"And don't you feel it's all the same, some sick game and it's so insincere."

[riversabine]

3 of my worlds are converging this weekend and I am feeling a little bit overwhelmed at the prospect. I usually like to keep them separate, contained. Lindsday just got back from her trip to New York City and she wants to hang out tomorrow night. Margaret, along with John Brian and Uncle John will be staying with us tomorrow night and so

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[rainyseason]

Hi you. I've been going a little bit insane lately. I just now read this.

I hope all your 4th of July plans went as well as possible.

And we talked about the Lindsay thing... I know it's hard, the sad thing is that it sound like she will probably not be effected by your distancing yourself, but it might be better for you.

:-*

[riversabine]

*hugs* Has work been running you ragged? It's been a relatively long time for you without posting, unlike me who usually posts once a month;)

The fourth was okay. Spend the day into early evening with my family and the later part with Lindsay. Yeah, I don't know what do about the whole thing. It makes my head hurt. BUt you know... we'll see what happens. I don't want her totally out of my life, but some distance would be good. It just sucks only feeling wanted when someone else can't be there. I don't want to be a standin, which is what it seems to be at this pt. Anyway... I don't know if that makes sense, but otherwise everything is good. I just need to be more diligent and get my plans together. Figure out what the next step is.

What's new with you, sweetie?