0130: B-E-A-N means smile!
LadyMed 2006 is over, under the carpet, closed, done, done.
Let me just say that my eyes and ears have both contributed to making me mentally scarred for life.
Even my synesthesia could not save me from the scary sights...
Imagine guys wearing bikini tops. >_< And they actually look like they have breasts (I mean... you know what I mean.)!!! >_< It was creepy because during the evening gown competition I saw one of the contestant's fake boobs. >_< Not to mention all the sexual innuendoes... and the gyrations of Fingerella with her surfboard!!! >_< I know I'm 18, I've watched Brokeback Mountain not to mention certain other films with such things but... gah.
Fingerella: All my life I've wanted to get inside a woman's body...
I am seriously wondering if we (Intarmed 2013) will be as insane/perverted as the other batches with a few years below the belt. Maybe UP Med Students = insanity + perversion + intelligence (haha).
I'm happy that our talent portion was really nice though :) The remix of the Beauty and the Beast theme song was cool. :) Although I guess ours was the least sexually suggestive of all of the talent samples... wala pa kaming alam diyan eh. O.o Hahahaha. Tsaka Belle (the character we have) isn't exactly a sex kitten. Then again, all of the Disney Princesses were not sex kittens per se(except Ariel, I guess, with her magical never-getting-destroyed shell bra and Jasmine with her belly-baring outfit but still) but after tonight...
I don't think I can watch Cinderella, Little Mermaid, Sleeping Beauty, and Aladdin without thinking perverse thoughts ever again. (Nooooo my childhood days!!!) Wala na. Mulan nalang ang papanoorin ko. Wait, crossdresser naman si Mulan. Nooooooooooooo.
Ok. Lion King na nga lang. (Noooo don't destroy that for meeeeee!!!!)
I'd like to share pictures, but I'm still waiting for someone to post them online.
It's really demoralizing when guys who dress up as girls look prettier than you, btw. :(
Well, I guess I have better hair? Demo, it doesn't count since they all wore wigs.
Ka-batch pala ng ate ko yung nanalo sa LadyMed. :) :) Ang galing nga naman niya sumayaw eh, parang en pointe na siya tapos nagfififth position pa siya pati almost grand jete at pas de deux (pero dalawa yung naglift sa kanya) :) :) Pero nakakatakot ang codename niya, Jenny Thalia. I repeat, med school looks like a long road to perversion.
At least it isn't a boring road :)
***
Life scares me when someone dances holding a sharp implement with the blade exposed.
I believe all those at a certain place at a certain time last week will agree with me on this.
From this alone it is assured that Intarmed life is going to be a series of heart attacks, day by day, week by week, and as the years fly by.
Ah well, at least it won't be boring.
***
I just realized that my last post was somewhat like one of those ultimate confessions of love that you see in telenovelas and those twenty peso pocketbooks sold at National Bookstore and Ministop. >_<
While I did say such evil phrases like "I am not going to give in and say 'I'm sorry'" and the like, I did say these:
"But I am going to tell you something, darling, since I still can't say truthfully that I don't love you anymore."
This basically means "I still love you."
I said "I miss you."
And even if, as I said, he'd wrecked my life in so many ways and is trying to make me regret something I never will regret (hopefully), I say this:
"Regardless, I'm not going to take anything I said above back." So therefore it doesn't matter if he breaks my heart over and over again since I still care.
Awwww. How sweet and sad. Poor me. I'm sympathizing with myself.
Ah well. It's better than puking my guts out.
***
Today I was in an all black ensemble since I forgot to celebrate the passing away of one of my favorite fictional characters three years, one month and twenty-three days ago (more or less). Or something like that. Also, Trebor wanted to see me in my "taray" skirt plus a black shirt sometime along with boots.
