I just got home from work and it was reainy all day!!!!!!! My job today was to keep an eye on the carts and bring them inside when we needed them. I also help people carry their bags to thier cars if they need it. So today is was raining whole time I was there. (It's still raining now. ^^;) For about two hours I helped people to their cars and made ( Read more... )

*sighs* Well I just got up and found my brother playing in the bathroom again. >_> And I needed to take a shower...So I knock on the door and ask him to get out. He answer's "I'm going the bathroom!" And I'm thinking like hell you are. So then I ask him to hand me my towels and brush so i can use mom's shower. He opens the door and hands to me. ( Read more... )

Dad called today about 9:42 A.M. I was kinda happy to talk with him. I mean I haven't seen him since last year. (He's over in the place fighting..I forgot the name XD) Anyway...he said that I'm going to have another sibling.....I was pissed...I didn't want another one. Andre is all I need, I will not count that half to be part of my family...I don' ( Read more... )

The battle is on!! Are you ready ( Read more... )

Well today was a get up and go day. At 11 am I had 12th grade pictures that will be in next year's year book. Then at 2 I had to go to the Doc. for my eyes. It seems the haze that were covering my eyes before have come back. (Oh the joys) So if this entry has been grammer and spelling I'm sorry. XD I'll fix it once I can eye clearly ( Read more... )

I'm asking for too much again. I'm better off just watching form the shade under the tree. After all it's better to stay there right? I can't help, but I can't get in the way.

*sits* I'm the worst...msybe..? Forget maybe it's...it's really andI know it.

I just to let it go and move on....

After all I'm alive right?

The one thing I'm afraid to ask for...It's what I want. No..I need it. Even I need it, will it help any if I do have it? Your word is great. It's really helped. Now I want to help you,  but to do that I need it and the power to close that space. And to rid you of that ghost.   I did what I could. It's up to you now.

Who knows. I may get it, or not. ( Read more... )

*falls over* I'm finally home. I was too lazy to update yesterday so here it is today. I went up and talking to Lake Forest and Washington U. Out of the two I think I like Washu better. (The nickname for Washington is Washu lol) It has the better program for me if I want to become a Japanese translator. And if I want to change my major they'll let ( Read more... )

Ok, I'm now sitting in Clarksvile, Tenn.(forgot the spelling ^^;) And I'm heading for Lake Forest by tomorrow. After that I'm heading over to Washington U. I'll be gone until the 17th so if you need me leave me a comment here or send me an email. I'll try to check this as much as I can, but right now my biggest thing is looking at these two ( Read more... )

I want to be the sword that fights for you.
I want to be that light that you're looking for.
I want you to keep me warm while I protect you.
I want you to protect me.
I want there to only be you that I look at.
I want to wake up in your warm arms.

I want...someone who can see the real me.

I need this..I want it...,but I guess something "wants" just don't ( Read more... )