ummm awkward... i hardly think this is the forum to discuss this, but... im really sorry if something i've done made you feel this way. its never been right, though, us, even when i thought you were the coolest person on earth. i really dont want to hate you. i'm really trying. its not really hate. its something theres no word for. its a mixture of things. and i love you on some level too. its just really complicated. im really sorry.
I just don't understand what I did and the whole fake friendship thing isn't working anymore. Because I agree ... people think we're best friends and for the past I dunno ... year, we haven't really talked about much of anything or spent any time together ... I always got this feeling that you didn't want to be friends with me anymore ... and I never knew why ...
because. you broke the heart of my best friend into a million pieces and i had to try desperately to put them back together. and it was so painful for me to be a part of that. and then he turns around and still loves you more than he's ever loved me, even tho you're the one who caused him that pain so many times and im the one who is always there for him. and thats not your fault. but im sick of you getting things you don't deserve. being around you just makes me hurt because the whole world thinks so highly of you and i don't think you deserve all of that. im jealous and im bitter and im a bitch. and i guess i wouldnt dislike you as much as i do if other people didnt like you as much as they do for all these fake reasons. and it hasnt been for a whole year. i used to really want the friendship that people thought we had. the fact that we didnt have it used to really hurt. but you never opened up, even when i did.
to tim, kelsey, and "annonymous"hmm..whos annonymous?
anonymous
May 21 2005, 23:36:52 UTC
now guysssssss....this is da asian of da asian...guysss...all u guys have faults in this....in my opinion..we all got faults...claire: wut u did was pretty dang messed up...like kels said, me and her backed tim up da wholz time, and then suddenly sum kid is suddenly coo with u gain..wuts sup witht hat? u gotta give us some slack in being unhappy with u...we got some right..u say that kels was pissed at u before? i believe that it was like a tug of war...u and kels on two differnt sides, and da vietnameses kid in da middle...u were winning, so someone was unhappy..and she has da right to be...losing aint fun...i was pissed to when i heard u and tim wree friends again..course, im starting to forgive and forget..tahts y i asked u ?s..so hopefully relationshps
Re: to tim, kelsey, and "annonymous"hmm..whos annonymous?reves_epanouisMay 22 2005, 18:51:05 UTC
thats all so true. it was like we were fighting for his friendship, cuz for some reason he couldnt be close with us at once. when they were claire n tim, i was on the back burner, when she got mad, i was there for him, and we'd be close. and i was bout to talk to you keith and say its high time we forgave her, because yeah we're right that she did some wrong things, but we are doing worse things by not forgiving her.
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Sometimes I want to be my dog.
Except I don't want to like, eat my poop.
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and if you ever really needed anyone to talk to, you can count on me.
sometime soon: me, claire, you, and anyone else should hang out or something.
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yes. f'sho.
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except its been that way since you started hating me
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i hardly think this is the forum to discuss this, but...
im really sorry if something i've done made you feel this way. its never been right, though, us, even when i thought you were the coolest person on earth.
i really dont want to hate you. i'm really trying. its not really hate. its something theres no word for. its a mixture of things. and i love you on some level too. its just really complicated. im really sorry.
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Because I agree ... people think we're best friends and for the past I dunno ... year, we haven't really talked about much of anything or spent any time together ... I always got this feeling that you didn't want to be friends with me anymore ... and I never knew why ...
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and it hasnt been for a whole year. i used to really want the friendship that people thought we had. the fact that we didnt have it used to really hurt. but you never opened up, even when i did.
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and i was bout to talk to you keith and say its high time we forgave her, because yeah we're right that she did some wrong things, but we are doing worse things by not forgiving her.
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