"without you it's a waste of time..."

[riversabine]

All of the teasing dies on my lips, as he places one hand on my waist and the other in my right hand. Tentatively, I place the other on his shoulder, not firmly, but barely touching the surface of his shirt as though he couldn't bare the weight of my touch. My previously unwavering eye contact falls to the floor, the wall behind him, the view of

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[rainyseason]

I was over at a friend's from work's house and she mentioned the boy and she's having a party in a few months and I think he might be there and part of me almost doesn't want to go. Because when I see him again I want there to be this like, transformation and for him to be like damn I want that. I don't know why this made me think of that but it did.

How are you? How is everything? When do you come home?

[riversabine]

Is this the Indian guy from work? I totally understand what you mean, wanting to transform beforehand. But transformation or no, hard as it is for girls like us, you should go!

Good... crazy, incapable of believing that I will be home in about 5 weeks time! Work is the same old drama (I can't escape it) but otherwise everything is great. I'm running around trying to squeeze in as much as I can before I leave to go North to Arica in two weeks. I'm getting a little sad already to leave my friends and the kiddos, but at the same time excited to come home for a bit before flying off to the next thing, whatever that will be. Anyway, I will be home August 8. Take care, sweetie and I will talk to you soon!

[painted_dreams]

beautiful :-(

[riversabine]

Thanks, sweetie... yeah it's kind of the story of my life *said with only the slightest irony*

[rainyseason]

I saw this and thought of you.

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080829/ap_on_en_tv/people_david_duchovny