"let down" wow. so appropriate.

[rita_meter_maid]

So I was walking home from rehearsal tonight with my ipod and a really good Radiohead song came on. And all of a sudden, I envisioned someone running up to me as the music swells and grabbing me and pushing me up against the brick building and kissing me. I was so pleased with this scenario; I was probably smiling a little bit. Then I felt someone rushing towards me. And my heart started beating faster. And a lot of blood started buzzing around up towards my head. And I remember thinking "No. There is no way." But I didn't quite convince myself just as I couldn't convince my breathing to steady.
So accordingly, as the music swelled, I was ready and I felt a gust of wind.

A runner.

Didn't even look at me as he sped by.

I didn't laugh it off, in fact, I apologized to Thom Yorke for abusing his lyrics and melodies for such cliche daydreams.

But whatevs, right? I don't even like runners.

Lie. Such a lie.