it doesn't matter like it used to

[rinse_and_spit]

So I know what you're going to say. "You never write in here! Who cares if you pop on every year or two and say something. It's not as relevant because it is so sporadic". Maybe so...but today kinda sucked

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[rinse_and_spit]

it's not a birthday thing. birthdays don't really bother me.

[justakid]

I dread the day you hit a midlife crisis. Or look forward to it, depending on what you do :)

[rinse_and_spit]

I just really needed to talk to someone, but in the middle of the night, phone calls are kinda out. None of my friends are fun and hang out at 2am just cause anymore....and I know zero people on aim. So it just kinda compounded the shitty feeling.

plus, I'm a bit dramatic when I write and am feeling crappy.

some things do suck tho...and i dunno how they're gonna play out. I just don't have things as much in check as I used to. :/

[xqjennaqx]

I'm really sorry you're feeling this way.

[rinse_and_spit]

it's cool. :/ I feel better today. was just kinda feelin shitty last night.