It's funny because Dingdong, Joan, and I sit together in most of our classes and all of us were wearing black shirts. We're all thinking of attending a hypothetical funeral. >_< Of course Dingdong had to dream about Joan and death in a very stupid way the night before... (Good morning Joan you died stupidly in my dream last night - very good way to start the day.)
After my last class for the day (Philo 1), we all left GAB and stopped and saw the pouring rain. Luckily for forgetful me (who forgot/lost her umbrella) Trebor had his super-spacious-payong-ng-bayan payong and I was shielded from the rain. Also, Maui joined us under Trebor's gray umbrella and still we survived (barely) against the very strong winds and flooded sidewalks. (Anne's umbrella turned inside out. We also saw this sad green abandoned umbrella with its erm, cloth torn off its metal spokes. O.o)
I am so happy I wore boots today!!! (Actually, they are not stylish boots. They are Doc Martins boots.) The sidewalk on Padre Faura is very very uneven and there were puddles on the sidewalk reaching up to one's ankle. So everyone who wore sandals will be at risk for leptospirosis (a disease caused by exposure to animal urine that can be gotten by walking in floodwater; if it's untreated, kidney/liver failure or respiratory dieases may develop; death from it occurs rarely). >_<
Yay my feet were dry after I escaped into Robinson's :) (Of course the same cannot be said for my black shirt. :( At least I didn't wear a white shirt. O.o) A far cry from Pisay's creek-overflowing, caf flooding, dorm flooding, and the using of chairs and cement blocks to get into the dorm again.
Still, I've never had an umbrella turn inside out at Pisay. In Manila, it happens everytime it rains. >_< Maybe my new umbrella's just weak.
***
You're making me smile when I shouldn't be.
I should be scared of you, but you're too damn nice.
Thanks. :)
***
Tomorrow = Math Dept. Exam No. 2.
Please do not let me fail the honor of Pisay students everywhere (or everyone's expectations of us).
I've already failed it enough. :(
***
This is cheery. According to the program I got from watching "Walang Himala" (a play about Edsa 1 and what it has done for us) Sunday, this is my fortune (rather, kapalaran). (In fairness, may horoscope ang program.)
Aries:
Nung mapatalsik si Marcos, nagpabuntis ka sa boyfriend mo dahil tingin mo aayos ang Pilipinas. Nang mapatalsik si Erap, nagpabuntis ka uli sa boyfriend mo dahil akala mo aayos na ang Pilipinas. Ngayon galit mga anak mo sa iyo kasi bakit mo raw sila ipinganak gayong ang hirap ng buhay sa Pilipinas.
Is it even possible to be pregnant when you're not even conceived yet? (Since I was probably conceived in 1987, and Edsa was in 1986.) And I was only grade 6 when Erap was offed! >_<
I think I would have demanded marriage if I had gotten pregnant or something, though. O.o Or gotten married first. Haha.
Taurus:
Noon pa man may sungay ka na. Kinukwestiyon mo ang mga magulang mo. Kinukwestiyon mo ang mga nasa kapangyarihan. Kinukuwestiyon mo ang lahat ng nauupo sa Malacanang. E kung ginawa mo na agad may nangyari na sana kesa tanong ka pa nang tanong diyan.
Gemini:
Magbuhat pa nung bata ka, kakambal mo na ang luha at pighati. Mula tanghali hanggang gabi, luha at pighati ang nasa harapan mo. Dumaan na ilang presidente, kakambal mo luha at pighati pa rin. Ngunit ngayon, umaga pa lang, luha at pighati na ang nasa harap mo. Baguhin mo buhay mo. Tigilan na kanonood ng mga telenobela na yan!
Cancer:
Dahil matagal na kayong mag-asawa, pag-aawayan niyo na ang mga maliliit na bagay tulad ng tamang pagpisil ng toothpaste. Masusulasok kayo lalo na kapag nakita niyo ang isa't isa na nakahubad. Boses pa lang ni misis, hina-highblood ka na. Itsura pa lang ni mister, wala ka nang ganang kumain ng baboy. Normal lang yan sa mag-asawa, Mrs. President, Mr. First Gentleman.
