I knew a lot of this (from passing journals and random conversations) but enjoyed hearing what I knew (and what I didn't) again. It was like a refresher course. I am glad to see you have posted something. (: I have always felt you to be an interesting individual and this proves these suspicions.
While I have yet to come to full terms with myself as an individual I do find myself liking how I look more and more and coming to understand that this is who I am and that is that. I too vaguely remember my middle school years but I did get bullied, like you, during at least one of those years. It is sad that people will pick on someone else based on outward appearances but that is life and humans making assumptions on things they do not understand.
Maybe secretly some of your brains will rub off on me as I need all the help I can get, hahahah.
I'm...very flattered. ;o; Interesting is one of the biggest compliments one could receive, in my opinion. And I wouldn't be surprised if most of this meme is stuff most of my f-list will know; I talk about myself a lot, I repeat a lot of things. The same hings just seem to cross my mind often and I always have to let them out. It gets annoying really, because I feel like everyone gets tired of it.
Lol I hope I can get back into the swing of being on LJ. I have missed you and everyone else. ):
A lot of this sounds like me, and some of it sounds like I could learn from you. I like biology but I'm also into fashion and interior design and I want to design my own home outside and inside, energy efficient... I don't know what to do with my life, feel very pressured to be a certain way.
I also remember the days of hugs and kisses with parents that felt honest. Nowadays I don't get that from my friends, and I'm not sure if it's because they aren't like that or because I seem like I don't want it.
I like your LJ posts. I also like your tweets, though you might think you are obnoxious. If you are on other sites/programs, we could also talk there O:
I'm on Tumblr, posting random stuff I like. I also have Facebook, but I don't really use it so it'd be pointless to add me on there. ):
I really like hearing that people understand what I'm talking about. It makes me happy. ;A;
I know what you mean on the friends and the physical contact. I think I push people away a lot because I want people to care about me, I want hugs when I'm down...but at the same time, I hate feeling like I am incapable by myself and I hate being pitiful. I like doing things myself, I like solving my own problems myself. It's really conflicting, needing people but also wanting to not be so needy.
I have Tumblr but haven't really used it yet. Maybe once I get more used to Twitter and having a working computer to myself again...
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Exactly! I've absorbed a lot about the whole self-sufficiency and individualism thing, as well as not showing too many emotions or needs/being "weak" because we value those things in this country. I'm also very capable of doing things on my own, and I actually enjoy being on my own and having quiet. Maybe that makes people think I don't need them at all?
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I'm not very interesting OTL
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My bby~ ilu :>
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X3 ilu more~ :D
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While I have yet to come to full terms with myself as an individual I do find myself liking how I look more and more and coming to understand that this is who I am and that is that. I too vaguely remember my middle school years but I did get bullied, like you, during at least one of those years. It is sad that people will pick on someone else based on outward appearances but that is life and humans making assumptions on things they do not understand.
Maybe secretly some of your brains will rub off on me as I need all the help I can get, hahahah.
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Lol I hope I can get back into the swing of being on LJ. I have missed you and everyone else. ):
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I also remember the days of hugs and kisses with parents that felt honest. Nowadays I don't get that from my friends, and I'm not sure if it's because they aren't like that or because I seem like I don't want it.
I like your LJ posts. I also like your tweets, though you might think you are obnoxious. If you are on other sites/programs, we could also talk there O:
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I really like hearing that people understand what I'm talking about. It makes me happy. ;A;
I know what you mean on the friends and the physical contact. I think I push people away a lot because I want people to care about me, I want hugs when I'm down...but at the same time, I hate feeling like I am incapable by myself and I hate being pitiful. I like doing things myself, I like solving my own problems myself. It's really conflicting, needing people but also wanting to not be so needy.
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Exactly! I've absorbed a lot about the whole self-sufficiency and individualism thing, as well as not showing too many emotions or needs/being "weak" because we value those things in this country. I'm also very capable of doing things on my own, and I actually enjoy being on my own and having quiet. Maybe that makes people think I don't need them at all?
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