love lies bleeding

[retrospectiv]

i hate this life. i don't want to go to japan. i want to work. i want my ipod. i want to pay the damned phone bill. i think i'll quit school and just get a job, since i obviously can't do well anyway. what's the point of a certificate with four d's on it? even if i go to an overseas university i still wouldn't qualify for any job right? i want to

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[anonymous]

hey you only have one life, live it.
if you truly feel that arts sch is your calling, answer it.
i too for one, left jc to "answer my calling"

[anonymous]

what a coincidence. i too dropped out of jc, cj too in fact to pursue something else i wanted to do. and honestly, i've never regretted one minute my decision to dropout. some people see it as quitting, but seriously. it takes guts to pursue what you like. and its awesome that at your age, you already know what you want to do with your life. if arts school is the way you want to go, i say do it. because then you'll excel. i do miss my cj friends alot but that shouldn't be a huge factor in your decision. i say go for it girl if that's what you really want. cos at the end of the day, we all just want to be happy. and money really isn't everything, i'm sure you know (:

[retrospectiv]

haha thank you, but there are other complications as well, such as if i go to an arts school my dad wouldn't spare me a single cent for tuition fees, and it's pretty useless to have spent a year in jc, promoted and dropped out. also, i was wondering if maybe i could pursue the art path after university, which means i must do well, just for the sake of everyone around me. i know that life's about living for oneself, but it's high time i quit being so selfish because up till this point, i've been very lucky.

anon b

[retrospectiv]

you're very welcome. ah well, if your parents aren't exactly supportive and since you've already promoted i say just hang on for another year and do well for your A's so you'll have the choice of what you want to do a year from now. sometimes we have to do what's got to be done. if not for yourself, well at least for your parents. and doing well doesn't benefit anyone except yourself dear, so even if you were to stay in jc for 'the wrong reasons'. at least do well for yourself yea? take care (: