About time i updated

[robbiefry]

It’s been a little while since I have blogged hereon live journal. Well the past few weeks have been very frustrating. The pendulum is definitely swinging against me and it’s starting to get to me. In that time my psychiatrist has decided to become my worst enemy. She is making me feel worse by the week. The last session she told me that there is a

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[justmedeb]

Oh Honey, I'm so sorry things have taken a turn for the worst. I wish I could be more positive but they have here as well. At least we have a common discomfort of life. I'm always here to talk to anytime you need too ok? I truly understand as I have the same issues we share. At least my counselor encourages me to let things go and tries very hard to have me smiling before I leave. I hate the clock watching though and being told "Times up" just as I truly feel the need to release more. So I sit in my car alone and cry and then go home to pretend like everything is fine. It's not. Not sure it will ever be sometimes. I'm older and so hope your young life will have many good things to come and you will have more of a chance of recovery. If unhappy with results from psychiatrist you have by all means FIRE HER!!! and find another. She should be giving you positive feedback and encouraging you for the future. Consider you have that option as she is technically your employee. Be well Hon and here if you want to talk always. Many Hugs, Deb♥

[zombie_a_go_go]

I'm sorry to hear this but I can definitely relate. You need a new psychiatrist for one thing. And you WILL get better! We all have moments of relapse but it's important to keep on trying.