Bloody legs, needles, bruises, hangover, all cried out. What can you do when the tears run out? This is pain. This is hurt. This is all wrong. How did this happen. Fuck the world; fuck them and their self-destructiveness. Fuck the stigma fuck the taboo. I hate it all. I hate. That sums it all up. I hate. I feel like I am about to throw up. I am not ( Read more... )

What a shitty day. I will now perform my next feat of making a bottle of wine disappear. Yay magic tricks! I feel like hell. I think I am getting a cold. Just as I was getting better I am sick again. fuck you too immune system you aren't my best friend anyways. :p so now I have booger rash on my nose. lovely I know, and I am tired. My body wants me ( Read more... )

And I find myself here again. This fucked up little politically correct little circle we all have going on. I type and retype. It will all be typed over again before I push the button and see it picked apart. I cant say what is really in my head that I force my fingers to not say. Oh those nasty secrets. Oh the bull shit that needs to be put before ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday to my friend bolahead I hope this next year is a good one for you!

Androgynous
You scored 83 masculinity and 66 femininity!

You scored high on both masculinity and femininity. You have a strong personality exhibiting characteristics of both traditional sex roles.


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Well I tried something new last night. I got my first pocketing. I have a small pocket implant about one inch above my bridge. It wasn’t as bad as I imagined it was going to be and I look forward to doing more of them. It was done by using the sharp part of a 4g needle and making a pocket under my skin and then putting something that looks like a ( Read more... )

Happy Birth day to you
Happy Birth day to you
Happy Birth day toooooooo you!!!!!
Sorry it is a day late babe....

I came home last night to a white envelope taped to my door with my name on it. On first glance I figured I forgot to pay a bill and was in trouble. However on further inspection someone has given me some money to help me get by. I know this person is part of my family but I am not sure who. To whoever my secret Santa may be, thank you! You have ( Read more... )

Thank you Thank you Thank you to Nikki for doing our photos!! The flyers will be out soon and fun will be had all around. For now here is a teaser photo...

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( My Year in Review )