Charm undone.

[robes_of_earth]

I'm sitting around feeling all crap and depressed, so I decided to make myself an LJ entry and get some shit out. This is mainly to do with yesterday, and just as much a pick up for myself as for any kind of LJ life reportage. Of course you're welcome to add your Tuppence worth if you so desire. <3

Comments

[toeknuckles]

Sounds like he plain didn't deserve all that goodness you sent to him. I wonder though, if maybe you could direct all that piling up energy towards yourself? Not the same at all, but if it's going to waste, you may as well lavish it on somebody who actually deserves it, you know?

[robes_of_earth]

You know- that's a hell of a good idea. Actually just before I asked him out I was in this thing I was calling 'project sexy' where I was basically trying to fall in love with myself. It was working really well too. Might need to get back on that.

[rushysgirl]

It's because you're too nice...you take it like this. *hugs* Light candles, drink too much, play your music too loud and go find a nice geeky English lad who'll treat ya like the princess that you are.

[robes_of_earth]

I am a nice girl. It's funny you see all these articles and whatnot about 'why don't girls like nice guys?' but you never see 'why don't guys like nice girls?'

I DO like nice guys, I prefer them. I thought he was nice. *sigh*

Oh well. You see- Geoffrey, no man can live up to you. you've spoiled all us ladies!

[persephone_20]

Yeah, all this stuff you're doing is really important stuff. I hope it makes you feel better. It sucks so hard that you're being put through this. :(

[robes_of_earth]

Thanks darlin'. I feel a little better with every day that goes by. <3

And I still have to make my hot wish list post! Oy!

[robes_of_earth]

This is the convo I had with my brain last night:

"I miss him..."
why?
Well...he's realllllly pretty...
uh-huh. What else?
umm. Er- he was..nice to me-
Pfft- everyone's nice to you.
mmm- true.
That all you got?
...
...
yes.

So I seem to be moving on! It doesn't make me sad anymore, or angry, i just kind of get this flatness where I think it's a shame he has such trouble being a grown-up. I feel sorry for him.

And I'm SO doing that ideal man post tonight!

(ps- is that icon Life on Mars? Is that a good show? I'm on the look-out for new TV.)

[robes_of_earth]

*Googles John Simm* Ah! It's the Master! :D

I think I'll put LoM on my TV to-watch list. I liked the way that Jeremy said James called it that cop show from the future. XD I adore the way they try to make James so old-fashioned.

*stares at your icon for too long*