Your not supposed to know if I'm reading yours and I'm not supposed to know that your reading mine! Get your own life and figure out what you want to do. Things would work soooo much better than. you need to be whole person (or most of one) for "us" to work. please try to become yourself, whoever that is, over the next few months. (NOT 2 years!) I still don't know who you really are. Don't become who I want, be who you want to be. Are you commin to the school on Mon. again?
ill be in a mixing session until 4 and then i have jazz til 6, and then from 7 to 8:45 i have recording class, reviewing for a final. Ill be home around 10 or 10:30 if you can be on, but theres too much to ask you online, and i need to talk to you about some things in person. I love you, i really do, but i need to straighten some things out with you in person. And the closest to the school that i will come is the municipal building, or the randolph trails right by there. Theres apparently some rumor going around the school that ive been stalking you too. And not freaking out? too late, already have been, because my head it royally messed up from the last couple weeks. And what i want is not for you to just walk out of my life, thats not what i want. I love you, and i want to be with you, but some things really need to get striaghtened out. Ill be on later tonight, and tomorrow morning probably, before 1:00 PM. I love you please dont ever forget that, but i really need this from you, i need you to tell me whats really been
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BTW, sorry for the long replies, i know they're a pain in the ass to read, but ive got alot on my mind right now, and im thinking in run on sentences and circles mostly. I love you, please dont ever forget that, and you ARE worth all the confusion, and the waiting. No matter what some of my friends have tried to convince me to think. I think they just wanna help, but they dont know how to, if they knew you, im sure they wouldnt be trying to convince me to just drop you and get another girlfriend. In fact i said that to their faces, lol, that they dont know you and they dont know the situation so they dont have a right to talk. I think it was a little mean of me to say it that way though, but they annoyed me by saying that. Please find a way though to explain whats going on, so i can have some piece of mind for the next few months. I love you, and i know its probably alot to ask, but i need this from you, like you need me to be understanding and drop contact for a while.
Are you commin to the school on Mon. again?
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