The Girl Within the Cage - Chapter 2
Title: The Girl Within the Cage / 籠女籠の中 / Kagome Kago no Naka
Chapter: 2 / -unknown-
Author: rendezvous22
Rating: R
Genre: Erotica, Angst
Warnings: NSFW, language, rough sex
Pairings: Kyo (Dir en grey) x Jamie (OFC - FEMALE)
Word Count: 2,804
Summary: The first time they met, things were different; they were different. But a year has gone and passed since then and meeting Kyo now, Jamie didn't know how to face him.
Disclaimers: I do not own any members or associated staff members of Dir en grey. Any misinterpretations and ambiguities are at the fault of this author. I do own my own original characters and imagination.
Author's Note: Let me know what you think! And as always, enjoy the story, readers!
Table of Contents: Ch01 / -Ch02- / Ch03
Chapter 2. Questions
Jamie was alone when she woke up.
Bleary-eyed, she scanned the room, faintly registering the overall layout and styling of her surroundings. Somewhere in the back of her head, the word “hotel room” drifted forward. Looking over her shoulder, she found the alarm clock spelling out “12:00PM” in bright block letters. Groaning at the glare, she shut her eyes, the memories of last night already starting to trample across her semi-conscious brain.
After Jamie had caved to Kyo’s demands, he had ushered her back to the Hyatt where the bands were currently staying. She didn’t know how he did it but he and his manager somehow got them a room all to themselves. Not ready to question their luck, she gratefully went to the room with Kyo. With her on-the-road experience, she knew just how much a hotel could become a luxury, especially compared to living on a tour bus for weeks on end. Jamie guessed it was a lucky thing their reunion of sorts had all happened in New York City, her hometown. There was an extra day between New York and the next show date in Boston and such rare breaks were the only reason for hotel usage during a tour.
More awake now, she glanced around the room again, searching for any signs of Kyo but it was empty. There hadn’t even been time for Kyo to grab his bag from the double room he’d been sharing with Kaoru last night. She was well and truly alone and for the first time, she felt completely useless. What was she going to do now? When they’d first met, Jamie had been hired as a second translator for the band but now she was just… Kyo’s girlfriend? She didn’t know. Whatever she was, it was certainly extra baggage.
Determined not to give in to her depressing thoughts, Jamie pushed herself out of the bed, barely stifling a groan at the stiffness in her body. Looking at her reflection in the bathroom mirror wasn’t too much of a surprise. Last night had been a rough welcome back to sex. And the way Kyo had been… she shivered at the thought.
After a quick shower as Jamie was pulling on her rumpled clothing, something on the table caught her attention. There was no note, just a spare room key but she focused on it like a lifeline. Still uncertain, Jamie picked up the key card, feeling hope spread inside of her. Taking it as a sign, she made a quick decision to drop by her apartment to pick up some things. She’d made a promise last night and this time she meant to keep it.
Already making a mental check list of things she’d need on the road, Jamie left a quick note on the hotel notepad just in case Kyo came back before her. Then she grabbed the hotel key and left with a smile.
It was close to 4pm by the time Jamie arrived back at the hotel room. With her iPod blaring, she walked into the room, dropping a duffel bag containing some clothes, toiletries and necessary electronics by the foot of the bed. Collapsing on the bed, she pulled out her headphones only to find Kyo behind her, lounging by the door. Feeling her heart thud at the sight of him, she gave him a hesitant smile as a welcome, trying to act as normal as possible.
“Where have you been?”
The question seemed to cut through the air.
Jamie felt her smile slip a bit and she struggled to make it stay. Be normal, she told herself. Automatically she fell into Japanese, knowing he was the most comfortable with it, “I went to go pick up some things,” she said, gesturing at her bag. He gave the bag a cursory glance before turning his gaze back to her, his eyes betraying no emotion. She felt her nerves frazzle, feeling the hope building from last night trying to extinguish itself.
