So it seems the most common reason for my coming back to websites like this... to blogs... journals... is that I actually have something that my mind can't handle. Sadly.... this time is no different
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The Dale I knew was a source of incredible strength and self awareness, and got my weak ass self through a lot of moments of 100% worthlessness. Half the time he didn't even know he was helping.
In return I'm just hoping life isn't fucked up enough to the point where I can't even offer that back.
I wish I had known the extent of this over the weekend so I could have behaved a lot less selfishly and indulged in less petty confusions. Instead I could have provided the support you needed. I just didn't know you needed it.
I want none of that petty ambiguity between us. It doesn't have any weight with us, and we don't speak that language. Friendship for us, Dale: We are good that way, and if we hadn't stirred up all those clouds of question marks I would have been able to read you so much better. I would have been there for you instead of part of the stress.
I knew to look here, didn't I? I know my friend that well.
Anything you need right now, just ask. I'm here for you.
It's Paul, you remember, Alex and Claire's friend.
I know I don't know you very well, but from the few times I've had the privilege to hang out with you, you have appeared to be the type of man that exudes confidence and strength. I've had my heart broken in the past three years, and I know I can't say I know what you're feeling, but I just want to let you know that I sympathize with you. I know that you will find a way to get past this hurdle in your life and that you will be stronger in the end.
Buck up buddy. Call me if you ever need a friend to talk to. 608-239-6101
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In return I'm just hoping life isn't fucked up enough to the point where I can't even offer that back.
I wish I had known the extent of this over the weekend so I could have behaved a lot less selfishly and indulged in less petty confusions. Instead I could have provided the support you needed. I just didn't know you needed it.
I want none of that petty ambiguity between us. It doesn't have any weight with us, and we don't speak that language. Friendship for us, Dale: We are good that way, and if we hadn't stirred up all those clouds of question marks I would have been able to read you so much better. I would have been there for you instead of part of the stress.
I knew to look here, didn't I? I know my friend that well.
Anything you need right now, just ask. I'm here for you.
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It's Paul, you remember, Alex and Claire's friend.
I know I don't know you very well, but from the few times I've had the privilege to hang out with you, you have appeared to be the type of man that exudes confidence and strength. I've had my heart broken in the past three years, and I know I can't say I know what you're feeling, but I just want to let you know that I sympathize with you. I know that you will find a way to get past this hurdle in your life and that you will be stronger in the end.
Buck up buddy. Call me if you ever need a friend to talk to. 608-239-6101
Ttyl Dale,
Paul
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