To Love a psycho
Author: Riyu-sama
Chapter/s: 00
Chapter title: Starting night filled liquor, lust, cries and pain.
Pairing/s: RuiXJin
Band/s: ScReW
Warnings: NC-17, rape?
Disclaimer: I really wouldn't be wasting my time/life writing fanfics, if I owned them actually..
Synopsis: Jin had always loved his Rui-senpai, no matter. Has always adored and cherished the older but, will that be enough even if the older were to start abusing and using his body in the wrong ways?
Notes: It's been a while, since I've had this story stuck on a piece of paper.. So, yeah~ I finally decided to post it, even though it's only the prologue *nods* Also, I kinda like it's title *laughs* It just suddenly came to me *nods* So yeah.. Hope you guys enjoy and also, this fic is un-beta so, apologies in advance *bows*
"Hn.. Ah-ahh.. Rui-semphai.." I moaned out in a painful bliss, as my sempai bit really hard on my neck; enough t make it bruise and turn my white coloured skin into a fleshy purple-ish colour. "Hmm..Jin-chan is so tasty.." He then, said dangerously close to my ear in a husky, full of lust voice; licking my ear lobe to it's shell " I want to fuck you, Jin." He continued with his warm breath ghosting at me. Sempai looked at me with his eyes lit by a small flicker of light in the room. Hie eyes glistened with lust, as his gaze started to slowly devour me. He kissed me full on the lips, and the taste of liquor in his mouth was so evident, that it me more invigorated and make my body tremble with need for him as I groaned at our kiss.
"Tacky, aren't we now, Jin-chan?" Rui-senpai asked while, snickering as he touched the bulge in my pants, his hands quickly roamed to my exposed chest toying with my hardening nipples. Arching my back up high from the bed; I let out a strangled moan. I saw senpai smirk at my action as he then, swiftly placed his hands back to my pants, unbuckling my belt, unbuttoning my buttons and unzipping my zipper. The blonde took my clothing off of me, along with the boxer shorts I wore earlier. And there stood my organ, hardening with lust infront of my senpai; I blushed as my blonde senpai stared at my erect member for a few seconds before, covering it with his hand and stroking at a gentle and slow pace "Ah-ah-ahh.. Senpai.." I said while, moving my head to the side, hands clutching tightly on the bedsheets below me.
The blonde chuckled while, stroking me as he made some way for his other hand to move to his bedside drawer. I closed my eyes at the pleasure that senpai's hand gave to me but, then it all suddenly went to a halt and the warmth of his hand was no loner there to felt; gently I opened my eyes to take a peek, and to my eye's surprise, senpai was holding a bottle in his hand. I saw him hold then, open it's cap before squeezing out it's content's to the palm of his hand.
"Senpai?" I asked in curiosity to what the older was doing, even though what we were doing is pretty much what most people will call 'sex' . I still had no idea to what the other things that could be related to that word, could be done.
"Well now, aren't you an innocent little virgin." He said with a smile while, clasping both of his hands together and rubbing the somewhat watery gel on his hand. My cheeks felt hotter, as I felt my blush appear more visibly on my cheeks as I stared at his wet hands. After making sure that his hands were completely covered, he trailed one hand back to my organ, I shivered and gasped at the at the same time at the contact of his now cold hands. I buried my head deeper to the bed, closing my eyes at the sweet friction. As one of his hands were busy with my length; the other sneaked up to my bottom. I shivered as I felt one of senpai's fingers caress the hole in my ass and a gasp escaped my lips at his touch.
Gently, I felt senpai enter a finger inside me, and I bit my lower lip at the new action he made. As senpai's finger went deeper in a slow pace, I came to a conclusion that he had used his middle finger to penetrate me.
A groan escaped my lips as he suddenly entered another finger into me; I closed my eyes tight at the sudden intrusion, it hurt. The first was uncomfortable but, this one was just drop dead painful;clutching harder into the scattered bedsheets around me, I bit harder to my lower lip. And before I knew it, senpai was already pushing and pulling his fingers in and out of me at a fast pace and scissoring them, at times. The pain was too much that I felt tears form in my eyes but, I had to endure it and not let a single tear drop from my eyes; I did not want my beloved senpai to feel bad about it.
After a minute or two senpai halted and his fingers left; I gave out a relieved sigh but, when his hands suddenly grabbed a hold of my waist, I couldn't help scream in pain. I felt a sharp tearing pain strike through my body. My eyes widened at the sudden pain, mouth open wide for a loud scream and my torso arched higher at the sudden intrusion.
"Fuck! You're so tight.." Senpai groaned, as his nails started to dig deeper to my waist "Ah-ah!.. Se-senpai.. Nn.." Before I could even finish my sentence, Rui senpai had already filled me with his erection. A tear had slowly escaped and rolled its way down to my cheek; I panted heavily while, trying to sniffle down my cries as my mouth gave its best to make words "Se-senpai.. It. Hurts.." I stuttered in a small cry as my eyes tried to stare at the older above me.
