I have lost my favorite pendant, somewhere between CSU near the oval and the train tracks, and the Alley Cat. Over the years, if you are the type of person to notice these sort of things, you will have seen it on my neck, alone, paired with a pentagram, or paired with my class ring. It is silver in color (though I don't think the metal is actually ( Read more... )

and then i realize it's stupid to say think, because i know it with ever molecule inside of me ( Read more... )

is it wrong to define yourself? by anything. clothes, music, life style, art, friends, eating habits, religion, culture, likes, dislikes, emotional setting, economic backdrop, race, family crest, family values, allergies... anything. is it wrong to define yourself and allow that definition to be known?

i informed everyone about brad and i going poly and then breaking up both on the day they happened, but i've been back with him now for a good long while, and i failed to mention it. just thought i'd do that. things are good. i'll clarify that a little bit after some important family members are in the know.

today lala land,
tomorrow, the world!!!

i suck!!! i'm sorry, i'm a flake and i have no good excuse, i didn't have a ride, but i didn't search one out very hard, and i should have. sorry again!!!
love,
me

thursday may 24th (tomorrow) night, 7 pm, lincoln center, main stage. be there, or, well, don't care? i dunno, it rhymed.

brad and i are "on a break." i don't know if it's the kind that can be come off of. i'm terribly terribly in love with him. this needed to happen. i wasn't happy. i have to go, the computor i'm using needs using by someone else.

i got up the courage to tell brad that if our relationship is going to change so fucking drastically on his end, it's changing on mine to. i asked him for an open relationship, and i got it. i'm glad. further honesty caused me to tell arthur things i never have before. he's probably going to be furious with me. that's the response i seem to ( Read more... )

so much as curiosity. i always wonder if you will call me, if you think i don't know some how or another, if you think about it at all. i always wonder if i should send something down the road to you, but think better of it, deciding that if you wanted to see me, you'd see me when you're this close, and who am i to rub it in your face that i'm ( Read more... )