Leo:
Hapi ang sex life mo dahil marami ka nang napapaligpit na mga aktibista. Turn on kasi sa iyo pag may makikitang kang patay na pasaway. Sa sobrang hapi ng sex life mo, magkakakanser ka sa magkabilang itlog. Digital na kasi ang karma, mabilis na bumalik.
Virgo:
Matagal ka nang NGO worker at parating inuuna kapakanan ng iba mula pa noong 1986. Well, pagkakataon mo nang limugaya sa taon ito sa lahat ng aspeto ng buhay: lovelife, career at kayamanan. Pero bigla kang maa-adik sa bagong Koreanobela. Malilimutan mo lovelife, career at pagpapayaman. Malilimutan mo rin ang sambayanan.
Libra:
Mas mabigat ka ngayon kesa nung nakaraan taong. Nagpatali ka na kasi diyan sa desk job mo. Buti pa noong mga panahon ni Cory at Erap, rali ka ng rali kaya hindi ka tumataba. Ngayon, tutol ka naman sa pakiramdam mong kabulastugan ng gobyerno, tinatamad ka nang makialam dahil wala namang nang nangyayari. Bibigat ka pa lalo. Tatanggihan ka ng insurance dahil mataas na ang high blood.
Scorpio:
Panahon na mag-career shift. Delikado na kasi ang maging aktibista. Lalo na kung kilala ka. Buti pa ang hindi kilala, hindi nakikita. At habang nagka-career shift ka, magladlad ka na rin. Ok lang sister, tanggap na tanggap na yan sa kanayunan! Charing!
Sagittarius:
Nung Edsa 1 normal pa size ng hinlalaki mo. Nung Edsa 2 medyo lumaki na dahil nauso cell phone at katetext ng Erap jokes. Ngayon 2006 lalo pa lalaki hinlalaki mo sa katetext ng GMA jokes. Ok lang lumaki hinlalaki mo, tutal, lumalaki din naman ilong at tenga mo habang tumatanda ka.
Capricorn:
Makikita mo ang true love of your life sa Market! Market! habang on-leave ka sa work mo. Grabe, love at first sight. Di man siya kagwapuhan, macho naman. Pagbalik mo ng probinsya, grabe, andun din siya! Mukhang kayo na talaga. Kaso sundalo pala siya, ikaw amasona. Barilan kayo.
Aquarius:
Naalala mo noong sumali ka sa Edsa Revolution upang patalsikin si Marcos, maraming nag-abot sa iyo ng mineral water. Nung patalsikin si Erap ganun din. Kaya di ka natuyuan ng lalamunan kahit nagsisisigaw ka na ibagsak! Kaya lang, di lahat ng panahon susuwertihin ka. Pero lapitin ka pa rin ng tubig. Sa susunod na mga rali laban kay GMA, ikaw na parati ang unang tatamaan ng water cannon.
Pisces:
Magiging masyado kang maalalahanin pagdating sa iyong kalusugan. Ayaw mo na ng stress. Kaya di ka nakikinig sa balita lalo na sa pagpatay ng mga aktibista at journalist. Di mo pinapansin pagtaas ng presyo ng langis at bilihin. Iniisip mo lang health at diet mo. Kaso sa sobrang pag-iisip sa health at diet mo, mai-stress ka. Magkakaroon ka ng hyperacidity na mauuwi sa ulcer.
I think Capricorn got the best fortune. At least they'll meet their true love. Then they'll kill each other. Still. Better than the rest. >_<
***
Here we go again, with all these leaves and flowers whirling around us. It's like first year all over again, except we're not under the yellow and pink flowered trees anymore.
And even if there's a whole lot of cement separating us, there's still a place where no one can stop our meeting, stop our looking at each other under the starry night sky.