Before she could say anything else, a quick succession of beeps from her cell phone broke the silence between them and Jamie automatically reached into her bag for her pills. She was so used to taking them now, she didn’t really need the reminder but it was always better to be careful, especially now.
Getting herself a cup of water, she popped out a small circular pill and downed it with ease. When she was done, she found Kyo staring at her with an unreadable look.
“What did you just take?” The question was asked tonelessly.
Knowing they were about to tread on rocky ground, she carefully looked him in the eyes and said slowly, “They’re birth control pills.”
Shock registered on his face but she didn’t know what to say. What did he think she was taking? Finally, Kyo spoke, seemingly forcing the words out, “Doesn’t it take awhile for them to work? I mean, after last night…” he trailed off, not knowing what else to say.
She felt the blush crawling up her cheeks, looking away from him then. “I’ve been taking them for a while,” Jamie confessed, trying not to think about last night and the unprotected sex they had. It’d been the first time they’d been so irresponsible and she was glad, no matter how roundabout, that she’d been on birth control at the time.
Finally gathering the courage, she looked up to gauge his reaction. He’d been silent for too long; something was wrong.
“Why?” There was something wrong with the look on his face.
Jamie felt worry rushing at her and it took everything not to let her emotions bubble over. “Kyo, you know girls also take them to regulate their periods, right?” It was the reason she’d been taking them. She sure as hell hadn’t been sleeping with anyone else since their breakup; she’d been too messed up to even try. Hoping she wasn’t jumping to conclusions, Jamie searched his face for the truth. What she found was something she didn’t want to face: distrust.
Trying to ignore the signs, Jamie waited for him to say something. For a long time, he just looked at her, weighing her words until finally, he nodded and turned back towards the door.
Feeling something close to panic, she called out to him, “Wait Kyo, we need to talk-“
He cut her off, stopping but not bothering to turn around, “No we don’t. We already said everything last night.”
Confusion marred her brow. “But Kyo, we haven’t even- “
“No.” The denial was abrupt and he finally turned, looking at her with the beginnings of anger.
For a moment, Jamie just stood there, not knowing what to do. Why was he angry? “Kyo, why don’t you want to talk about this?”
He looked hard at her then away. “You apologized. That’s enough.”
“What do mean, that’s enough?” Something was seriously wrong. And not just about the birth control pills. “Yes, I apologized for leaving without saying a word but you don’t think I was the only one at fault for that, do you?” He didn’t answer her. His silence was enough of an answer.
Trying for calm, she approached him, reaching out to grab his shoulders. He started at her touch and threw off her hands, still not looking at her. “I’ve got an interview. I’ll see you later,” he said abruptly and just turned and left.
In shocked silence, Jamie just watched him go. Then she looked down at her hands and saw them tremble. That was the first time he’d ever moved away from her, she thought numbly, the first time she’d ever been rejected by him.
Hurt curled up inside of her until she felt hopelessness well up. She should have expected this, she thought tiredly. She’d left him without a word. Of course things would be different now. Of course, she thought with a sob, he’d be colder towards her. In a way she did deserve it.
Feeling her emotions churning inside of her, Jamie fought the urge to cry, focusing instead on the anger that began to rush through her. Whatever happened between them, she thought with rising anger, did not excuse his behavior. Jamie wasn’t going to take all the blame for what happened. He had hurt her too in their time together. How dare he try and blame this all on her?
Not knowing what else to do, she pulled out her notebook, doing the one thing she knew would help her. She began to write, furiously scribbling her emotions onto the clean white pages until night came and her hand was cramped with the uncompromising force she was writing with.
Jamie continued writing until she was drained dry of all her emotions, finally laying motionless and relaxed on the bed. She made no move to leave the room. Frankly, she wasn't quite sure how to approach everyone else. There was just too many things to say and explain and after what happened earlier with Kyo, Jamie didn't know if she could have dealt with it all.
