Sigh.

[risen]

Mike just left, and I see I'm a horrible person. So all in all, I'm sorry. But there, this is a nicer tbg note. Peace.

And even if I wish I could erase this all, I can't. Staying. In hopes of a better tomorrow, and a much more distant past... sigh.

faith: collapsing.

Comments

[p0sitronic]

Why did he leave? well...
Do not get mad at me.
You both do not seem to need to be in a romantic
relationship at this time anyway. I'm saying this just
by guessing at all the information you have provided.
I think it is best you both work on YOURSELVES before
getting back together. If you are depressed, stressed,
to where you need to be admitted then I think you need
to work on taking care of yourselves first Before getting
into a relationship with anybody. If you can not maintain
yourself then you can not expect to maintain a relationship
with someone else AND yourself.
A big ball of depression and stress is not going to work well
with another big ball of depression and stress.

[risen]

I guess you're right. v.v; Thanks for offering some advice... especially when I needed it right now...

I'm just shaken up bad right now. And once again, I know it's going to be a long night ahead of me. And I hate crying. But... what's a good breakup with the tears?

[p0sitronic]

Well, it's no crime to cry. Go a head a cry.
It's good to cry. It's not that you're too much to handle.
It'd just a lot stuff you have to work on fixing yourself.
It's not his place to fix you and it's not yours' to fix
him.

you must take care of yourselves.

[risen]

I guess... ;.;

[redpanda]

Still not happy with you what-so-ever [deleting your entries where you bitch out your friends doesn't mean the words go away], but no one deserves to be walked out on; I'm sorry he did that to you.

The other person who commented is right; maybe you weren't meant to be in a romantic relationship.

And no matter HOW furious I am with you at the moment; you aren't a terrible person. If you're implying that I think you are, you know a lot less about me than I thought you did.

[risen]

Okay. Think what you like, but do you truly know me?

[risen]

For example, the bitching about "all of my friends" wasn't even about everyone.

[redpanda]

That's what you say everytime. However, how is anyone supposed to know when you just say "I'm furious with my so-called friends and and all this bullshit, etc etc." For example, I'm well aware I'm being a bitch right now, but when I'm angry with you, you know.

[tungs]

I honestly do not think a romantic relationship is proper for either or you. Like first comment bro said, you need to work on yourself first and feel better before being in that sort of relationship.

[risen]

I guess... I just can't believe this all happened. And not too far down from his last run-off, too... I just feel like I'm not good for anyone, I guess.

Was going to OD, but slowly finding it to be pointless. I hope that's not guilt-tripping, I'm being honest. Ugh.

[tungs]

That there is your problem.

Attempting suicide will not solve your problems.

It won't make you feel any better.

Do something productive, clean your room, run a bit, then go back to the problem.

[risen]

Unfortunately. I just felt like it would end this shit... But I guess it won't... v.v; I guess even 8000mg of Lyrica [lethal] probably wouldn't kill me anyway.

Thanks... ♥