At least we don't have to run from the Pisay goats anymore :) They did attack John Mar's plastic in first year. =P
Let me just say that my eyes and ears have both contributed to making me mentally scarred for life.
Even my synesthesia could not save me from the scary sights...
Imagine guys wearing bikini tops. >_< And they actually look like they have breasts (I mean... you know what I mean.)!!! >_< It was creepy because during the evening gown competition I saw one of the contestant's fake boobs. >_< Not to mention all the sexual innuendoes... and the gyrations of Fingerella with her surfboard!!! >_< I know I'm 18, I've watched Brokeback Mountain not to mention certain other films with such things but... gah.
Fingerella: All my life I've wanted to get inside a woman's body...
I am seriously wondering if we (Intarmed 2013) will be as insane/perverted as the other batches with a few years below the belt. Maybe UP Med Students = insanity + perversion + intelligence (haha).
I'm happy that our talent portion was really nice though :) The remix of the Beauty and the Beast theme song was cool. :) Although I guess ours was the least sexually suggestive of all of the talent samples... wala pa kaming alam diyan eh. O.o Hahahaha. Tsaka Belle (the character we have) isn't exactly a sex kitten. Then again, all of the Disney Princesses were not sex kittens per se(except Ariel, I guess, with her magical never-getting-destroyed shell bra and Jasmine with her belly-baring outfit but still) but after tonight...
I don't think I can watch Cinderella, Little Mermaid, Sleeping Beauty, and Aladdin without thinking perverse thoughts ever again. (Nooooo my childhood days!!!) Wala na. Mulan nalang ang papanoorin ko. Wait, crossdresser naman si Mulan. Nooooooooooooo.
Ok. Lion King na nga lang. (Noooo don't destroy that for meeeeee!!!!)
I'd like to share pictures, but I'm still waiting for someone to post them online.
It's really demoralizing when guys who dress up as girls look prettier than you, btw. :(
Well, I guess I have better hair? Demo, it doesn't count since they all wore wigs.
Ka-batch pala ng ate ko yung nanalo sa LadyMed. :) :) Ang galing nga naman niya sumayaw eh, parang en pointe na siya tapos nagfififth position pa siya pati almost grand jete at pas de deux (pero dalawa yung naglift sa kanya) :) :) Pero nakakatakot ang codename niya, Jenny Thalia. I repeat, med school looks like a long road to perversion.
At least it isn't a boring road :)
***
Life scares me when someone dances holding a sharp implement with the blade exposed.
I believe all those at a certain place at a certain time last week will agree with me on this.
From this alone it is assured that Intarmed life is going to be a series of heart attacks, day by day, week by week, and as the years fly by.
Ah well, at least it won't be boring.
***
I just realized that my last post was somewhat like one of those ultimate confessions of love that you see in telenovelas and those twenty peso pocketbooks sold at National Bookstore and Ministop. >_<
While I did say such evil phrases like "I am not going to give in and say 'I'm sorry'" and the like, I did say these:
"But I am going to tell you something, darling, since I still can't say truthfully that I don't love you anymore."
This basically means "I still love you."
I said "I miss you."
And even if, as I said, he'd wrecked my life in so many ways and is trying to make me regret something I never will regret (hopefully), I say this:
"Regardless, I'm not going to take anything I said above back." So therefore it doesn't matter if he breaks my heart over and over again since I still care.
Awwww. How sweet and sad. Poor me. I'm sympathizing with myself.
Ah well. It's better than puking my guts out.
***
Today I was in an all black ensemble since I forgot to celebrate the passing away of one of my favorite fictional characters three years, one month and twenty-three days ago (more or less). Or something like that. Also, Trebor wanted to see me in my "taray" skirt plus a black shirt sometime along with boots.
It's funny because Dingdong, Joan, and I sit together in most of our classes and all of us were wearing black shirts. We're all thinking of attending a hypothetical funeral. >_< Of course Dingdong had to dream about Joan and death in a very stupid way the night before... (Good morning Joan you died stupidly in my dream last night - very good way to start the day.)