Instead she curled up on the bed, allowing the calm envelope her. It was already midnight and she felt spent, struggling with her roller coaster emotions all day.
Then Kyo stepped through the doorway.
Jamie looked up from her spot on the bed, feeling her all of her calm evaporate. Taking in his shuttered look and purposeful stride, she automatically revving up for a fight. He wasn’t going to ignore this. They had to talk to each other.
She threw her notebook to the side, scrambling out of the bed to meet him halfway. Just as she was about to start her tirade, he walked up to her and placed a finger on her lips. “No,” he said firmly, quieting her with just one word. There was something in his eyes, something dark and hungry and it was utterly overpowering. She couldn’t deny him as he cupped the back of her neck, pulling her into his kiss, hungrily licking at her lips. His thumb pushed against her chin, forcing her mouth wider, claiming her with his kiss alone. Trying to remember her senses, Jamie began to speak but he pushed her down onto the bed, climbing on top of her and capturing her mouth with his, silencing her words. She struggled against him trying to hold on to her sanity but it was a lost cause. He was kissing her like he was eating her from the mouth down, leisurely tasting her, licking and sucking at her tongue and lips until Jamie felt drugged. Time seemed to slow as she fell into her hunger, pulling him tight against her and arching her body into his in slow, luxurious ripples. They nipped at each other’s lips, licking and tasting until both their lips were swollen.
With unhurried movements, he removed their clothes until they were completely naked, finally touching skin to skin. The entire time he continued to kiss her, pulling her into mindless passion. He slid his hands down her body, caressing the column of her throat down over the slope of her breasts, tickling the line of her navel, until finally, he cupped her between her thighs. Everywhere he touched, fire seemed to spread through her skin and into her very blood.
Kyo brushed his fingertips once, twice, again and again over her opening, touching her so softly it was driving her mad. With each caress, she moaned into his mouth, arching against him as she spread her legs wider and wider. Finally, he touched her, really touched her, driving his fingers into her wetness. Jamie cried out at the feeling, wanting more, needing more.
Breaking their kiss, he brought his long fingers up to her lips, wetting them with her own juices. Knowing what he wanted, Jamie looked up at him with a half-lidded look, licking her lips before sucking his fingers into her mouth in one smooth move. She did it slowly, watching as his eyes darkened at her boldness. She curled her tongue around his fingers as if it was his cock inside her mouth instead of his fingers, sucking in a long, slow line in the way she knew he liked.
Jamie knew she won when he growled, pulling his fingers away from her insistent mouth. Moving down the bed, he spread her legs wide with demanding hands, pulling her up by the thighs and abruptly lifting her up and onto his cock. Jamie clenched around his cock at the abrupt intrusion inside her body, writhing against him as he ground into her, pulling her up by the hips until she rested almost completely on his thighs. The only thing supporting her now was her death grip on the sheets and his steel grip on her waist. Without waiting for her to relax, he thrust hard inside of her, forcing her to take him, knowing she liked it that way.
Trying to stifle her cries, Jamie bit into the blanket edge as Kyo drove himself into her, bringing her to the edge of madness with each thrust. She gripped the bed sheets with desperate hands, trying to find sanity somewhere, anywhere.
At her muffled cries, Kyo angrily brought his hand down her to clit, driving his thumb into small, tight circles against the sensitive flesh. Eyes widening at the move, Jamie cried out, bucking against him, unable to stop herself.
“Stop,” she choked out, feeling frantic as she stood at the edge of her control. “I can’t…” she hissed, as he pushed inside of her, circling his thumb around her clit at the same time. He played with her until she felt just there, almost to the point of coming, and pulled back, withholding that final release. He did that to her again and again until her body was trembling beneath him, collapsed against the bed, not even having enough strength to say another word.
Finally Kyo spoke, looking down at her with dark unreadable eyes, “Do you know how good it is inside of you?”