I felt the blonde shiver and moan, his hands gripped tighter at my waist before his eyes opened to stare back at mine. His lips opened a small gap in them; his hot breath escaping at a slow pace "You shut your mouth." Senpai ordered, feeling tears form and start to trickle down; I bit my lips and nodded. I didn't want to upset Rui-sepai, no far from that, I didn't want him anywhere near angry from me. But, the pain was just too much to bear.
Hearing the other groan as his half lidded eyes, closed themselves once again; the older inhaled deeply and pulled himself away. I whimpered at the action but, felt a little relieved, thinking senpai had noticed how painful it was. But, I was wrong.
Once the older had fully gone out of me, his grip tightened and his nails scratched harder against my skin. In seconds, I felt the tearing pain senpai had inflicted not moments ago; I screamed in distress at how senpai had just slammed his body against mine. I've always dreamed and wished his body against mine but, this one was different. This was not how I had imagined him to touch me.
"Oh god, you're so tight.." The blonde uttered in strangling tone of voice as his eyes were shut tight and his teeth gritted against each other "Nno.. Senpai.." I tried to reply back, contemplating on whether I should fightback against the older or not; but, I was scared. So scared, and with my body weakening to his actions; I don't know if I have the strength to put up a fight. Though, my hands had made their way to the other's arms.
"I said you shut your whore mouth." Senpai growled at me with a deadly glare in his eyes "And keep your filthy hands off of me!" He exclaimed before hitting them off. I whimpered at how he hurt and talked to me; my eyes were blurry from all the tears but, I still gazed at him. His right hand gathered hands then, locked my wrists together with his finger as his left, searched for something on the bed.
A grin formed on his lips as his eyes lightened up; his hand grabbed a hold an object then, pulled it up before looking back at me with mischievously. My eyes widened and I yelped and shook my head in disapproval. I heard the other tsk, before pushing my wrists above my head where he tied them together with the belt instead "Please.. No.. Nnn.. No more.." I pleaded in a cry as I stared at the older with tears streaming down my cheeks.
The blonde only closed his eyes and guttered, looking displeased, his eyes gazed back at me and before I knew it, his hand had landed a harsh slap against my cheek "I told you to shut up, didn't I?" He snapped with his voice, sounding hoarsed and threatening "And don't fucking look at me like that!" the other man had cried as he covered my face with his palm. I cried at the pain and insults Senpai had given, his hand was slowly suffocating me, though he removed it seconds later.
His hands retreated back to my waist as he stared down to them; I sniffled down a cry, starting to get really frightened. The older sighed deeply before, pulling out of me, and getting a god grasp at me. His hands worked fast and moments later, he had my body pinned down, face flat onto the bed, where my back was laying only moments ago.
He pulled my waist up and positioned me directly to where his erection stood, I cried against the pillow my face had fall into. My fingers readied themselves as I knew what the blonde was going to do.
I felt one of his hands snake its way to my hair, getting a handful of my locks; a chuckle I heard him make before he pulled them towards him. I breathed in incoherent and irregular breaths as I felt Senpai's length push its way inside me again, penetrating my already injured bottom. I bite my lower lip at the pain; never did I imagine sex to be this painful. As Senpai had made a rhythm of slamming himself against my body in a harsh, animalistic way; I felt something warm and watery trickle down to my thighs but, I gave no thought to it as I cried and screamed all the pain against the pillow below though, Senpai would only growl in annoyance and pull my hair roughly in attempts to make me wail and moan out in mercy.
"Damn, you feel good.." The older grunted as his nails scraped at the cheeks of my arse. My sobs were uncontrollably and I choked on my own breath as my body was trembling violently at the pain. I couldn't handle the abuse anymore but, I couldn't fight against my Senpai. I couldn't do anything against my beloved Senpai.
As Rui-senpai's thruths started to slow a tad bit, I heard him moan "Oh shit.. Close.." He muttered under his breath, swearing under his breath words I couldn't quite make up.
I sniffled though, my body jolted up to his; he moaned and retracted his hip from mine, slamming and thrusting hard. My already white and pained knuckles habe taken to much but, still nothing stopped, everything still hurt and my eyes started to shut off as my head was starting to feel light and my vision was starting to black out.
"Almost.. Ahnn.." I heard the other whisper as his body shook and his fingers, give another injury against my skin. Senpai moaned and I felt his body shiver as I felt himself release his cum inside me; I shivered at the feeling and only moaned back to him in reply. My whole body was weary and I was glad that it was all finally over; Rui-senpai pulled his length out of me and I slouched my body down against the bedsheets, seeing as my sight was becoming a blurry black; I whimpered and cried before, my eyes betrayed me again and they shut all to themselves.
