Tittle : XXX-kun to XXX-chan series : Mommy or Daddy
Pair : Ohmiya with their child, Friendship
Rating : PG, fluff, slight angst (?), betaed by ciel-sama
ellinalizDisclaimer : I own the idea of xxx-kun and xxx-chan (according to Dini) but I dont own arashi.
Lenght : one shot
Author Note : another xxx-series, hope there someone who still want to read it..started with a cht in wa group about young san-kun and mommy kazu, its supposed to be crack but i dont know how it ended like this, for lovely
nino1711azuki and
zhanisa hope this is ok *bow*
“Mommy,” San-kun mumbled unconsciously in his fever-sleep state.
Nino stood silently for a while before continuing his job, compressing San-kun’s forehead. It had been two days since San-kun got fever. They had already brought him to the hospital, and the doctor said it was just a normal throat infection and cough. And after they gave him some medicine, it was true that his condition got so much better, but the fever was still persistent. Luckily, San-kun didn't tend to have a seizure whenever he got fever. Fuu-chan and Akachan had been moved out from the house. Every morning Ohno brought their children to his or Nino’s mom and got them back every night.
“Mommy,” mumbled San-kun again. This time Nino stopped from everything that he had been doing then stared at his son’s face. It had never happened before. San-kun did get sick several times like this (and Fuu-chan too), but never in his life he heard their children uttered ‘mommy’. It was not weird, after all, since there was no mommy since the very first time. Nino even didn't know whom the word ‘mommy’ referred to, but he assumed that it was directed to him.
Nino sighed heavily. Had their child already realised their family’s weirdness since despite of having a pair of mommy and daddy, what they had was a pair of daddy and papa. But thing like that had never disturbed them before. Or maybe it had something to do with the fact that San-kun now was entering elementary school, so he started to question the differences between his and his friend’s families.
Nino sighed again, trying to remember what Ohno had said two days ago when San-kun said that ‘mommy’ word for the first time.
‘Maybe he needs a woman’s touch, or maybe he thinks that you are a woman,’ Ohno giggled and bursted out laughing his ass of. Nino shoved him (including Fuu-chan and Akachan) out of the house and told them to go to his mom’s house. Nino still could hear Ohno laughing even after he closed the door.
He didn't think about anything back then, he knew Ohno was just making fun of him. But now he couldn’t stop himself to think differently. What if the things that Ohno said was true? What if his child had found out that it was weird for him to have a baby? How about if his child had realised that they needed a real woman to be the mommy? How if their child didn't love him anymore because he, simply, a man? How if Ohno left him when he knew that their child want a real mommy? Nino didn't know what’s wrong with him, nor did even know where all those bad thoughts were coming from. Was it because it’s already late and there was no sign of Ohno and their child coming back home? Was it because the house was so silent, or was it because it’s raining outside? Without even realising, tears were rolling down from his eyes.
“Mommy,” San-kun called again then rolled, catching Nino’s hand. Nino smiles over his glassy eyes and put his other hand on the top of his son’s. He leaned down and kissed the boy’s warm forehead.
“I’m here, sweetheart. Get healthy soon,” said Nino between his tears before falling to sleep due to tiredness.
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“Tadaima~” Ohno shouted as soon as he stepped into the house with the sleeping aka-chan in his hand and sleepy Fuu-chan walking limply beside him. There was no answer, and the house was almost dark. Ohno walked toward the only light inside the house which was from his son’s room. Ohno opened the door and found San-kun sleeping and Nino sitting beside the bed with half of his body leaning over the bed, clearly signing that he was sleeping too.
“Daddy?” called Fuu-chan.
“Sttt~, daddy is sleeping. Don't wake them, ne~.” Ohno said softly. Fuu-chan nodded.
Ohno closed the door and took Fuu-chan to her own room. Since they had aka-chan, they separated the children’s bedroom so they had their own. Ohno put aka-chan slowly onto the bed, tucked Fuu-chan and kissed her goodnight, then he returned to his son to wake Nino up for sleeping in that position would bring no good for Nino’s back pain.
“Kazu, Kazu,” Ohno shook him gently. He saw it. Ohno saw it. The trace of tears on Nino’s cheeks. He frowned, wondering what’s wrong with Nino.