She shivered at the tone of his voice, feeling her muscles tighten involuntarily around his cock.
“It’s hot,” he leaned down and whispered into her ears, “and so tight. All I want is to come inside you again,” he explained, licking the tip of his tongue along her ear until she shivered. “Luckily, that’s all taken care of, isn’t it, Jamie?”
The words were sending alarm signals off in her head but she couldn’t seem to focus. Something was wrong here. “Kyo,” she began, trying to focus, but instantly, he flipped her over in his lap, keeping the tip of his cock inside her as he put her on her knees. Before she could ground herself, he thrust inside of her, pulling her tight against him.
Jamie gasped, curling her back away from his forceful thrust. He was too deep. In retaliation, he placed a palm on her lower back, pushing her forward until she was arched against him, feeling every inch of his cock reaching deep inside her. She could feel black edge of unconsciousness creeping into her vision and she twitched against him, moaning at the sensation but unable to get away.
With each thrust, she could feel herself slipping away and she was lost between agony and desire. “Stop,” she pleaded brokenly, “Tohru.” His name felt like a hopeless prayer.
“Are you telling me you don’t want this?” he asked, drawing his cock out slowly, ever-so-slowly, before slamming back into her. Kyo was playing with her, knowing she was just there at the edge of it.
“No, yes, I don’t know,” she cried out mindlessly, beginning to mix her Japanese and English, “Don’t stop, Tohru. Just don’t stop.” There was no more control. She started writhing against him, driving her hips up and back against him until she could feel nothing but him.
“I won’t,” he promised, leaning down against her until his chest was flush against her back. “And you’ll take all of me,” he demanded, slamming into her.
“Yes,” Jamie cried out, repeating the word like a mantra.
Reaching down, he cupped her, pulling her up against him. With the palm of his hand, he ground at her clit in punishing circles and Jamie sobbed his name beneath him as she came. Whispering her name, he closed his eyes, coming inside of her. Momentary peace finally took over as he drifted into sleep with his arms wrapped around her.
Chapter: 2 / -unknown-
Author: rendezvous22
Rating: R
Genre: Erotica, Angst
Warnings: NSFW, language, rough sex
Pairings: Kyo (Dir en grey) x Jamie (OFC - FEMALE)
Word Count: 2,804
Summary: The first time they met, things were different; they were different. But a year has gone and passed since then and meeting Kyo now, Jamie didn't know how to face him.
Disclaimers: I do not own any members or associated staff members of Dir en grey. Any misinterpretations and ambiguities are at the fault of this author. I do own my own original characters and imagination.
Author's Note: Let me know what you think! And as always, enjoy the story, readers!
Table of Contents: Ch01 / -Ch02- / Ch03
Chapter 2. Questions
Jamie was alone when she woke up.
Bleary-eyed, she scanned the room, faintly registering the overall layout and styling of her surroundings. Somewhere in the back of her head, the word “hotel room” drifted forward. Looking over her shoulder, she found the alarm clock spelling out “12:00PM” in bright block letters. Groaning at the glare, she shut her eyes, the memories of last night already starting to trample across her semi-conscious brain.
After Jamie had caved to Kyo’s demands, he had ushered her back to the Hyatt where the bands were currently staying. She didn’t know how he did it but he and his manager somehow got them a room all to themselves. Not ready to question their luck, she gratefully went to the room with Kyo. With her on-the-road experience, she knew just how much a hotel could become a luxury, especially compared to living on a tour bus for weeks on end. Jamie guessed it was a lucky thing their reunion of sorts had all happened in New York City, her hometown. There was an extra day between New York and the next show date in Boston and such rare breaks were the only reason for hotel usage during a tour.