Chapter/s: 00
Chapter title: Starting night filled liquor, lust, cries and pain.
Pairing/s: RuiXJin
Band/s: ScReW
Warnings: NC-17, rape?
Disclaimer: I really wouldn't be wasting my time/life writing fanfics, if I owned them actually..
Synopsis: Jin had always loved his Rui-senpai, no matter. Has always adored and cherished the older but, will that be enough even if the older were to start abusing and using his body in the wrong ways?
Notes: It's been a while, since I've had this story stuck on a piece of paper.. So, yeah~ I finally decided to post it, even though it's only the prologue *nods* Also, I kinda like it's title *laughs* It just suddenly came to me *nods* So yeah.. Hope you guys enjoy and also, this fic is un-beta so, apologies in advance *bows*
"Hn.. Ah-ahh.. Rui-semphai.." I moaned out in a painful bliss, as my sempai bit really hard on my neck; enough t make it bruise and turn my white coloured skin into a fleshy purple-ish colour. "Hmm..Jin-chan is so tasty.." He then, said dangerously close to my ear in a husky, full of lust voice; licking my ear lobe to it's shell " I want to fuck you, Jin." He continued with his warm breath ghosting at me. Sempai looked at me with his eyes lit by a small flicker of light in the room. Hie eyes glistened with lust, as his gaze started to slowly devour me. He kissed me full on the lips, and the taste of liquor in his mouth was so evident, that it me more invigorated and make my body tremble with need for him as I groaned at our kiss.
"Tacky, aren't we now, Jin-chan?" Rui-senpai asked while, snickering as he touched the bulge in my pants, his hands quickly roamed to my exposed chest toying with my hardening nipples. Arching my back up high from the bed; I let out a strangled moan. I saw senpai smirk at my action as he then, swiftly placed his hands back to my pants, unbuckling my belt, unbuttoning my buttons and unzipping my zipper. The blonde took my clothing off of me, along with the boxer shorts I wore earlier. And there stood my organ, hardening with lust infront of my senpai; I blushed as my blonde senpai stared at my erect member for a few seconds before, covering it with his hand and stroking at a gentle and slow pace "Ah-ah-ahh.. Senpai.." I said while, moving my head to the side, hands clutching tightly on the bedsheets below me.
The blonde chuckled while, stroking me as he made some way for his other hand to move to his bedside drawer. I closed my eyes at the pleasure that senpai's hand gave to me but, then it all suddenly went to a halt and the warmth of his hand was no loner there to felt; gently I opened my eyes to take a peek, and to my eye's surprise, senpai was holding a bottle in his hand. I saw him hold then, open it's cap before squeezing out it's content's to the palm of his hand.
"Senpai?" I asked in curiosity to what the older was doing, even though what we were doing is pretty much what most people will call 'sex' . I still had no idea to what the other things that could be related to that word, could be done.
"Well now, aren't you an innocent little virgin." He said with a smile while, clasping both of his hands together and rubbing the somewhat watery gel on his hand. My cheeks felt hotter, as I felt my blush appear more visibly on my cheeks as I stared at his wet hands. After making sure that his hands were completely covered, he trailed one hand back to my organ, I shivered and gasped at the at the same time at the contact of his now cold hands. I buried my head deeper to the bed, closing my eyes at the sweet friction. As one of his hands were busy with my length; the other sneaked up to my bottom. I shivered as I felt one of senpai's fingers caress the hole in my ass and a gasp escaped my lips at his touch.
Gently, I felt senpai enter a finger inside me, and I bit my lower lip at the new action he made. As senpai's finger went deeper in a slow pace, I came to a conclusion that he had used his middle finger to penetrate me.
A groan escaped my lips as he suddenly entered another finger into me; I closed my eyes tight at the sudden intrusion, it hurt. The first was uncomfortable but, this one was just drop dead painful;clutching harder into the scattered bedsheets around me, I bit harder to my lower lip. And before I knew it, senpai was already pushing and pulling his fingers in and out of me at a fast pace and scissoring them, at times. The pain was too much that I felt tears form in my eyes but, I had to endure it and not let a single tear drop from my eyes; I did not want my beloved senpai to feel bad about it.
After a minute or two senpai halted and his fingers left; I gave out a relieved sigh but, when his hands suddenly grabbed a hold of my waist, I couldn't help scream in pain. I felt a sharp tearing pain strike through my body. My eyes widened at the sudden pain, mouth open wide for a loud scream and my torso arched higher at the sudden intrusion.
"Fuck! You're so tight.." Senpai groaned, as his nails started to dig deeper to my waist "Ah-ah!.. Se-senpai.. Nn.." Before I could even finish my sentence, Rui senpai had already filled me with his erection. A tear had slowly escaped and rolled its way down to my cheek; I panted heavily while, trying to sniffle down my cries as my mouth gave its best to make words "Se-senpai.. It. Hurts.." I stuttered in a small cry as my eyes tried to stare at the older above me.
