I received an e-mail from my mother today, asking me if I was okay. I really wasn't sure how to answer it at first, I don't feel okay. This is the time of year when i should be so happy that I feel like my heart's going to explode. But I'm not. I keep feeling so overly depressed, that at times I think my heart's going to disappear rather than ( Read more... )

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, either good or bad.

When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.

This Is My Life, RatedLife:

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i went online last night, stayed up until about 6am, kelly and i finally decided to go to berlin for our honeymoon in june. will go to ny first for becca's graduation (goddam she's growing up fast!!) and then leave for berlin from there. not the traditional honeymoon location, but then again we didn't have a traditional wedding:


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so mostly negatives for today ( Read more... )

i've come to the realization that i desperately want to go to "surin of thailand" for my bday dinner... looks so good and im so hungry right now... dec. 9th for the dinner! yays! course that's the day after my bday but yeah :) leavin' you with a purty pic from my gallery :)
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yesterday was good and awful all in one ( Read more... )

since i haven't made an actual update in a long time, thought it might be time for another one ( Read more... )

i need a coffee break. jeff... matt... sara... someone??

allen just moved in today. and yeah so fun stuff.
interview and apps at sunglass hut.
more interviews at west later on in the week.

and boredom kicks in...

<3 beth

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!! :)


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