No shot-no death (chapter 8/12)
Chapter 8
I had to wait 10 minutes, long minutes, till Silvia called: “Princess”, I smile and I can guess that she knows that I’m nervous.
“Babe, what do you want to tell me and don’t lie!”, see! Mhh, but doesn’t her voice shake a bit, too?
How should I start, ähm maybe with something that hasn’t that much to do with me: “Sara called me, today…”, she sighs: “I can guess that, you don’t have to say anything else”
“Maybe I should, she is right we never spoke about that again you know”
She sighs again and continues after a short break: “Because I thought that you don’t want to”
“The stupid thing is that I just thought, that you don’t want to have kids with me anymore”, I tell her my fears quietly.
“Pepa, what?…No! Of course I still want to have kids with you silly! It’s only I thought, that if you ever wanted it, after the drama the wish would have been gone”, god we are silly, love whipped idiots, why can’t we talk with each other like normal people?
I shake my head: “That’s not the truth, this drama was only because you didn’t talk to me about the whole thing. It was just you and your future baby, you just needed my body to have one, if you had talked to me, I would be pregnant now, or we would hold a baby in our arms now”
“I know”, she says guilty.
I sigh: “I don’t want to blame you, princess, it’s the way you are and I love you for it, it was only to much…”, we stay quite for a short time, till I begin to laugh softly “We have to talk more often about our problems, you know and if we’re like 100 kilometres away from each other, we even aren’t yelling at each other”, I try to joke.
My queen is not amused: “The joke was bad babe…”
“I know, I made it”, I reply dryly “what do you say, we leave this thing here and continue discussing it, when I’m back for a couple of days or so”
“Ähm”, my redhead is nervous, what comes next? “I think I need to tell you something”
“You didn’t make another doctor appointment, did you?”, why have I to tell everything that pops into my head?
But she laughs, god how I miss seeing it, when her little nose…anyway seems like forever when I last saw it but’s only a few days, time is so unfair: “No I didn’t but because of work I have a four year old living here for a few days…”
“Oh yes, Maite, is that right, Sara told me a few days ago”, oh no, I should have dropt the last piece, I think she gets pissed but she stays cool and laughs softly: “I thought so”
“I think we could, äh, use is a bad word but, test the next day how we two are with a kid in the house, you know?”
“You’re right babe”, she answers slowly.
“I have to tell you something too, princessa”, I smile, she sighs but says nothing so I continue: “My “teacher” became ill, which means, because I’m so good at shooting, I will come home tonight”
“That’s awesome, Pepa”, yes she is truly happy “I can’t wait”
“I thought so that’s why I think you should drop the call, so I can come sooner”
“Good idea but it will be long though”
“It will be sooner than you think, redhead”, I answer her.
“What do you mean?”, she is so cute, when she is confused.
“I would say drop the call and open the front door!”
First I hear the line goes dead, than running inside the apartment and than my favourite redhead opens the door for me: “Pepa!”, she quirks hugging me.
I kiss her neck softly: “I missed you too”
“It’s ridiculous that we act like this because of not seeing each other for a few days”, she muffles in my neck.
“Let’s say romantic and enjoy the feeling having us back”, is my answer and the last thing that’s said for several minutes till my stomach tells us that I’m hungry: “Come on let’s go inside and get you something to eat”
Oh, she is so carrying!
Silvia’s POV:
Could a woman be happier than me? I have Pepa back after what felt like years, god I love her, I don’t have to hide something from her and maybe I will get a real family with my wonderful wife!
“So do I get my dessert now?”, she grins standing up and hugging me from behind.
Mhh, how I missed this through the last week: “Pepa, you do remember, that a four year old is sleeping in our bed, right?”
“I’m not loud”, she kisses my jaw line “but you are, that’s true, how about a shower?”
She shakes her head: “You are not helping…”
“A shower could be”, ah I don’t think I can resist her for a long time anymore “you are cruel…”
She smirks against my ear: “I won’t be if you get in now”, ahh hopefully Maite has a good sleep!!!
“Be quite, Pepa”, I shh her pulling her into our bedroom.
She rolls her eyes: “Okay, okay”, she looks at the bed “so this is her?”
“Yep, why should a other four year old be laying in our bed?”
“Don’t know…you are weird sometimes”, she laughs.
“Thanks, Pepa you are a great wife”, I shake my head.
“I just want to show you, how not whipped I am!”, she lays down on the bed “come here, Silvia!”
“Love you”, I lay next to her, after I put on some PJs, I mean we still have a kid in here, my head in the crock of her neck, but she is already fast asleep “oh my little baby”, I smile.
Pepa’s POV:
I wake up, Silvia still sleeps peacefully, I turn my head and see, that Maite is up. I think, that means I should stay up too, shouldn’t I?
“Morning, you’re Pepa”, she grins at me.
I grin too nodding: “Morning”, I don’t know why this kid makes breakfast so early, but I like it “why are you up so early? I mean you live together with Silvia and me for the next time, we, okay mostly I are normally waking up late…very late”
“I’m always up early”, why does she look like she cries the next second? Ah, my father was right, I should never have children, sorry Silvia! “is that so bad?”
“Hey, what? No! That should have been a joke, I know it wasn’t funny”, oh Silvia will be pissed!
I look at the table and see cards: “Do you want to play something?”
She nods her little head and smiles again, good maybe she won’t be pissed like I thought.