Nino then stirred in his sleep. “Don’t leave me~” mumbled Nino sadly make Ohno heart winched uncomfortably. Nino moved again before finally rubbing his eyes with the back of his hand. “Ohchan, you home?” asked Nino in a sleepy tone.
Ohno said that Nino’s eyes were red. Ohno didn't know if it was because he was sleepy or because he did cry.
“Where are the children?” Nino yawned.
“They’re sleeping.”
“Sorry I fell asleep. Have you eaten?”
“Un. Mom cooked for us.” Ohno nodded. “You?”
“I’m not hungry.”
Ohno sighed and helped him to stand up. “Kazu, you need to eat. What if you get sick, too?”
“It’s okay. Then you can get rid of me sooner,” Nino said silently. But in the still of the night, Ohno could hear every single thing he said.
“Kazu, what?” asked Ohno, confused.
“Un?” Nino turned his face and smiled, but it didn't reach Ohno’s eyes. “Nothing. Let’s go to bed.” Nino motioned Ohno to follow him.
Ohno was staring at Nino who was changing his clothes. Something was wrong, Ohno thought. But he couldn’t figure out what. He stepped closer to Nino and hugged the younger man from behind.
“Oh-chan wha-“
“Tell me?” Ohno put a small kiss on Nino’s shoulder, making the man shiver.
“What?” Nino was still hard headed.
Ohno hugged Nino tighter. “Tell me,” said him once again, and Nino knew he was already defeated.
“Nothing. Just the ‘mommy’ stuff,” Nino started. He hold Ohno’s hand on his stomach and grip it tight unconsciously, but Ohno didn't mind. He knew the younger man just felt nervous. “San-kun keeps mumbling ‘mommy’ in his sleep.” Ohno hummed and kissed Nino’s shoulder again. “How if he needs a real mom-a real woman to be his mom? What if he won’t need me anymore by the time he knows he’s got a daddy instead of a mom? How if what you said is true?” Nino was trembling, and Ohno felt like kicking himself. He said those words as a joke and the younger man said nothing at that time, but he should have known better. Nino was insecure-always felt insecure, and it was his duty to make him feel safe and protected. “How if you feel it too? How if you think you need a woman to-umph.” Ohno turned Nino around and cut his words with a kiss. Nino did not respond due to shock, but it needed only a while for Nino to kiss Ohno back.
After a while the pair separated breathlessly. Ohno leaned down and pecked softly the now swollen lips, and put their foreheads together. “Never ever think about it. Never ever try to think about it.” Ohno said softly, “I love you, and it will only be you forever and after, there is no way I will seek for another person, man or woman, when all I ever want is you. My happiness is here whenever I see you with our children, whenever I see you smiling, whenever I see you happy. Never ever think that I will leave you behind, because I won’t Kazu, I won’t.” Ohno caressed Nino’s cheek. Nino leaned to his hand. “And I’m sure our children will feel the same. We all love you. You are the greatest daddy I ever know. You love our children more than anything, and they love you as much as you love them.” Ohno saw through Nino’s eyes and found that Nino was still uncertain about his feeling. “Are you doubting our children?” Nino shook his head. “Are you doubting me?” Nino shook his head again. “Then trust yourself, because I do trust you.” Ohno said before he kissed Nino again, and Nino nodded to this.
Later that night Ohno pulled the blanket to cover his already slept lover. Ohno leaned down and kissed his forehead lovingly before snuggling next to him and hugging him tightly, showing Nino that he wouldn’t let him go away. He knew that Nino still felt insecure, even though he nodded and smiled, but his eyes told a different story. Ohno thought he had to do something about that.
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San-kun rubbed his sleepy eyes. Feeling better today, he felt someone stroking his hair, he smiled and snuggled into the blanket. “Daddy,” he purred. He was sure that it was his daddy, because he saw his daddy never left him alone for these two days.
“Feeling better, honey?” It was a woman’s voice he had never heard before.
San-kun snapped his eyes open and saw a beautiful woman smiling softly to him. Her face reminded him of someone but he was not sure who. Feeling panic, San-kun sit abruptly, holding his blanket tighter.
“Who are you?” San-kun asked a little bit loud. His voice was trembling.
