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Well, today I accomplished a lot. and not a lot at all. I *am* done with all my homework for tomorrow, my presentation for Quakerism is done, and my spanish quiz has been studied for. sort of. I keep hoping that I will fail something and then feel compelled to study more, but alas, I manage to scrape on by with my A-.
I have been completely losing it lately, and generally over things that arent really worth losing it over. Last night, I cried for long enough to make my eyes all puffy all day today. and today, during women's choir it turned out that this spectacular social event that I had planned was on the WRONG DAY (which was not my fault, I might add) and I just had to leave. it was all just too much for me. everyone was fighting about when it would be, and wei was confused and retarded (that's my director, she's a nut case) and I was just going to cry because it had been a pretty terrible afternoon in the FIRST place. so, I went outside and tried to sing Kip's song (from after the credits of Napoleon Dynamite) as my roommate has suggested, and it just didnt work. I sat outside in the cold and rain and just cried for the remainder of class. and this is a predicament because I'm just crying because of everything, and I dont want a hundred (ok, twenty four) women's chorus girls coodling me and telling me it will be okay. I *know* it will be okay. I just need to get out of my system. oh geeze, not that I dont appreciate everyones support, I just feel rediculous for crying over spilt milk and wish people would pretend I was okay so I didnt feel like a big booger...
in other news, I am
I am taking TWO gym classes, walking for fitness and yoga. they'll both be over halfway through the semester, making my mornings considerably easier. I am also taking TWO sociology/anthropology classes: Social Deviance (10:50-12 T&R) and Gender:Anthropological Perspectives (2:30-4 M&R), both are 300 level classes. I am taking spanish 301 at 11-12 on MWF and Descriptive Astronomy at 9 on MWF. I'm a little excited about astronomy because I have like THREE friends taking it, AND Andrew Cleland might be my TA, SCORE. plus women's chorus and guitar lesson. There's also a once a week orientation class for the mexico program. basically, my schedule looks really busy. way fuller than this year, and this year has proven busy enough. however, my friday afternoon remains unmarred by classes. YES. (my apologies if I have done this already, I just cant remember - I'm more than just a little absent minded these days)
lets see. tonight there was a dramatic and exciting hall meeting on wellness about the discovery of ALCOHOL bottles in the trash cans. oh man, it was heated. emotions were flying, but they were generally all in the same sentiment, which made it easier to deal with. sometimes the wellness crowd is JUST A LITTLE too much for me. I missed ER AGAIN because I forgot about it. and the "IAMGOINGTORIPOFFTHESEPEOPLESHEADSIFTHEYDONTSTOPPISSINGMEOFF" sentiment is SPREADING. the freshmans are all getting it, oh no. AND both of my hotmail accounts just got upgraded to the 250mb accounts, and I didnt even pay anything. I bought Goodnight Moon, The Runaway Bunny, and The Very Hungry Caterpiller last week and they came! oh, how glorious. my computer is still sick. boo.
news from home: helen is now taking voice lessons, piano lessons, violin lessons and drum/percussion lessons. this musical thing is getting a little out of hands. but, she also changed schools to mountain view (aptly named because you can see schoodic mountain from the drive way, which I never got till like the twenty fifth time I was there) where my mommy works. this is going much better than penninsula consolidated was going, was basically not all. they had done like, seven pages of the science book all year. poor little fella. now maybe she'll LEARN. WOAH. I am going to fly to portland on the 20th, and drive to bangor on the 21st, then, I will be HOME. ah, home. ocean. sweet ocean. how I miss thee. on the 24th I will be taking helen to the airport with my mother, helen frequently spends holidays with her scumbag excuse for a father. its terrible to think that they are even related. *shudder* AND THEN MY TWINNY IS COMING HOME and everyone should come and VISIT US! and, my mom is really excited, because on friday WE ARE GETTING HAIRCUTS! AS A FAMILY! whoever made it this far, should let me know if I should keep two feet of hair I never do anything with or if I should cut it all off or if I should do something inbetween....suggestions?
also, this just in, I am pretty cool. more people should probably like me. or want to get to know me. I feel a severe lack of friends and social options. I feel the need to expand, but am at a loss of how to do so. AND - the laundry machines are broken in barrett and I have about three weeks worth of clothes to wash. I am beginning to run out of options. all that is left is *shudders* skirts (and dirty pants, thank GOD), I am even getting low on underwear (that I like to wear, I have about five hundred pairs that I dont like left).
