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[rukongai_dog]

[writing is shaky - Renji is neither calm nor coordinated right now. The page is soaked and crinkled, though the wetness might be rain. Strikes are crossed through viciously but quickly, so are easily read. He's also forgetting all the grammar he half-learned in school, so not too much punctuation.]

I di
I l
Please
It jus

Kuya Babe Kuya, don't do this. Please. Please. Come back home

Don't leave

I messed up. I messed up. Fuck, that's the biggest fucking understatement of the year

[shaky beginnings of words, but nothing coherent. The scrawls become wider here, messier, like he's writing it in one big fell (desperate) swoop]

I'm sorry for what I did. I betrayed you broke my promise even though I swore I wouldn't, I went behind your back and I fucked this whole thing up myself... I'm sorry I lied. I'm sorry. I just
I can't stop

Ya deserve so much better. So much fucking better

I
I
I don't know if you can even forgive a royal ass like me, but please. Please

Come home, Kuya. Come back
Don't leave
Don't leave

[this last strike is very thoroughly crossed out]

I love you

[ooc: For anyone curious, Byakuya left Renji, and with good reason. Still - Renji needs some real help right now, you guys. ♥ He just singlehandedly ruined his first committed relationship in his 150 years of existence.

SORRY FOR THE SAP ASSAULT! XD]