More awake now, she glanced around the room again, searching for any signs of Kyo but it was empty. There hadn’t even been time for Kyo to grab his bag from the double room he’d been sharing with Kaoru last night. She was well and truly alone and for the first time, she felt completely useless. What was she going to do now? When they’d first met, Jamie had been hired as a second translator for the band but now she was just… Kyo’s girlfriend? She didn’t know. Whatever she was, it was certainly extra baggage.
Determined not to give in to her depressing thoughts, Jamie pushed herself out of the bed, barely stifling a groan at the stiffness in her body. Looking at her reflection in the bathroom mirror wasn’t too much of a surprise. Last night had been a rough welcome back to sex. And the way Kyo had been… she shivered at the thought.
After a quick shower as Jamie was pulling on her rumpled clothing, something on the table caught her attention. There was no note, just a spare room key but she focused on it like a lifeline. Still uncertain, Jamie picked up the key card, feeling hope spread inside of her. Taking it as a sign, she made a quick decision to drop by her apartment to pick up some things. She’d made a promise last night and this time she meant to keep it.
Already making a mental check list of things she’d need on the road, Jamie left a quick note on the hotel notepad just in case Kyo came back before her. Then she grabbed the hotel key and left with a smile.
It was close to 4pm by the time Jamie arrived back at the hotel room. With her iPod blaring, she walked into the room, dropping a duffel bag containing some clothes, toiletries and necessary electronics by the foot of the bed. Collapsing on the bed, she pulled out her headphones only to find Kyo behind her, lounging by the door. Feeling her heart thud at the sight of him, she gave him a hesitant smile as a welcome, trying to act as normal as possible.
“Where have you been?”
The question seemed to cut through the air.
Jamie felt her smile slip a bit and she struggled to make it stay. Be normal, she told herself. Automatically she fell into Japanese, knowing he was the most comfortable with it, “I went to go pick up some things,” she said, gesturing at her bag. He gave the bag a cursory glance before turning his gaze back to her, his eyes betraying no emotion. She felt her nerves frazzle, feeling the hope building from last night trying to extinguish itself.
Before she could say anything else, a quick succession of beeps from her cell phone broke the silence between them and Jamie automatically reached into her bag for her pills. She was so used to taking them now, she didn’t really need the reminder but it was always better to be careful, especially now.
Getting herself a cup of water, she popped out a small circular pill and downed it with ease. When she was done, she found Kyo staring at her with an unreadable look.
“What did you just take?” The question was asked tonelessly.
Knowing they were about to tread on rocky ground, she carefully looked him in the eyes and said slowly, “They’re birth control pills.”
Shock registered on his face but she didn’t know what to say. What did he think she was taking? Finally, Kyo spoke, seemingly forcing the words out, “Doesn’t it take awhile for them to work? I mean, after last night…” he trailed off, not knowing what else to say.
She felt the blush crawling up her cheeks, looking away from him then. “I’ve been taking them for a while,” Jamie confessed, trying not to think about last night and the unprotected sex they had. It’d been the first time they’d been so irresponsible and she was glad, no matter how roundabout, that she’d been on birth control at the time.
Finally gathering the courage, she looked up to gauge his reaction. He’d been silent for too long; something was wrong.
“Why?” There was something wrong with the look on his face.
Jamie felt worry rushing at her and it took everything not to let her emotions bubble over. “Kyo, you know girls also take them to regulate their periods, right?” It was the reason she’d been taking them. She sure as hell hadn’t been sleeping with anyone else since their breakup; she’d been too messed up to even try. Hoping she wasn’t jumping to conclusions, Jamie searched his face for the truth. What she found was something she didn’t want to face: distrust.
Trying to ignore the signs, Jamie waited for him to say something. For a long time, he just looked at her, weighing her words until finally, he nodded and turned back towards the door.
Feeling something close to panic, she called out to him, “Wait Kyo, we need to talk-“
He cut her off, stopping but not bothering to turn around, “No we don’t. We already said everything last night.”
Confusion marred her brow. “But Kyo, we haven’t even- “
“No.” The denial was abrupt and he finally turned, looking at her with the beginnings of anger.
