remind to make my update, i need more time then i have now.

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the last two days have just been bad, i haved had to write an essay, and i got grounded, and i heard so really hard news, and well i dont know, life is just not going great, but it could be a lot worse, and like right now i feeling kinda crappy, i may not seem any different like at school, but that is becuase i just laugh whenever, good and bad, ( Read more... )

ahahah, i am posting from mexico, i will be on aim at like 4 oclock our time, and 5 oclock cahtý`s time. i have pictures, and stuff. yea.

off to mexico, bye

well i talked nad found i did not have a chance, nor will i ever. so i dont know. kinda of a let down, but i finally got my answer.

well, i have beaten it. Expect to see a much happy jon. Most of you should also see a much nicer jon.

it lives
throbbing in my heart
i am blinded by it
lingering
it devours me
in a haunting embrace
i could never heal
if you knew
the cold words
dark voice
always secret

i wish cathy was back, so i would not have to deal with the rest of you.

i have alienated almost have of the people i would call friends, and like the other half arent here. i dont know why my life keeps getting worse.