a guy treated your sister that way? We didn't think so.
22. If you ask nicely, we usually answer the same way.
["You don't attack me. I don't attack you." Robyn attacked me. So I have a right to whip out my claws and rip into her]
23. We will never have enough clothes or shoes!
24. We have an excuse to act bitchy at least once a month.
[Yup]
25. Open the door for us no matter where we are . . . even at our house and getting into the car.
26. We love surprises!
27. We liked to be kissed softly, not with an iron tongue.
28.Pay attention to the little things we do, because they mean the most.
[Psychic Realm is all about knowing how to read Signs.]
29. Boxers and maybe boxer briefs sometiems . . . NEVER whitey-tighties, NEVER!
30. Clean your room before we come over.
31. Always brush your teeth before you see us . . . a fresh mouth and white teeth are a necessity.
32. When we use our teeth it means that you suck at going down on us, so we are just returning the favor.
33. Even though you are sometimes insensitive and hurt us, we still love you with everything we are.
34. Hit it and quit it, because later I'll be with you're best friend and he lasts for hours.
35. Don't act hard around your friends because I won't make you hard tonight.
36. Sometimes "NO!" really means "NO!"
37. "Wife Beaters" are not an adequate form of fashion.
38. If we wanted to be on video tape, we'd be a porn star not your girlfriend.
39. Sensitive guys are great . . . but crying more than we do in a movie just isn't right.
40. Don't let ex-girlfriends cause drama, relationships are stressful enough.
[Bliss]
41. It takes a special kind of stupid to forget birthdays.
42. Guys who are good cuddlers = guys who know how to satisfy a woman.
[My Squeekachoo used to give Bliss good cuddle on Alexandria]
43. "Fat Chicks" have feelings too.
44. Silent treatment, shoulder shrugs, tears, yelling and nasty looks all add up to . . . YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG!
45. If you are not a good dancer, please be self-aware.
46. Just because a girl doesn't pick up on the first ring doesn't mean she's not waiting by the phone.
47. You don't have to spend a lot, if it means a lot.
48. Don't say you love me if you don't mean it.
49. Don't lie to us . . . we will catch you.
50. When the girls get together, we talk about EVERYTHING. Meaning my best friends know everything about you
[Subconscious Minds all around the Planet talk about EVERYTHING and know what's going on]