Craig didn't call me or bryan last night. which in some way makes me feel better, makes me think that mayby he's not so hurt. the relationship was so unhealthy for the both of us. In a way , well in most way's i'm glad it ended, but some one is trying to make it end up so we cant even be freind's I dont want that. For christ fucking sakes. I do not ( Read more... )

I woke up the happiest Ive woke up in a while at 12:40

then went back to bed, got woke up again at 6 , still happy, I was smiling before I even opend my eyes

me and craig are never going to work he's obsessive .i'm happy Now I did what I did up untill last night I regreted it

I ran away for a little while . but  came back cuz I knew bryan and ( Read more... )

I am so confused

I know what's right for evrey one else but what's right for me.

It makes me so sad,

Why wont craig just give me the room I need.  deep down I still dont know what I wont.

no matter what I do some one well be mad at me, so what the heck should I just keep this on forever .

today would of been 1 week away from our 4 month exactly.

I' ( Read more... )

I watched prince on the people's choice award's last night . with my new monkey named prince. it was funny. I love my monkey he's huge

i'm doing evry thing wrong ( Read more... )

I want mc.d's as always.

I am bored bryans beating me and I cant escape lol

me and craig  are going to get my ring fitted yipee lol

nothing else

I love you all.

has evrey one noticed all the new tink thing's girls got over christmas well. tink was mine first. she is my pretty green dress wearing  fairy aghhhh. stay away lol.

i'm hungry, and pretty sleepy.

craig is working till 7 again, I say that me and danni  steal some ones car so we can go see craig at work then when we get done we go see bryan. hehehe ( Read more... )

If I have kissed you once,
I have kissed you 1000 times.

Each morning as I arise.
Each night as I drift to sleep.
Each hour of every day.
Each moment before it goes away.

The kisses shared between you and I,
Have many times reached the sky.
As your lips part and anxiousness increases,
Your heart pounds and breathing ceases.

My lips leap to yours hungry ( Read more... )

I miss craig so much, he work's untill 7 so i wont see him untill like 7:20 and mom made him leave early last night. it makes me sad. I'm so happy he didnt go to the casino with bryan and jason last night. I dont know jason but i'm not to sure if I like him all that well.  It bothers me that craig get's so pissy if I mess around or talk to bryan . ( Read more... )

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. mamma pokums, cuz that's what i alway's call you ( Read more... )