I had to wait 10 minutes, long minutes, till Silvia called: “Princess”, I smile and I can guess that she knows that I’m nervous.
“Babe, what do you want to tell me and don’t lie!”, see! Mhh, but doesn’t her voice shake a bit, too?
How should I start, ähm maybe with something that hasn’t that much to do with me: “Sara called me, today…”, she sighs: “I can guess that, you don’t have to say anything else”
“Maybe I should, she is right we never spoke about that again you know”
She sighs again and continues after a short break: “Because I thought that you don’t want to”
“The stupid thing is that I just thought, that you don’t want to have kids with me anymore”, I tell her my fears quietly.
“Pepa, what?…No! Of course I still want to have kids with you silly! It’s only I thought, that if you ever wanted it, after the drama the wish would have been gone”, god we are silly, love whipped idiots, why can’t we talk with each other like normal people?
I shake my head: “That’s not the truth, this drama was only because you didn’t talk to me about the whole thing. It was just you and your future baby, you just needed my body to have one, if you had talked to me, I would be pregnant now, or we would hold a baby in our arms now”
“I know”, she says guilty.
I sigh: “I don’t want to blame you, princess, it’s the way you are and I love you for it, it was only to much…”, we stay quite for a short time, till I begin to laugh softly “We have to talk more often about our problems, you know and if we’re like 100 kilometres away from each other, we even aren’t yelling at each other”, I try to joke.
My queen is not amused: “The joke was bad babe…”
“I know, I made it”, I reply dryly “what do you say, we leave this thing here and continue discussing it, when I’m back for a couple of days or so”
“Ähm”, my redhead is nervous, what comes next? “I think I need to tell you something”
“You didn’t make another doctor appointment, did you?”, why have I to tell everything that pops into my head?
But she laughs, god how I miss seeing it, when her little nose…anyway seems like forever when I last saw it but’s only a few days, time is so unfair: “No I didn’t but because of work I have a four year old living here for a few days…”
“Oh yes, Maite, is that right, Sara told me a few days ago”, oh no, I should have dropt the last piece, I think she gets pissed but she stays cool and laughs softly: “I thought so”
“I think we could, äh, use is a bad word but, test the next day how we two are with a kid in the house, you know?”
“You’re right babe”, she answers slowly.
“I have to tell you something too, princessa”, I smile, she sighs but says nothing so I continue: “My “teacher” became ill, which means, because I’m so good at shooting, I will come home tonight”
“That’s awesome, Pepa”, yes she is truly happy “I can’t wait”
“I thought so that’s why I think you should drop the call, so I can come sooner”
“Good idea but it will be long though”
“It will be sooner than you think, redhead”, I answer her.
“What do you mean?”, she is so cute, when she is confused.
“I would say drop the call and open the front door!”
First I hear the line goes dead, than running inside the apartment and than my favourite redhead opens the door for me: “Pepa!”, she quirks hugging me.
I kiss her neck softly: “I missed you too”
“It’s ridiculous that we act like this because of not seeing each other for a few days”, she muffles in my neck.
“Let’s say romantic and enjoy the feeling having us back”, is my answer and the last thing that’s said for several minutes till my stomach tells us that I’m hungry: “Come on let’s go inside and get you something to eat”
Oh, she is so carrying!
Silvia’s POV:
Could a woman be happier than me? I have Pepa back after what felt like years, god I love her, I don’t have to hide something from her and maybe I will get a real family with my wonderful wife!
“So do I get my dessert now?”, she grins standing up and hugging me from behind.
Mhh, how I missed this through the last week: “Pepa, you do remember, that a four year old is sleeping in our bed, right?”
“I’m not loud”, she kisses my jaw line “but you are, that’s true, how about a shower?”
She shakes her head: “You are not helping…”
“A shower could be”, ah I don’t think I can resist her for a long time anymore “you are cruel…”
She smirks against my ear: “I won’t be if you get in now”, ahh hopefully Maite has a good sleep!!!
“Be quite, Pepa”, I shh her pulling her into our bedroom.
She rolls her eyes: “Okay, okay”, she looks at the bed “so this is her?”
“Yep, why should a other four year old be laying in our bed?”
“Don’t know…you are weird sometimes”, she laughs.
“Thanks, Pepa you are a great wife”, I shake my head.
“I just want to show you, how not whipped I am!”, she lays down on the bed “come here, Silvia!”
“Love you”, I lay next to her, after I put on some PJs, I mean we still have a kid in here, my head in the crock of her neck, but she is already fast asleep “oh my little baby”, I smile.
Pepa’s POV:
I wake up, Silvia still sleeps peacefully, I turn my head and see, that Maite is up. I think, that means I should stay up too, shouldn’t I?
“Morning, you’re Pepa”, she grins at me.
I grin too nodding: “Morning”, I don’t know why this kid makes breakfast so early, but I like it “why are you up so early? I mean you live together with Silvia and me for the next time, we, okay mostly I are normally waking up late…very late”
“I’m always up early”, why does she look like she cries the next second? Ah, my father was right, I should never have children, sorry Silvia! “is that so bad?”
“Hey, what? No! That should have been a joke, I know it wasn’t funny”, oh Silvia will be pissed!
I look at the table and see cards: “Do you want to play something?”
She nods her little head and smiles again, good maybe she won’t be pissed like I thought.