*yawns* I think I will go lounge about and not study for spanish quiz!
peace all. sweet dreams.
I have been completely losing it lately, and generally over things that arent really worth losing it over. Last night, I cried for long enough to make my eyes all puffy all day today. and today, during women's choir it turned out that this spectacular social event that I had planned was on the WRONG DAY (which was not my fault, I might add) and I just had to leave. it was all just too much for me. everyone was fighting about when it would be, and wei was confused and retarded (that's my director, she's a nut case) and I was just going to cry because it had been a pretty terrible afternoon in the FIRST place. so, I went outside and tried to sing Kip's song (from after the credits of Napoleon Dynamite) as my roommate has suggested, and it just didnt work. I sat outside in the cold and rain and just cried for the remainder of class. and this is a predicament because I'm just crying because of everything, and I dont want a hundred (ok, twenty four) women's chorus girls coodling me and telling me it will be okay. I *know* it will be okay. I just need to get out of my system. oh geeze, not that I dont appreciate everyones support, I just feel rediculous for crying over spilt milk and wish people would pretend I was okay so I didnt feel like a big booger...
in other news, I am
I am taking TWO gym classes, walking for fitness and yoga. they'll both be over halfway through the semester, making my mornings considerably easier. I am also taking TWO sociology/anthropology classes: Social Deviance (10:50-12 T&R) and Gender:Anthropological Perspectives (2:30-4 M&R), both are 300 level classes. I am taking spanish 301 at 11-12 on MWF and Descriptive Astronomy at 9 on MWF. I'm a little excited about astronomy because I have like THREE friends taking it, AND Andrew Cleland might be my TA, SCORE. plus women's chorus and guitar lesson. There's also a once a week orientation class for the mexico program. basically, my schedule looks really busy. way fuller than this year, and this year has proven busy enough. however, my friday afternoon remains unmarred by classes. YES. (my apologies if I have done this already, I just cant remember - I'm more than just a little absent minded these days)
lets see. tonight there was a dramatic and exciting hall meeting on wellness about the discovery of ALCOHOL bottles in the trash cans. oh man, it was heated. emotions were flying, but they were generally all in the same sentiment, which made it easier to deal with. sometimes the wellness crowd is JUST A LITTLE too much for me. I missed ER AGAIN because I forgot about it. and the "IAMGOINGTORIPOFFTHESEPEOPLESHEADSIFTHEYDONTSTOPPISSINGMEOFF" sentiment is SPREADING. the freshmans are all getting it, oh no. AND both of my hotmail accounts just got upgraded to the 250mb accounts, and I didnt even pay anything. I bought Goodnight Moon, The Runaway Bunny, and The Very Hungry Caterpiller last week and they came! oh, how glorious. my computer is still sick. boo.
news from home: helen is now taking voice lessons, piano lessons, violin lessons and drum/percussion lessons. this musical thing is getting a little out of hands. but, she also changed schools to mountain view (aptly named because you can see schoodic mountain from the drive way, which I never got till like the twenty fifth time I was there) where my mommy works. this is going much better than penninsula consolidated was going, was basically not all. they had done like, seven pages of the science book all year. poor little fella. now maybe she'll LEARN. WOAH. I am going to fly to portland on the 20th, and drive to bangor on the 21st, then, I will be HOME. ah, home. ocean. sweet ocean. how I miss thee. on the 24th I will be taking helen to the airport with my mother, helen frequently spends holidays with her scumbag excuse for a father. its terrible to think that they are even related. *shudder* AND THEN MY TWINNY IS COMING HOME and everyone should come and VISIT US! and, my mom is really excited, because on friday WE ARE GETTING HAIRCUTS! AS A FAMILY! whoever made it this far, should let me know if I should keep two feet of hair I never do anything with or if I should cut it all off or if I should do something inbetween....suggestions?
also, this just in, I am pretty cool. more people should probably like me. or want to get to know me. I feel a severe lack of friends and social options. I feel the need to expand, but am at a loss of how to do so. AND - the laundry machines are broken in barrett and I have about three weeks worth of clothes to wash. I am beginning to run out of options. all that is left is *shudders* skirts (and dirty pants, thank GOD), I am even getting low on underwear (that I like to wear, I have about five hundred pairs that I dont like left).
*yawns* I think I will go lounge about and not study for spanish quiz!
peace all. sweet dreams.