[FIC] deandatsgay: They Think I'm Possessed
[ Sam/Dean ]
Title: They Think I'm Possessed (first part starts HERE)
Writer: deandatsgay
Alternate links: On AO3
Status of work: Complete
Characters and/or pairings: Sam/Dean, John/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Warnings, kinks & contents: [Click to read]Abuse, angst, anal sex, barebacking, bottom!Dean, brainwashing, character death, conditioning, crying!Dean, dark!Sam, Dean-as-Mary, disturbing themes, mentally unstable!everyone, possessive!Sam, rape/non-consensual
Length: 27,471 words
Summary: Based on a spnkink_meme prompt: John has been brainwashing Dean and treating Dean as Mary's substitute all the years. John made Sam call Dean "Mommy". Sam has grown an obsession for his beautiful "mommy". So once got a chance, Sam killed John. But Dean. who has suffer from John's brainwashing, just kept crying and accusing Sam of patricide. Heartbroken, Sam decided to keep going in John's old way, since Dean is their father's victim, Sam is going to make Dean his.
Reccer's notes: Once you read the warnings and acknowledge that this is as dark as darkfic gets, you can then get into how breathtaking this is written as an example of psychological horror. The devolution of Dean's mind is vicious and complex and heart-breaking. Riveting in a way that makes it hard to stop reading, even when things get painful, with an ending that is an uncomfortable and yet perfect surprise. One of my favorite kinkmeme fills in a long time.