For a moment, Jamie just stood there, not knowing what to do. Why was he angry? “Kyo, why don’t you want to talk about this?”
He looked hard at her then away. “You apologized. That’s enough.”
“What do mean, that’s enough?” Something was seriously wrong. And not just about the birth control pills. “Yes, I apologized for leaving without saying a word but you don’t think I was the only one at fault for that, do you?” He didn’t answer her. His silence was enough of an answer.
Trying for calm, she approached him, reaching out to grab his shoulders. He started at her touch and threw off her hands, still not looking at her. “I’ve got an interview. I’ll see you later,” he said abruptly and just turned and left.
In shocked silence, Jamie just watched him go. Then she looked down at her hands and saw them tremble. That was the first time he’d ever moved away from her, she thought numbly, the first time she’d ever been rejected by him.
Hurt curled up inside of her until she felt hopelessness well up. She should have expected this, she thought tiredly. She’d left him without a word. Of course things would be different now. Of course, she thought with a sob, he’d be colder towards her. In a way she did deserve it.
Feeling her emotions churning inside of her, Jamie fought the urge to cry, focusing instead on the anger that began to rush through her. Whatever happened between them, she thought with rising anger, did not excuse his behavior. Jamie wasn’t going to take all the blame for what happened. He had hurt her too in their time together. How dare he try and blame this all on her?
Not knowing what else to do, she pulled out her notebook, doing the one thing she knew would help her. She began to write, furiously scribbling her emotions onto the clean white pages until night came and her hand was cramped with the uncompromising force she was writing with.
Jamie continued writing until she was drained dry of all her emotions, finally laying motionless and relaxed on the bed. She made no move to leave the room. Frankly, she wasn't quite sure how to approach everyone else. There was just too many things to say and explain and after what happened earlier with Kyo, Jamie didn't know if she could have dealt with it all.
Instead she curled up on the bed, allowing the calm envelope her. It was already midnight and she felt spent, struggling with her roller coaster emotions all day.
Then Kyo stepped through the doorway.
Jamie looked up from her spot on the bed, feeling her all of her calm evaporate. Taking in his shuttered look and purposeful stride, she automatically revving up for a fight. He wasn’t going to ignore this. They had to talk to each other.
She threw her notebook to the side, scrambling out of the bed to meet him halfway. Just as she was about to start her tirade, he walked up to her and placed a finger on her lips. “No,” he said firmly, quieting her with just one word. There was something in his eyes, something dark and hungry and it was utterly overpowering. She couldn’t deny him as he cupped the back of her neck, pulling her into his kiss, hungrily licking at her lips. His thumb pushed against her chin, forcing her mouth wider, claiming her with his kiss alone. Trying to remember her senses, Jamie began to speak but he pushed her down onto the bed, climbing on top of her and capturing her mouth with his, silencing her words. She struggled against him trying to hold on to her sanity but it was a lost cause. He was kissing her like he was eating her from the mouth down, leisurely tasting her, licking and sucking at her tongue and lips until Jamie felt drugged. Time seemed to slow as she fell into her hunger, pulling him tight against her and arching her body into his in slow, luxurious ripples. They nipped at each other’s lips, licking and tasting until both their lips were swollen.
With unhurried movements, he removed their clothes until they were completely naked, finally touching skin to skin. The entire time he continued to kiss her, pulling her into mindless passion. He slid his hands down her body, caressing the column of her throat down over the slope of her breasts, tickling the line of her navel, until finally, he cupped her between her thighs. Everywhere he touched, fire seemed to spread through her skin and into her very blood.
Kyo brushed his fingertips once, twice, again and again over her opening, touching her so softly it was driving her mad. With each caress, she moaned into his mouth, arching against him as she spread her legs wider and wider. Finally, he touched her, really touched her, driving his fingers into her wetness. Jamie cried out at the feeling, wanting more, needing more.
