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[restraint]

uh, i dont know why i havent moved onto facebook yet....

okay. so i've decided i can't go around having meaningless sex with women anymore. I really just want a comfortable relationship because I am getting too old to deal with the drama of women coming and going. I can't believe I've already been married . ehhh

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[rationalgaze]

Hey hey.. what about me!? lol I always read your posts. I always have to stop and read them. Also if you ever do end up joining facebook lemme know so I can add you. ^^

[amnesiac_hollow]

Hi Jak.

I'm glad you are back.

I am coming home for a month. Will be in Death Valley, CA/Vegas from 16th Dec - 22nd. Then back to Philadelphia until the 19th of Jan, with some side trips to NY & FL in between.

I don't know what you're doing or really where you are, but I think you should come and meet me at some point while I'm back.

I think about you sometimes... we've been talking to each other for what, ten years now?

I imagine we're both the kind of people who would... understand. And I'd love to be able to talk to you for real, just once.

I don't know what you've been through these past years... it hasn't been easy for you, that much I know. I'm coming to a heads with things right now myself; something's about to break, but I don't know when it's going to happen. Coming home is either going to be good for me or pull me apart and it's been a long time since I've been excited about anything. Really. Excited. How about you?

Message me soon. Let me know, cuz I'll be waiting to hear what you think.

[restraint]

Hey, You.

I think that's a wondeful idea. It has been 10 years. I can remember us being 17 and talking about radiohead and art and how we instantly knew we connected on some level and it hasn't changed, one bit. There's nothing you could tell me that I wouldn't understand - nothing.

You sure are going a lot of places. I think the best time for us to meet up would be while you are in Florida since I am in Texas currently and I frequently go to Florida. What part will you be in?

We should email about this. What's your address again?

Oh, and also.. my number is 214 949 2892. for whenever you are in america. send me a text first since I don't answer unknown numbers.

xoxoxj

[amnesiac_hollow]

Hey, my email is: jessica.mutascio@gmail.com

I'll be in FL from the 2nd of Jan to about the 6th I think, and my relatives live in the Sarasota/Bradenton area - I think it's about an hour away from Tampa. Would you be free then?

It would be really good to see you x

[amnesiac_hollow]

being in america is weird. there is either too much or not enough of something; i haven't decided yet.

any word on whether you can make it to FL? x

[amnesiac_hollow]

hi (echoes into the void)