After my last class for the day (Philo 1), we all left GAB and stopped and saw the pouring rain. Luckily for forgetful me (who forgot/lost her umbrella) Trebor had his super-spacious-payong-ng-bayan payong and I was shielded from the rain. Also, Maui joined us under Trebor's gray umbrella and still we survived (barely) against the very strong winds and flooded sidewalks. (Anne's umbrella turned inside out. We also saw this sad green abandoned umbrella with its erm, cloth torn off its metal spokes. O.o)
I am so happy I wore boots today!!! (Actually, they are not stylish boots. They are Doc Martins boots.) The sidewalk on Padre Faura is very very uneven and there were puddles on the sidewalk reaching up to one's ankle. So everyone who wore sandals will be at risk for leptospirosis (a disease caused by exposure to animal urine that can be gotten by walking in floodwater; if it's untreated, kidney/liver failure or respiratory dieases may develop; death from it occurs rarely). >_<
Yay my feet were dry after I escaped into Robinson's :) (Of course the same cannot be said for my black shirt. :( At least I didn't wear a white shirt. O.o) A far cry from Pisay's creek-overflowing, caf flooding, dorm flooding, and the using of chairs and cement blocks to get into the dorm again.
Still, I've never had an umbrella turn inside out at Pisay. In Manila, it happens everytime it rains. >_< Maybe my new umbrella's just weak.
***
You're making me smile when I shouldn't be.
I should be scared of you, but you're too damn nice.
Thanks. :)
***
Tomorrow = Math Dept. Exam No. 2.
Please do not let me fail the honor of Pisay students everywhere (or everyone's expectations of us).
I've already failed it enough. :(
***
This is cheery. According to the program I got from watching "Walang Himala" (a play about Edsa 1 and what it has done for us) Sunday, this is my fortune (rather, kapalaran). (In fairness, may horoscope ang program.)
Aries:
Nung mapatalsik si Marcos, nagpabuntis ka sa boyfriend mo dahil tingin mo aayos ang Pilipinas. Nang mapatalsik si Erap, nagpabuntis ka uli sa boyfriend mo dahil akala mo aayos na ang Pilipinas. Ngayon galit mga anak mo sa iyo kasi bakit mo raw sila ipinganak gayong ang hirap ng buhay sa Pilipinas.
Is it even possible to be pregnant when you're not even conceived yet? (Since I was probably conceived in 1987, and Edsa was in 1986.) And I was only grade 6 when Erap was offed! >_<
I think I would have demanded marriage if I had gotten pregnant or something, though. O.o Or gotten married first. Haha.
Taurus:
Noon pa man may sungay ka na. Kinukwestiyon mo ang mga magulang mo. Kinukwestiyon mo ang mga nasa kapangyarihan. Kinukuwestiyon mo ang lahat ng nauupo sa Malacanang. E kung ginawa mo na agad may nangyari na sana kesa tanong ka pa nang tanong diyan.
Gemini:
Magbuhat pa nung bata ka, kakambal mo na ang luha at pighati. Mula tanghali hanggang gabi, luha at pighati ang nasa harapan mo. Dumaan na ilang presidente, kakambal mo luha at pighati pa rin. Ngunit ngayon, umaga pa lang, luha at pighati na ang nasa harap mo. Baguhin mo buhay mo. Tigilan na kanonood ng mga telenobela na yan!
Cancer:
Dahil matagal na kayong mag-asawa, pag-aawayan niyo na ang mga maliliit na bagay tulad ng tamang pagpisil ng toothpaste. Masusulasok kayo lalo na kapag nakita niyo ang isa't isa na nakahubad. Boses pa lang ni misis, hina-highblood ka na. Itsura pa lang ni mister, wala ka nang ganang kumain ng baboy. Normal lang yan sa mag-asawa, Mrs. President, Mr. First Gentleman.
