i know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
i know that the clubs are weapons of war
i know the diamonds mean money for this home
but that's not the shape of my heart

school work has been keeping me on my toes
and i was telling the truth when i said i wouldn't update much
but i have to say i really miss everybody
i can't wait till chinese new year!

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the night is dim, but i catch the scent of your arrogance
as you rear your head, i can see your eyes gleaming
catching light from the moon like a pair of knives to cut me down
hole in the world; and the light is leaking out
spilling like water; and i can hear you coming


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so tonight i'll sit and pick up at your pictures
and over-analyse your words
but the truth is, that i've never fallen so hard
it's taking everything in me just to forget your sweater so far
i can honestly say, that i've never ever felt this way
your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
these are the parts of your body that cause my comatose to begin

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ice skating and egg nog was the closest i got to christmas this year.
thank you for your christmas cards, cheering-up, and love.

ever since my dad got back, life has been simply put, miserable. add that to being in a school you don't want to be, being forced to pursue a path of education you don't want to pursue, living a life you don't want to live. i will never understand the reasoning of my plight my parents would explain, "being concerned for my future", therefore ( Read more... )

this christmas, everybody's wishing for a proper celebration ie. snow, fireplace, turkey and all.
but even though i'm expected to wish for much more, there's only one thing that i really want
please, go home.

giddy-up, jingle bells, whip off our feet
jingle around the clock
mix and mingle in a jingling beat
that's the jingle bell rock

hello! how are you guys? if you're there, that is.
the holidays are almost gone! that was fast. and i still have so much left to do, ie. holiday homework.
school, please go away!
did anybody do their holiday homework?
well if you haven't, please don't!

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