Breaking their kiss, he brought his long fingers up to her lips, wetting them with her own juices. Knowing what he wanted, Jamie looked up at him with a half-lidded look, licking her lips before sucking his fingers into her mouth in one smooth move. She did it slowly, watching as his eyes darkened at her boldness. She curled her tongue around his fingers as if it was his cock inside her mouth instead of his fingers, sucking in a long, slow line in the way she knew he liked.
Jamie knew she won when he growled, pulling his fingers away from her insistent mouth. Moving down the bed, he spread her legs wide with demanding hands, pulling her up by the thighs and abruptly lifting her up and onto his cock. Jamie clenched around his cock at the abrupt intrusion inside her body, writhing against him as he ground into her, pulling her up by the hips until she rested almost completely on his thighs. The only thing supporting her now was her death grip on the sheets and his steel grip on her waist. Without waiting for her to relax, he thrust hard inside of her, forcing her to take him, knowing she liked it that way.
Trying to stifle her cries, Jamie bit into the blanket edge as Kyo drove himself into her, bringing her to the edge of madness with each thrust. She gripped the bed sheets with desperate hands, trying to find sanity somewhere, anywhere.
At her muffled cries, Kyo angrily brought his hand down her to clit, driving his thumb into small, tight circles against the sensitive flesh. Eyes widening at the move, Jamie cried out, bucking against him, unable to stop herself.
“Stop,” she choked out, feeling frantic as she stood at the edge of her control. “I can’t…” she hissed, as he pushed inside of her, circling his thumb around her clit at the same time. He played with her until she felt just there, almost to the point of coming, and pulled back, withholding that final release. He did that to her again and again until her body was trembling beneath him, collapsed against the bed, not even having enough strength to say another word.
Finally Kyo spoke, looking down at her with dark unreadable eyes, “Do you know how good it is inside of you?”
She shivered at the tone of his voice, feeling her muscles tighten involuntarily around his cock.
“It’s hot,” he leaned down and whispered into her ears, “and so tight. All I want is to come inside you again,” he explained, licking the tip of his tongue along her ear until she shivered. “Luckily, that’s all taken care of, isn’t it, Jamie?”
The words were sending alarm signals off in her head but she couldn’t seem to focus. Something was wrong here. “Kyo,” she began, trying to focus, but instantly, he flipped her over in his lap, keeping the tip of his cock inside her as he put her on her knees. Before she could ground herself, he thrust inside of her, pulling her tight against him.
Jamie gasped, curling her back away from his forceful thrust. He was too deep. In retaliation, he placed a palm on her lower back, pushing her forward until she was arched against him, feeling every inch of his cock reaching deep inside her. She could feel black edge of unconsciousness creeping into her vision and she twitched against him, moaning at the sensation but unable to get away.
With each thrust, she could feel herself slipping away and she was lost between agony and desire. “Stop,” she pleaded brokenly, “Tohru.” His name felt like a hopeless prayer.
“Are you telling me you don’t want this?” he asked, drawing his cock out slowly, ever-so-slowly, before slamming back into her. Kyo was playing with her, knowing she was just there at the edge of it.
“No, yes, I don’t know,” she cried out mindlessly, beginning to mix her Japanese and English, “Don’t stop, Tohru. Just don’t stop.” There was no more control. She started writhing against him, driving her hips up and back against him until she could feel nothing but him.
“I won’t,” he promised, leaning down against her until his chest was flush against her back. “And you’ll take all of me,” he demanded, slamming into her.
“Yes,” Jamie cried out, repeating the word like a mantra.
Reaching down, he cupped her, pulling her up against him. With the palm of his hand, he ground at her clit in punishing circles and Jamie sobbed his name beneath him as she came. Whispering her name, he closed his eyes, coming inside of her. Momentary peace finally took over as he drifted into sleep with his arms wrapped around her.