[ooc; Badou clearly hasn't noticed that the journals are like... useful yet and talk back or anything so is currently scribble-doodling and venting lack of cigarettes WOE onto said pages before going "GAH! FUCKIN' SHIT AUGH!!" and tossing the thing on the ground to stamp on it. Because it's clearly the fault of the book that he has nothing to satisfy his addiction and oral fixation with currently... ]