"...On the same night he said, I'm sorry I can't do anything to help, he wrote me a long letter. It was about himself, full of helplessness and regret. At the end of the letter he added this: Things deeply felt cannot help but last. He wrote: People cannot always live and love in the same way; nothing remains as it was. He wrote: We must chnge in ( Read more... )

I am completely irrational and itching to SAY something but there is nothing to SAY, damnit. And the world is a beautiful place. A crazy/beautiful ugly/beautiful loving/beautiful confusing/beautiful dirty/beautiful terriblebeautifuldramaticbeautifulawfulbeautiful fucking excuse for a place ( Read more... )

"...We spoke at church and at school and, through my stepsister Abuk, I sent messages detailing the extent of my admiration for her, and how often I was thinking of her. She did the same, and so the volume of the messages kept Abuk busy. When the messages were deemed urgent, she would come running across the camp to me, her arms flailing and out of ( Read more... )

Fuck Devendra Banhart and fuck Clark Gable.

"...It was all, moreover, in the name of 'love'; everyone involved placed a magical faith in the efficacy of the very word."

Joan said that. Joan said that and I think I know what she means. Magical realism and magical faith are not so different... it turns out I am the one that is "so different." ( Read more... )

(did i, did i ( Read more... )

a true statement ( Read more... )

look up to see the sky, look down to see the earth ( Read more... )

You are so unavailable, so unknown, so ridiculous, so detached--but you are so CLOSE. Can that be the reason? Can that be the excuse for our mingling hair and feet, for the constant exchanges between the whites of our eyes? Yes. Yes ( Read more... )

babies are filled with a need that is selfish as much as it is pure. a sadness that is real and respected as much as it is despicable and immature. demands are unrestricted; wants are not shameful; shrieks are completely without inhibition ( Read more... )

i am exhausted and running out of options ( Read more... )