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[robynnator]

leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. say anything. tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. tell me about your love. your hate, your indifference, your joy. tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue

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[anonymous]

I'm in love

So in love that i feel as if my heart might burst out of my chest. And the crazy thing is, he has no idea. He has no idea that I want to be so much more than friends with him. He is the other half of me, he is the one man who completes my body, my missing pieces of the puzzle. he is the very air that i breathe.

But I don't know how to tell him, how do you go about saying something like that to a person? I want to, I want to tell him so very badly. A part of me says no because we haven't been friends for very long, but another part of me says go for it because I may not ever have another chance too. He means so much to me and I don't feel as if I have the courage to tell him. Even though i know God has put us on this earth to be together

[robynnator]

you forget all of your doubts/fears/anxieties. you breathe in. and you blurt it out! don't think about it, just say it! :)
you will feel SO much better after the fact.

[anonymous]

I think I'm addicted to sex.
I don't care who it's with.
I don't care where it's at.
It could be someone I've just met.
Or someone I've known for years.
I don't know what to do.
I don't like it,
But I can't help myself.

I'm a whore, and I don't know how to stop.

[robynnator]

you're not a whore. plenty of people during this time in their life feel this way. trust me, you're not alone.

I hate someone on my friends list

[anonymous]

"someone took me off their friends list. i hate it when people do that and don't tell me why! so, if you ever decide to take me off your list, PLEASE just tell me why. i'll try not to be mad."

Because you are whiney bitch, you are 28, haven't done anything with your life and don't plan to do anything with your life. You are dumb, immature, haven't even completed highschool, all you think about is yourself, you write every detail of your meaningless existence. Stop narating your every self-indulging move to us. You obsess over myspace/facebook and complain and take it personal when your friends don't write on your wall. You don't have a job and aren't trying to get one, you complain constantly that you are fat, you bitch about your good friends when IMO they deserve medals of honour for putting up with you. You use your mental illness as a scapegoat for being lazy.

End Rant.

The ONLY reason I keep her on my friends list is because I'm pretty sure she will kill herself if I defriend her.

Re: I hate someone on my friends list

[robynnator]

hmm. yes some people take things way too seriously. i once had a friend get mad at me because i took her off my top friends on myspace to make room for my brother or something. i can't remember. it was long ago. but it's not like me taking her off means i wasn't friends with her anymore. i dunno. i thought the whole thing was dumb too.

[anonymous]

Maybe not original,

But I'm in love too. I felt like he was the one, and I'm pretty sure I'll never get over it. Well I might get over it, but I'm sure I'll never feel that way again.

I never should have held back. I wonder if I'd shown how I really felt instead of trying to play it cool, would he be here today?

Will he ever return to me? I'm hoping for some fairytale ending.

[robynnator]

hmm you can never know what might have been. but trust me, something so much better is awaiting you in the future! :)
maybe he will return to you. but maybe it wasn't meant to be. maybe he was just the rough draft, and when you meet the final master plan you'll wonder why you ever would have settled for him?

[anonymous]

for some reason, I do not feel too depressed anymore on the inside. something has changed. I am not sure what, but something has.

but it is not like that on the outside. I never look happy on the outside, except when someone is making laugh, but that is a rare moment.

I wish I could change that. I do not want to look happy, but I cannot muster happiness out of me either (on the outside).

I really am content on the inside. sometimes frustrated, but nevertheless content. I just do not know how to seem happy. so many people have the opposite problem and that is why I feel hopeless.

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today I met someone who is completely unlike me on the outside, but still has the same morals and attitude towards life. it made me so happy because I feel like I question my own friends too much. it just confirmed for me that there is always better out there.

[anonymous]

I do not want to look unhappy*

(oops :P)

[robynnator]

wow. you just described me perfectly! i always have blank look on my face which everyone sees as that i hate the world. but i don't. just because i'm not smiling 24/7 doesn't mean i'm not happy. no one smiles all the time. i think a lot. and i definitely am not sitting there smiling while i'm thinking. i would look so silly! and my jaw would hurt. really bad!

i get you! unfortunately i don't know what to tell you cause i havn't quite figured it out myself! ):