Wow don't want to be here...........not now not ever................

[rip_me_tor_me]

Ok, so I have until March 2nd to decide what I want to do with my life. This is the deadline for resigning my lease. I really don’t know what to do. I want to stay in this apartment because I love it and I really don’t feel like moving my shit because it is a headache. I seriously think shit between AJ and I are not working out. The thing is I

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[kessiekichiko21]

Maybe it is time for a change. I went through these feelings this year too. I am rethinking what I want to do with my life and I want to make sure it is the right decision. I also had trouble with my roomate. She moved out this term and I have been a lot happier. Maybe you and AJ do need a break. Not living together might be the best thing for your friendship as well.

I cannot tell you to go here or do this, but I can tell you that you will find your place. It may not be in Moscow or in Ketchum, hell, it could be across the country OR the world. Just take it day by day. Concentrate on school and get through this semester and then see what life has brought you then. There is always room for taking a break. And sometimes you really need those :)

You are always welcome to come and visit here if you wish for some time away. I am bummed I will not see you this spring break, but us girls are going to have an amazing summer... so you better be there!

I have confidence in you, do not worry too much <3
Love
Als