I felt the blonde shiver and moan, his hands gripped tighter at my waist before his eyes opened to stare back at mine. His lips opened a small gap in them; his hot breath escaping at a slow pace "You shut your mouth." Senpai ordered, feeling tears form and start to trickle down; I bit my lips and nodded. I didn't want to upset Rui-sepai, no far from that, I didn't want him anywhere near angry from me. But, the pain was just too much to bear.
Hearing the other groan as his half lidded eyes, closed themselves once again; the older inhaled deeply and pulled himself away. I whimpered at the action but, felt a little relieved, thinking senpai had noticed how painful it was. But, I was wrong.
Once the older had fully gone out of me, his grip tightened and his nails scratched harder against my skin. In seconds, I felt the tearing pain senpai had inflicted not moments ago; I screamed in distress at how senpai had just slammed his body against mine. I've always dreamed and wished his body against mine but, this one was different. This was not how I had imagined him to touch me.
"Oh god, you're so tight.." The blonde uttered in strangling tone of voice as his eyes were shut tight and his teeth gritted against each other "Nno.. Senpai.." I tried to reply back, contemplating on whether I should fightback against the older or not; but, I was scared. So scared, and with my body weakening to his actions; I don't know if I have the strength to put up a fight. Though, my hands had made their way to the other's arms.
"I said you shut your whore mouth." Senpai growled at me with a deadly glare in his eyes "And keep your filthy hands off of me!" He exclaimed before hitting them off. I whimpered at how he hurt and talked to me; my eyes were blurry from all the tears but, I still gazed at him. His right hand gathered hands then, locked my wrists together with his finger as his left, searched for something on the bed.
A grin formed on his lips as his eyes lightened up; his hand grabbed a hold an object then, pulled it up before looking back at me with mischievously. My eyes widened and I yelped and shook my head in disapproval. I heard the other tsk, before pushing my wrists above my head where he tied them together with the belt instead "Please.. No.. Nnn.. No more.." I pleaded in a cry as I stared at the older with tears streaming down my cheeks.
The blonde only closed his eyes and guttered, looking displeased, his eyes gazed back at me and before I knew it, his hand had landed a harsh slap against my cheek "I told you to shut up, didn't I?" He snapped with his voice, sounding hoarsed and threatening "And don't fucking look at me like that!" the other man had cried as he covered my face with his palm. I cried at the pain and insults Senpai had given, his hand was slowly suffocating me, though he removed it seconds later.
His hands retreated back to my waist as he stared down to them; I sniffled down a cry, starting to get really frightened. The older sighed deeply before, pulling out of me, and getting a god grasp at me. His hands worked fast and moments later, he had my body pinned down, face flat onto the bed, where my back was laying only moments ago.
He pulled my waist up and positioned me directly to where his erection stood, I cried against the pillow my face had fall into. My fingers readied themselves as I knew what the blonde was going to do.
I felt one of his hands snake its way to my hair, getting a handful of my locks; a chuckle I heard him make before he pulled them towards him. I breathed in incoherent and irregular breaths as I felt Senpai's length push its way inside me again, penetrating my already injured bottom. I bite my lower lip at the pain; never did I imagine sex to be this painful. As Senpai had made a rhythm of slamming himself against my body in a harsh, animalistic way; I felt something warm and watery trickle down to my thighs but, I gave no thought to it as I cried and screamed all the pain against the pillow below though, Senpai would only growl in annoyance and pull my hair roughly in attempts to make me wail and moan out in mercy.
"Damn, you feel good.." The older grunted as his nails scraped at the cheeks of my arse. My sobs were uncontrollably and I choked on my own breath as my body was trembling violently at the pain. I couldn't handle the abuse anymore but, I couldn't fight against my Senpai. I couldn't do anything against my beloved Senpai.
As Rui-senpai's thruths started to slow a tad bit, I heard him moan "Oh shit.. Close.." He muttered under his breath, swearing under his breath words I couldn't quite make up.
I sniffled though, my body jolted up to his; he moaned and retracted his hip from mine, slamming and thrusting hard. My already white and pained knuckles habe taken to much but, still nothing stopped, everything still hurt and my eyes started to shut off as my head was starting to feel light and my vision was starting to black out.
"Almost.. Ahnn.." I heard the other whisper as his body shook and his fingers, give another injury against my skin. Senpai moaned and I felt his body shiver as I felt himself release his cum inside me; I shivered at the feeling and only moaned back to him in reply. My whole body was weary and I was glad that it was all finally over; Rui-senpai pulled his length out of me and I slouched my body down against the bedsheets, seeing as my sight was becoming a blurry black; I whimpered and cried before, my eyes betrayed me again and they shut all to themselves.