Leo:
Hapi ang sex life mo dahil marami ka nang napapaligpit na mga aktibista. Turn on kasi sa iyo pag may makikitang kang patay na pasaway. Sa sobrang hapi ng sex life mo, magkakakanser ka sa magkabilang itlog. Digital na kasi ang karma, mabilis na bumalik.
Virgo:
Matagal ka nang NGO worker at parating inuuna kapakanan ng iba mula pa noong 1986. Well, pagkakataon mo nang limugaya sa taon ito sa lahat ng aspeto ng buhay: lovelife, career at kayamanan. Pero bigla kang maa-adik sa bagong Koreanobela. Malilimutan mo lovelife, career at pagpapayaman. Malilimutan mo rin ang sambayanan.
Libra:
Mas mabigat ka ngayon kesa nung nakaraan taong. Nagpatali ka na kasi diyan sa desk job mo. Buti pa noong mga panahon ni Cory at Erap, rali ka ng rali kaya hindi ka tumataba. Ngayon, tutol ka naman sa pakiramdam mong kabulastugan ng gobyerno, tinatamad ka nang makialam dahil wala namang nang nangyayari. Bibigat ka pa lalo. Tatanggihan ka ng insurance dahil mataas na ang high blood.
Scorpio:
Panahon na mag-career shift. Delikado na kasi ang maging aktibista. Lalo na kung kilala ka. Buti pa ang hindi kilala, hindi nakikita. At habang nagka-career shift ka, magladlad ka na rin. Ok lang sister, tanggap na tanggap na yan sa kanayunan! Charing!
Sagittarius:
Nung Edsa 1 normal pa size ng hinlalaki mo. Nung Edsa 2 medyo lumaki na dahil nauso cell phone at katetext ng Erap jokes. Ngayon 2006 lalo pa lalaki hinlalaki mo sa katetext ng GMA jokes. Ok lang lumaki hinlalaki mo, tutal, lumalaki din naman ilong at tenga mo habang tumatanda ka.
Capricorn:
Makikita mo ang true love of your life sa Market! Market! habang on-leave ka sa work mo. Grabe, love at first sight. Di man siya kagwapuhan, macho naman. Pagbalik mo ng probinsya, grabe, andun din siya! Mukhang kayo na talaga. Kaso sundalo pala siya, ikaw amasona. Barilan kayo.
Aquarius:
Naalala mo noong sumali ka sa Edsa Revolution upang patalsikin si Marcos, maraming nag-abot sa iyo ng mineral water. Nung patalsikin si Erap ganun din. Kaya di ka natuyuan ng lalamunan kahit nagsisisigaw ka na ibagsak! Kaya lang, di lahat ng panahon susuwertihin ka. Pero lapitin ka pa rin ng tubig. Sa susunod na mga rali laban kay GMA, ikaw na parati ang unang tatamaan ng water cannon.
Pisces:
Magiging masyado kang maalalahanin pagdating sa iyong kalusugan. Ayaw mo na ng stress. Kaya di ka nakikinig sa balita lalo na sa pagpatay ng mga aktibista at journalist. Di mo pinapansin pagtaas ng presyo ng langis at bilihin. Iniisip mo lang health at diet mo. Kaso sa sobrang pag-iisip sa health at diet mo, mai-stress ka. Magkakaroon ka ng hyperacidity na mauuwi sa ulcer.
I think Capricorn got the best fortune. At least they'll meet their true love. Then they'll kill each other. Still. Better than the rest. >_<
***
Here we go again, with all these leaves and flowers whirling around us. It's like first year all over again, except we're not under the yellow and pink flowered trees anymore.
And even if there's a whole lot of cement separating us, there's still a place where no one can stop our meeting, stop our looking at each other under the starry night sky.
At least we don't have to run from the Pisay goats anymore :) They did attack John Mar's plastic in first year. =P