still missing youtauflamingoAugust 30 2005, 00:07:32 UTC
so i feel weird still looking at this...but i can't help myself. i still think about you every day, and i still can't believe you are gone. recently people have talked about our senior dance my studio did, and we were reflecting on elementary school at baker and i want to be like "one time in fifth grade martin and i (instert one of our countless memories here)...or "yea so that girl mindy....". hehe..fun times i miss them. my little sister in my sorority keeps trying to listen to the RENT soundtrack today and all i did was think of you and i had to leave...its hard to listen to it without tearing up. i guess i just wanted to write this down..i love you and miss you so much. -andrea
i just- i dunno, theres been so much talk about u again- i just miss you. so much and yet what has been comforting is believing ur always around me. i dont even know what to say, but i love you, truly i do.i just dont understand it. i hate it when ppl say someone died at 50 and God took that person away too soon. What about you? What about you? I just cant see why? 19 with so much life and loved by so many. The worlds coming apart now that your gone. I really feel like you held so many things together- God I miss you. I love you Martin
Hey I'm Martin!
anonymous
September 22 2005, 09:59:22 UTC
What I would do to hear you say those words again. This is your Mom. I miss you so much Bub. I still don't understand why you were taken so soon. Yesterday it was 2 months. I still cry everyday but I have to stay strong for your sisters. Please give them your love Bub they really need you. I know it is stupid writing in this journal and you would be laughing at me but somehow I think you know. I love you very much now and till we meet again. Love your Momma
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~Tiffany
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i want to be more like you
you are greatness
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