The woman frowned. “You still got fever?” The woman leaned closer, making San-kun scouted closer to the wall afraid of what the woman would do, but she only raised her hand and put it on his forehead. “Feels okay,” that woman mumbled. “Do you still feel dizzy?”
“Where is daddy?”
“Daddy?” The woman frowned again. “Who’s daddy?”
“DADDY PAPAAAAAA,” San-kun screamed.
“San-kun, please, what’s wrong? Tell mommy, what’s wrong? Who’s daddy?” The woman tried to reach San-kun but the child flinched away.
“I WANT DADDDYYYYYY!!! PAAAPPAAAA!!!” San-kun screamed louder and started to cry. Who was this woman and how could she said that she was his mommy?! San-kun became more and more afraid.
Then he heard the door was opened and his papa came in.
“PAPAA!!!” San-kun jumped out of bed and run to his Papa who immediately held him.
“San-kun, what’s wrong?” Ohno hold his shivering son tighter and stoke his hair to calm him down.
“Papa,” San-kun was still crying on his hand, so Ohno let him be. After a while the cry finally turned into a sob.
“What’s the matter?” Ohno asked softly.
“Papa, where is daddy? Who is that woman?” San-kun raised his head from Ohno’s shoulder, looking at his papa.
“Daddy?” Ohno asked back, confused. “And how can you not recognize your mommy? She is your mom, Mai.” Ohno smiled to San-kun but his son shook his head. “San-kun?”
“NOOOOO!!! I WANT DADDDYYYYYY!!!” San-kun screamed so loud that Ohno flinched a little.
“There is no Daddy, dear. You got a mommy like your other friends do.” Ohno nodded to Mai who was smiling in return.
“I don’t want a mommy, I want daddy,” San-kun cried again. “I don't care if all my friends have mommy, I want my daddy. Papa, please, where is daddy? Daddyyyyyyy!!” San-kun held Ohno tight. He really didn't understand this. How could his papa said that he didn't have a daddy? How could he suddenly have a mommy? Soon after, the child fell to sleep due to tiredness of crying and from his illness.
Ohno smiled when he heard the small sob then looked at his sleeping child. Ohno threw a smile to Mai and put San-kun back to his bed. “There you see it?” Ohno spoke to nowhere, but there was a figure listening everything from the wall beside the door. Nino stepped out to the door way with his teary eyes, he nodded and walked closer to where San-kun was sleeping and held him tight.
“I’m sorry, honey. I’m so sorry” Nino kissed his son. Ohno motioned to Mai to leave them alone.
“I’ll take my leave then,” said Mai after they got out from the room.
“Thank you so much for helping us, Sakurai-san.”
The woman laughed. “Please just call me Mai-chan like the other do. And don't mention it. I’m glad I can help. Also, I’m happy that I can finally meet my nephew that Sho-nii keeps speaking about. I guess I need to introduce myself better next time.”
“Please come again. I’m sure he won’t remember a thing about today.”
Ohno had had a plan but he didn't know how to make it come true, so he called the always reliable Sho-kun to help him. Sho offered his sister to act like San-kun’s mom because it was better not to involved any outsider. Moreover, Sho said that his sister was really eager to meet Ohmiya’s children.
Ohno returned to San-kun’s room and saw Nino softly stroking his son’s hair while humming him lullaby.
San-kun felt the hand and snapped his eyes open, terrified if it was someone that he didn’t know. But he met the gentle eyes of his daddy and cried, feeling glad. “Daddy!’ San-kun jumped and hugged Nino so tight, afraid that he would lose his daddy again.
“Hey hey, its okay, I’m here” Nino said softly.
“Daddy, please don't go, don't leave me, I don't want mommy, I want you,” cried San-kun.
“Don’t you want to be like your friends who have mommy and papa?”
San-kun shook his head over and over.
“I only want my daddy. I don't care if my friends have mommy. I just want daddy and papa. I love you, daddy.” San-kun looked at Nino face and pouted.
Seeing that, Nino laughed. His son really looked like his lover. At first he indeed felt worried about Ohno’s plan. He was afraid that all of his negative thoughts would have been proved to be right. But now he couldn’t be more ease than this. He leaned down and kissed his son’s forehead lovingly. “I love you too, darling.”
_THE END_
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