God I"ve had a REALLY shitty weekend and today isn't shaping up to be much better. Super suck with and extra helping of craptastic *goes away to hide from the badness*

It’s hard for me to say the right things to people unless I can see their eyes. I feel like I can’t connect to the feeling of their emotionally state and that is how I help people. I need eye contact to provide any level of comfort. I here people say things like “I’m in Suck Village in the state of Craptastic” and there is no way I can feel there ( Read more... )

I had a mistake in my posting options. See two posts back for details (the one labled EDITED)

After the conversations of this night I had a realization that has upset me greatly. I’ve never felt truly loved and accepted by anyone in my entire life. I’m not sure if I ever have been and the persons just couldn’t express that to me. I have walked this road only to grow strong in myself and full of a self worth that keeps me content. But in ( Read more... )

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Stolen from Jaem

Positive
http://kevan.org/johari?name=Reverend_667

Negitive
http://kevan.org/nohari?name=Reverend_667

Wow, lets talk about one suprizing out of the blue squee day! I'm sitting in my living room playing WOW and out of the blue Jenna IM's and says" Wanna go to a Mammoth game tonigh?" and I"m like "Yeah that sounds good to me" so We're at the mammoth and I'm all happy. We win and I'm feeling giddy walking out and my phone chirps to tell me I missed a ( Read more... )